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guys too ego?
Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Dearest diary,

suddenly i juz wonder why do pple change... i mean change silently...
one moment you show ur love, care and concern... the next momnet, suddenly u dun bother to contact... both gals and guys do act like tis at times... i dun like it if u keep it all to urself...
let it out and discuss things.... it happened to me many2 times... but today is mainly on my cuz bf.....

why do guys have sooo much ego? all humans have ego, but plz dun show it too much... at times you have to control... if humans have ego...... humans also can give and take... if you are a guy and have too much ego... plz tell me tat guys are humans too.... so at the least you can do is to give and take... discussions and understanding is reali2 important is a relationship... no matter how much u love the person... if u dun understand and cannot discuss tings wif each other, tings will usually be reali messy... and the last ting u wanna do is to break up over small matters u can discuss... if u are matured enough to fall in love, den plz be matured enough to discuss tings... stop being egoistic and childish...

to my dearest cuz... plz.. dun be too sad abt tis.. hopefully he has a very good reason for being soo quiet... patience is all u need... i noe it is hard after almost 3yrs together... but things happen for a reason... mayb there is sumting GOD wants to show to u abt him... juz wait... and in case u are so tension and need to release it, u can alwayz ask me out despite my bz and stoopid schedule... haha... i will make time for my dear cuz.... hehe..

hmm... gtg and sleep now... its abt 2am now.. werking tomorrow.. hehe... take carez pple...

Written By Nurjihan, 12:02 AM
at the verge of giving up
Tuesday, December 02, 2008

here i am crying again.....
werk sucks soooooo much...
i have been giving in a lot.... but no one sees.....
i am still a human... i have feelings....
i dun noe what i have done wrong... y are u all looking for my faults......
i dun wan to give in to u all.... i dun wan to give up!!!!
but there are limitations to what u all can do!!!!
i hate u all.......................

Written By Nurjihan, 10:23 PM