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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
i wan to give up....
give up of waiting and hoping...
i waited in silence...
not knowing it is killing me silently
please mr lovable......
i wanna u out of my life....
everytime i wanna forget u... tings sound and look better....
please!!!!!!!!
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:29 PM
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i give up....
Sunday, June 01, 2008
hey there people... how have you been? hope u guyz are great... niwaes... tis week is a week of love for 2 of my dears... its a week where they say "I DO"..... 2 words... but its definitely not easy especially saying it in front of lots of pple..... haha.. my dear fren christina... and her hubby kelvin... tied a knot of marriage on the 31st of may..... while my dearest so call aunt tied hers on 1st june.... she is like my cuzin... coz she is only 22yrs old.. dun like calling her aunt.. haha... sound so old.. niwaes... congratz to the both of them... kak wahidah... u look fantastic today at the reception....
now that there is a major wedding in onr family... all are asking my mum wen willl she get a son-in-law.... my elder sis will look at me and i will look at her... haha.. like wat?!?!?!?!? haha wateva aunties.... my grandma and uncle already gave me a personla counselling on how to choose a boyfren... which will sooner or later be my husband..... long lectures... haha... i was like "oh ok.." "ya... i noe" "ok ok..." argh... i mean i have yet been in a relationship in tis 21 yrs of being alife... i have never had one proper one.... i realise tat all the guys i liek kinda uses me... taking advantage of my 'kindness'.... as far as i can remember... on my list are 5 sucky ones.... recently one idiotic one... he told me he loves me and tat normal lovey lovey phrases... but i can nvr trust his words... i nvr once said i love him back... i wun... and he hated me for tat.... he is mad at me now... and guess wat... i dun care.. guys like you are smart in using ur sweet words.... i wun fall in ur trap... and aniwaes,... ur trap is full of shit......
oh well.. i have been waiting and waiting for my mr lovable to make a move.... i have rejected love coming along the way coz of my lovable... but i am hurt by my mr lovable.... recently u are not the mr lovable i know yrs ago... u have changed.... i dislike the new mr lovable... i miz the old one though.... i can reali feel u changing... i dun understand... mayb u found ur miss lovable... plz GOD.... show me the pavement that is lighted with true love....... shiw me that mr lovable is not the one for me...
i have made up my mind.... i am going to forget my mr lovable... i wanna have a new life... a new chapter about true love... with sumone who loves me truely... though i am still looking for my MR RIGHT... i rather wait for MR RIGHT den be hurt and used by u, mr lovable... i wonder wat is the fate of my love life.... i leave everything to GOD to decide for me... but for the mean time... i will have to learn how to forget u... its not easy.... damn it... but i have to do it....
take carez pple... wun hear from me soon i guess... will be bz... see ya ard..
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 11:47 PM
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
i wan to give up....
give up of waiting and hoping...
i waited in silence...
not knowing it is killing me silently
please mr lovable......
i wanna u out of my life....
everytime i wanna forget u... tings sound and look better....
please!!!!!!!!
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 10:29 PM
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i give up....
Sunday, June 01, 2008
hey there people... how have you been? hope u guyz are great... niwaes... tis week is a week of love for 2 of my dears... its a week where they say "I DO"..... 2 words... but its definitely not easy especially saying it in front of lots of pple..... haha.. my dear fren christina... and her hubby kelvin... tied a knot of marriage on the 31st of may..... while my dearest so call aunt tied hers on 1st june.... she is like my cuzin... coz she is only 22yrs old.. dun like calling her aunt.. haha... sound so old.. niwaes... congratz to the both of them... kak wahidah... u look fantastic today at the reception....
now that there is a major wedding in onr family... all are asking my mum wen willl she get a son-in-law.... my elder sis will look at me and i will look at her... haha.. like wat?!?!?!?!? haha wateva aunties.... my grandma and uncle already gave me a personla counselling on how to choose a boyfren... which will sooner or later be my husband..... long lectures... haha... i was like "oh ok.." "ya... i noe" "ok ok..." argh... i mean i have yet been in a relationship in tis 21 yrs of being alife... i have never had one proper one.... i realise tat all the guys i liek kinda uses me... taking advantage of my 'kindness'.... as far as i can remember... on my list are 5 sucky ones.... recently one idiotic one... he told me he loves me and tat normal lovey lovey phrases... but i can nvr trust his words... i nvr once said i love him back... i wun... and he hated me for tat.... he is mad at me now... and guess wat... i dun care.. guys like you are smart in using ur sweet words.... i wun fall in ur trap... and aniwaes,... ur trap is full of shit......
oh well.. i have been waiting and waiting for my mr lovable to make a move.... i have rejected love coming along the way coz of my lovable... but i am hurt by my mr lovable.... recently u are not the mr lovable i know yrs ago... u have changed.... i dislike the new mr lovable... i miz the old one though.... i can reali feel u changing... i dun understand... mayb u found ur miss lovable... plz GOD.... show me the pavement that is lighted with true love....... shiw me that mr lovable is not the one for me...
i have made up my mind.... i am going to forget my mr lovable... i wanna have a new life... a new chapter about true love... with sumone who loves me truely... though i am still looking for my MR RIGHT... i rather wait for MR RIGHT den be hurt and used by u, mr lovable... i wonder wat is the fate of my love life.... i leave everything to GOD to decide for me... but for the mean time... i will have to learn how to forget u... its not easy.... damn it... but i have to do it....
take carez pple... wun hear from me soon i guess... will be bz... see ya ard..
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 11:47 PM
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I can't be you
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The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
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Contact me @ jihan_five@hotmail.com.
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