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08/05/08
Thursday, May 08, 2008
helo there guys... how are u pple... how life's great for u all.. niwaes.. i have a lot of tings to blog actually.... lotz and lotz of tings in my heart and head............ been bz last few daes.... todae at last able to blog it all out
sometimes i juz hate wat pple tells me... coz i will tink abt wat was said.. and keep tinking abt it... esp my sis.... its abt my Mr Lovable... my sis told me... maybe he noes tat i like him... and he is not making any move becoz he is JUZ NOT into me... well... i have been tinking abt wat she had said..
mayb it is true... its been 2 yrs now since i noe Mr Lovable... after the first few months i noe him.. i kinda like him.. but i told myself.. "NO"... coz i have yet to noe his heart... i need to noe more abt him... we were close frenz... from daily sms'ing each other.... to calling each other everydae... my feelings for him grew even more mid last yr... i felt like we were so close to each other yet far.... we talk to each other everynite... oh well.. almost everynite... sometimes i fell asleep already... sometimes he outside wif his frenz... but tat almost everydae conversation is juz soo sweet.. sometimes we have noting to tok abt... but yet we will have tat silence.. haha.. mayb not tat silent... coz he will sing... all tis simple tings juz makes my dae.... it ends my nite wif a smile... sleeping wif a smile... having sweet dreamz... juz so sweet... for me tat is.. i dun noe abt others... oh well.. the feeling for him grew sooooooooo much... tat i juz canot help it but smile most of the time..
but late last yr... there was abt a month tat he did not call me... he seems bz... sometimes my msges are hard for him to reply... was wondering y... went he contacted me back.. i realised tat he had a companion in his life... now i understood the short silence from him... told him not to contact me animore... did not want his gf to tink otherwise abt me and him... he ignored wat i told him.. and contacted me even more... weird... but true..... by the end of the yr... abt 1 or 2 months after tat.. he broke up wif his materialistic galfren.... i hated her for using him... i hated her for the fact tat she goth the chance to be wif him but juz BLEW it away... gosh.... aniwaes....
we became close back.... and i started forgetting the fact tat my heart was broken once... as usual... tat's y we are call gals..... aniwaes.. tat feeling came back now... wifout anione getting into the way... i hope... i badly want to noe wat is in his heart... many a times pple told me to ask him... but i dun wan... i dun wan tings to get worst...
till todae i am struggling wif this heart... dun wan it to melt so fast... i reali need to noe wat is in his heart.... but after wat my sis told me... mayb it is true.. if he liked me... he would have made a move by now at the very least... oh well...... i guess its juz part of my life.... yet to find success in the word LOVE...
i am at the verge of giving up... i dun noe wat is going to happen nor do i wan to noe.... i guess i shall be juz frenz... i did my best for my heart... i did a lot for him... but he have yet to wake up and start moving... its ok... i shall be by his side till he wakes up...
i have to go now... late for my driving.... shall blog again son.... take carez pple....
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 12:41 PM
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08/05/08
Thursday, May 08, 2008
helo there guys... how are u pple... how life's great for u all.. niwaes.. i have a lot of tings to blog actually.... lotz and lotz of tings in my heart and head............ been bz last few daes.... todae at last able to blog it all out
sometimes i juz hate wat pple tells me... coz i will tink abt wat was said.. and keep tinking abt it... esp my sis.... its abt my Mr Lovable... my sis told me... maybe he noes tat i like him... and he is not making any move becoz he is JUZ NOT into me... well... i have been tinking abt wat she had said..
mayb it is true... its been 2 yrs now since i noe Mr Lovable... after the first few months i noe him.. i kinda like him.. but i told myself.. "NO"... coz i have yet to noe his heart... i need to noe more abt him... we were close frenz... from daily sms'ing each other.... to calling each other everydae... my feelings for him grew even more mid last yr... i felt like we were so close to each other yet far.... we talk to each other everynite... oh well.. almost everynite... sometimes i fell asleep already... sometimes he outside wif his frenz... but tat almost everydae conversation is juz soo sweet.. sometimes we have noting to tok abt... but yet we will have tat silence.. haha.. mayb not tat silent... coz he will sing... all tis simple tings juz makes my dae.... it ends my nite wif a smile... sleeping wif a smile... having sweet dreamz... juz so sweet... for me tat is.. i dun noe abt others... oh well.. the feeling for him grew sooooooooo much... tat i juz canot help it but smile most of the time..
but late last yr... there was abt a month tat he did not call me... he seems bz... sometimes my msges are hard for him to reply... was wondering y... went he contacted me back.. i realised tat he had a companion in his life... now i understood the short silence from him... told him not to contact me animore... did not want his gf to tink otherwise abt me and him... he ignored wat i told him.. and contacted me even more... weird... but true..... by the end of the yr... abt 1 or 2 months after tat.. he broke up wif his materialistic galfren.... i hated her for using him... i hated her for the fact tat she goth the chance to be wif him but juz BLEW it away... gosh.... aniwaes....
we became close back.... and i started forgetting the fact tat my heart was broken once... as usual... tat's y we are call gals..... aniwaes.. tat feeling came back now... wifout anione getting into the way... i hope... i badly want to noe wat is in his heart... many a times pple told me to ask him... but i dun wan... i dun wan tings to get worst...
till todae i am struggling wif this heart... dun wan it to melt so fast... i reali need to noe wat is in his heart.... but after wat my sis told me... mayb it is true.. if he liked me... he would have made a move by now at the very least... oh well...... i guess its juz part of my life.... yet to find success in the word LOVE...
i am at the verge of giving up... i dun noe wat is going to happen nor do i wan to noe.... i guess i shall be juz frenz... i did my best for my heart... i did a lot for him... but he have yet to wake up and start moving... its ok... i shall be by his side till he wakes up...
i have to go now... late for my driving.... shall blog again son.... take carez pple....
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 12:41 PM
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