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Friday, May 09, 2008
argh!!! 09/05/08...... such a sucky dae....
first ting in the morning... was late for work.. well.. for my course actually... at HQ... cannot affort to take a cab from tamp to kim keat.. so took the mrt to lavender... took cab from there... reach about 10minutes late... had exams todae.. exams was commencing at 0920hrs... made it on time.. but was late lah... aniwaes.. the assistant director of nursing spoke to me and the other 2 gals... apparently some pple told some pple tat the 3 of us are always late for classes... like wateva... haiz.. exams was ok... theory part kinda sucks.. haha...
after exams.. had some discussions with the lecturers... before leaving for lunch. tok to my NM for a while.. apparently she told me tat sumone kept some grudges abt me... she claims tat i eva said sumting in the wrong tone.. and it hurt tat particular person...
this staff of mine has alwayz been rude to me... she nvr respects me as an RN... nvr regard me as an in charge wen i am... tis is the difficult ting being of a higher status and new both at the same time... she is actually a HCA.. me RN.. after abt 1mth i joined, she got the promotion as a EN.... but most of them was complaining tat she does not deserve the position as she cannot carry out duties of tat position well... i even heard tat my NM wanted to demote her... becoz of the mistake she did b4... but no one was as cruel as they said.. she remained in tat position and nvr got demoted... she is very selfish.. does not like to help out... very very calculative in her werk... she claims tat she does not like the way i approached her once.. and she got hurt.... i dun remember being so harsh to anione at werk... i alwayz laugh and smile even if i wanted to 'scold' them.. for their mistakes... my other RN had been way more harsh to the other staff there... but she does not seem to have ani probs wif anione except me.... y?? juz becoz i am new... i cannot point out their mistakes? wat nonsense.....
after i heard tis story from my NM, i was kinda affected.. but i dun wan to bother so much... my NM told me to treat her more nicely, soft approach.... i was like??!!??? have i been harsh? i alwayz approach everyone nicely... nvr mind.. i still told myself to calm down.. juz give it a try lah ok... came to werk juz now after luch at abt 3... during the passing over of the shift, she voiced out about my cubicle tat i was in charged in... but nvr mention my name.. she juz said.. "cubicle 1 can u plz finish preparing the blood tubes? plz la.. i haven checked other cubicles also... can hurry up and complete the tubes? bla bla bla bla bla........ she nagged and nagged wif an angry tone...." tat point of time... she got onto my nerves... i dun give a shit abt wat my NM told me abt the soft approach tingy... did she approach me in a nice way? no!!!! den to hell wif her........ i was in HQ tis whole week.... how the heck am i suppose to complete tat last 2 patients of mine!!???!!?!?!?!?!? bloody hell tis women.... don't tell me tat u werk there longer means u noe more.... tat rule does not apply to u definitely.... mayb to others... but NOT u!!!!! she is trying to act like one big bloody person... wen hello?? i am more of a higher position here... i am not boosting but plz.. give me some respect... i was putting on a black face all the way... regreted coming back to werk... i had enough tings gg on in my head... dun need pple like u to make it worst.... i was like reali mad juz now on how she approached me... i am a person who do not like to scold, do not like to confront... and wen i am not happy or mad at sumone... i will let all tat is out by crying.,.. it feels so much better... its like letting off the burden on my chest.... tat's me.. if u tink its immuture or wat so eva... keep the comments to urself... tat is juz plain me.. period.
my staff saw me crying and my red teary eyes obviously... they themself tink tat she had a rude approach... i even gave one of my patient IV medication wif tears rolling down... i am juz so sooo sad tat pple are treating me tis way... sad is not the rite word actually... its more den tat... argh!!!!!!!! y can't humans juz be nice????? y muz there be grudges? y muz there be pple like her? werking wif monkeys are way much better den werking wif her..... damn..... i am bloody frustated...................................................................
i refuse to tok to her animore....... only wen necessary or important.... plz get transfered out ASAP!!!!!! den i will have a celebration..... idiot you......
i am sori pple coz my blog today is full of bad words... i cannot help it but to let everything out here... i wanna punch sumting or sumone in the face.... but guess tis is the best choice.... take carez pple.. will blog again soon... nitez.....
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 9:52 PM
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08/05/08
Thursday, May 08, 2008
helo there guys... how are u pple... how life's great for u all.. niwaes.. i have a lot of tings to blog actually.... lotz and lotz of tings in my heart and head............ been bz last few daes.... todae at last able to blog it all out
sometimes i juz hate wat pple tells me... coz i will tink abt wat was said.. and keep tinking abt it... esp my sis.... its abt my Mr Lovable... my sis told me... maybe he noes tat i like him... and he is not making any move becoz he is JUZ NOT into me... well... i have been tinking abt wat she had said..
mayb it is true... its been 2 yrs now since i noe Mr Lovable... after the first few months i noe him.. i kinda like him.. but i told myself.. "NO"... coz i have yet to noe his heart... i need to noe more abt him... we were close frenz... from daily sms'ing each other.... to calling each other everydae... my feelings for him grew even more mid last yr... i felt like we were so close to each other yet far.... we talk to each other everynite... oh well.. almost everynite... sometimes i fell asleep already... sometimes he outside wif his frenz... but tat almost everydae conversation is juz soo sweet.. sometimes we have noting to tok abt... but yet we will have tat silence.. haha.. mayb not tat silent... coz he will sing... all tis simple tings juz makes my dae.... it ends my nite wif a smile... sleeping wif a smile... having sweet dreamz... juz so sweet... for me tat is.. i dun noe abt others... oh well.. the feeling for him grew sooooooooo much... tat i juz canot help it but smile most of the time..
but late last yr... there was abt a month tat he did not call me... he seems bz... sometimes my msges are hard for him to reply... was wondering y... went he contacted me back.. i realised tat he had a companion in his life... now i understood the short silence from him... told him not to contact me animore... did not want his gf to tink otherwise abt me and him... he ignored wat i told him.. and contacted me even more... weird... but true..... by the end of the yr... abt 1 or 2 months after tat.. he broke up wif his materialistic galfren.... i hated her for using him... i hated her for the fact tat she goth the chance to be wif him but juz BLEW it away... gosh.... aniwaes....
we became close back.... and i started forgetting the fact tat my heart was broken once... as usual... tat's y we are call gals..... aniwaes.. tat feeling came back now... wifout anione getting into the way... i hope... i badly want to noe wat is in his heart... many a times pple told me to ask him... but i dun wan... i dun wan tings to get worst...
till todae i am struggling wif this heart... dun wan it to melt so fast... i reali need to noe wat is in his heart.... but after wat my sis told me... mayb it is true.. if he liked me... he would have made a move by now at the very least... oh well...... i guess its juz part of my life.... yet to find success in the word LOVE...
i am at the verge of giving up... i dun noe wat is going to happen nor do i wan to noe.... i guess i shall be juz frenz... i did my best for my heart... i did a lot for him... but he have yet to wake up and start moving... its ok... i shall be by his side till he wakes up...
i have to go now... late for my driving.... shall blog again son.... take carez pple....
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 12:41 PM
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sucky staff
Friday, May 09, 2008
argh!!! 09/05/08...... such a sucky dae....
first ting in the morning... was late for work.. well.. for my course actually... at HQ... cannot affort to take a cab from tamp to kim keat.. so took the mrt to lavender... took cab from there... reach about 10minutes late... had exams todae.. exams was commencing at 0920hrs... made it on time.. but was late lah... aniwaes.. the assistant director of nursing spoke to me and the other 2 gals... apparently some pple told some pple tat the 3 of us are always late for classes... like wateva... haiz.. exams was ok... theory part kinda sucks.. haha...
after exams.. had some discussions with the lecturers... before leaving for lunch. tok to my NM for a while.. apparently she told me tat sumone kept some grudges abt me... she claims tat i eva said sumting in the wrong tone.. and it hurt tat particular person...
this staff of mine has alwayz been rude to me... she nvr respects me as an RN... nvr regard me as an in charge wen i am... tis is the difficult ting being of a higher status and new both at the same time... she is actually a HCA.. me RN.. after abt 1mth i joined, she got the promotion as a EN.... but most of them was complaining tat she does not deserve the position as she cannot carry out duties of tat position well... i even heard tat my NM wanted to demote her... becoz of the mistake she did b4... but no one was as cruel as they said.. she remained in tat position and nvr got demoted... she is very selfish.. does not like to help out... very very calculative in her werk... she claims tat she does not like the way i approached her once.. and she got hurt.... i dun remember being so harsh to anione at werk... i alwayz laugh and smile even if i wanted to 'scold' them.. for their mistakes... my other RN had been way more harsh to the other staff there... but she does not seem to have ani probs wif anione except me.... y?? juz becoz i am new... i cannot point out their mistakes? wat nonsense.....
after i heard tis story from my NM, i was kinda affected.. but i dun wan to bother so much... my NM told me to treat her more nicely, soft approach.... i was like??!!??? have i been harsh? i alwayz approach everyone nicely... nvr mind.. i still told myself to calm down.. juz give it a try lah ok... came to werk juz now after luch at abt 3... during the passing over of the shift, she voiced out about my cubicle tat i was in charged in... but nvr mention my name.. she juz said.. "cubicle 1 can u plz finish preparing the blood tubes? plz la.. i haven checked other cubicles also... can hurry up and complete the tubes? bla bla bla bla bla........ she nagged and nagged wif an angry tone...." tat point of time... she got onto my nerves... i dun give a shit abt wat my NM told me abt the soft approach tingy... did she approach me in a nice way? no!!!! den to hell wif her........ i was in HQ tis whole week.... how the heck am i suppose to complete tat last 2 patients of mine!!???!!?!?!?!?!? bloody hell tis women.... don't tell me tat u werk there longer means u noe more.... tat rule does not apply to u definitely.... mayb to others... but NOT u!!!!! she is trying to act like one big bloody person... wen hello?? i am more of a higher position here... i am not boosting but plz.. give me some respect... i was putting on a black face all the way... regreted coming back to werk... i had enough tings gg on in my head... dun need pple like u to make it worst.... i was like reali mad juz now on how she approached me... i am a person who do not like to scold, do not like to confront... and wen i am not happy or mad at sumone... i will let all tat is out by crying.,.. it feels so much better... its like letting off the burden on my chest.... tat's me.. if u tink its immuture or wat so eva... keep the comments to urself... tat is juz plain me.. period.
my staff saw me crying and my red teary eyes obviously... they themself tink tat she had a rude approach... i even gave one of my patient IV medication wif tears rolling down... i am juz so sooo sad tat pple are treating me tis way... sad is not the rite word actually... its more den tat... argh!!!!!!!! y can't humans juz be nice????? y muz there be grudges? y muz there be pple like her? werking wif monkeys are way much better den werking wif her..... damn..... i am bloody frustated...................................................................
i refuse to tok to her animore....... only wen necessary or important.... plz get transfered out ASAP!!!!!! den i will have a celebration..... idiot you......
i am sori pple coz my blog today is full of bad words... i cannot help it but to let everything out here... i wanna punch sumting or sumone in the face.... but guess tis is the best choice.... take carez pple.. will blog again soon... nitez.....
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 9:52 PM
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08/05/08
Thursday, May 08, 2008
helo there guys... how are u pple... how life's great for u all.. niwaes.. i have a lot of tings to blog actually.... lotz and lotz of tings in my heart and head............ been bz last few daes.... todae at last able to blog it all out
sometimes i juz hate wat pple tells me... coz i will tink abt wat was said.. and keep tinking abt it... esp my sis.... its abt my Mr Lovable... my sis told me... maybe he noes tat i like him... and he is not making any move becoz he is JUZ NOT into me... well... i have been tinking abt wat she had said..
mayb it is true... its been 2 yrs now since i noe Mr Lovable... after the first few months i noe him.. i kinda like him.. but i told myself.. "NO"... coz i have yet to noe his heart... i need to noe more abt him... we were close frenz... from daily sms'ing each other.... to calling each other everydae... my feelings for him grew even more mid last yr... i felt like we were so close to each other yet far.... we talk to each other everynite... oh well.. almost everynite... sometimes i fell asleep already... sometimes he outside wif his frenz... but tat almost everydae conversation is juz soo sweet.. sometimes we have noting to tok abt... but yet we will have tat silence.. haha.. mayb not tat silent... coz he will sing... all tis simple tings juz makes my dae.... it ends my nite wif a smile... sleeping wif a smile... having sweet dreamz... juz so sweet... for me tat is.. i dun noe abt others... oh well.. the feeling for him grew sooooooooo much... tat i juz canot help it but smile most of the time..
but late last yr... there was abt a month tat he did not call me... he seems bz... sometimes my msges are hard for him to reply... was wondering y... went he contacted me back.. i realised tat he had a companion in his life... now i understood the short silence from him... told him not to contact me animore... did not want his gf to tink otherwise abt me and him... he ignored wat i told him.. and contacted me even more... weird... but true..... by the end of the yr... abt 1 or 2 months after tat.. he broke up wif his materialistic galfren.... i hated her for using him... i hated her for the fact tat she goth the chance to be wif him but juz BLEW it away... gosh.... aniwaes....
we became close back.... and i started forgetting the fact tat my heart was broken once... as usual... tat's y we are call gals..... aniwaes.. tat feeling came back now... wifout anione getting into the way... i hope... i badly want to noe wat is in his heart... many a times pple told me to ask him... but i dun wan... i dun wan tings to get worst...
till todae i am struggling wif this heart... dun wan it to melt so fast... i reali need to noe wat is in his heart.... but after wat my sis told me... mayb it is true.. if he liked me... he would have made a move by now at the very least... oh well...... i guess its juz part of my life.... yet to find success in the word LOVE...
i am at the verge of giving up... i dun noe wat is going to happen nor do i wan to noe.... i guess i shall be juz frenz... i did my best for my heart... i did a lot for him... but he have yet to wake up and start moving... its ok... i shall be by his side till he wakes up...
i have to go now... late for my driving.... shall blog again son.... take carez pple....
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 12:41 PM
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