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30/03/2008
Sunday, March 30, 2008

hi all... how's werking life for all my frenz? muz be hard.... i mean we alwayz wanted to get out of schooling life sooo much wen we were back in poly lifes... we hated school.... it was st5ressing and full of rules and regulations..... the only fun thing abt school i remember back den was being with my buddies... skipping lectures.. (not alwayz... haha) eating snacks in lecture halls... staying back in school till late at nite... being ard them was juz so fun... they juz puts a smile on me and made me forget my probs...

and now... after being out of poly lifes and being the the working force... i miz all tat times a lot... i kinda of miz doing projects wif my buddies... slacking in school esp the computer lab... kinda of weird but i reali miz the fun and cool times we spent together.....

i have alwayz wonder why pple dislikes wering life tat much.... but now i realise why they dislike it a lot... its becoz of our collegues... sometimes they are juz reali mean pple... they see our slightest mistakes... and make it into a major issue..... but their major mistakes... we will have a tok abt it.... i hate 'her' a lot.... becoz of 'her'... 'her' big mouth... 'her' idioticness.... 'her' unfriendly attitude...'her' bossyness... 'her' aggrogance.... everything at 'her' i hate. period. i dun give a damn.........

niwaes... let's get out of 'her' topic... hmm.. i noe it hurts to actually be rejected from love... i have been thru it many many times... countless actually... niwaes... my point is now i am being put in a position tat has to reject.... and i dun noe how to do it.... its not tat i dun like him or anything... but its juz tat i dun see myself wif him in the near future.. or mayb in the future at all... i basically dun like his attitude... his rudeness... but at the bottom of it all.. he has a nice heart.. no doubt abt tat... oh well... i saw tat in him... but i juz cannot accept everything else abt him... i am not gg to mention it all in here.. but only GOD noes y i juz cannot accept him... if i were to tell u pple the reasons u all will probably not accept him too... oh well... may GOD protect him and his family... and i am sure GOD has better plans for him.....

in the mean time... i have a confession to make... i love my MR LOVABLE.... i reali do... i dun noe if he has the same feelings abt me but i do love him for sure.. :) may there be good things planned ahead for the both of us... i reali hope.... :)
love u lots MR LOVABLE....

aite take carez pple.... my sis wanna us the comp as usual... irritating... haiz... byez....

Written By Nurjihan, 1:16 PM
Bdae surprises
Sunday, March 16, 2008

1st person to wish me after it struck 12 midnight.. My elder sis.. Next.. My dear mr prince charming... Thx ya.. Had power nasi lemak 4 my collegues.. Packed 4 prince and fren..
den at nite.. We tok as usual.. Till late at nite... Haha.. Den tat sun went out for dinner wif my ex collegues from expo.. Gave me a bdae prezzie.. Watched movie.. Leap yrs!!! Yeah... Nice... Snap pics wif them.. Love it lotz..

tat nite my prince charming called to meet.. He had a delivery 4 me.. Aww.. Haha.. Den went down.. Sat and chat.. He had a stick.. We chatted till my mum msg 4 me to go hm immediately.. Coz late.. But i still continued chatting.. Haha.. Wen it was time 4 him to leave.. He pass me the gift... Watched him ride off.. And his face... Argh.. Juz can't get the smile off my face.....

hmm.. Opened the gift.. It was a bear.. So cute.. God noes how i love bears..... And suddenly i noticed sumting shiny at the hand of the bear... It was a sweet lovely necklace... Gosh... I was shocked.. Surprised.. Hapi...

bear... Necklace.. Ur smile.. All tat i love...thx lotz mr prince charming... :)

Written By Nurjihan, 2:58 PM