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helo
Tuesday, September 04, 2007

hey there pple... back here again... here at my couzin's house using her comp.... hmm... been reali reali down tis few days.... yesterday was the start of all the misery... i came to werk... juz to hear my so called boss saying tat i dun have to come to werk animore coz the new staff who is suppose to replace me is here....

ok... it started on friday... my boss asked me to stay for a few more days... coz the replacement is not here yet... since i am not reali gonna start werk yet... i agreed to it... i dun mind werking rather den staying at home... so i told here i could extend the contract... called kelly services to inform her but she was bz... so left a msg wif one of her staff... den i came to werk on monday and she told me tis... she said there might be a misunderstanding between them and kelly... i dun care abt tat... tat is ur prob... i am not trying to be rude here... but tis is not the way u ask ur staff to end their contract... i was damn shock... and my tears juz flow wifout me realising..... i did not expect my day to end soooo early... all my other staff, excluding my boss... asked me to stay.. they had tis pleading face and sad face... i felt even more sad.... haiz... i went down to the opp bakery shop and got them some eclairs... a token of appreciation for being such a nice collegue....

hmm... on tat day itself... the morning... my ex sent me to werk... actually for the past few days he had contacted me back... i mean... i dun mind giving him a second chance lah... but juz a promise tat the history will not happen again... oh well.. he promised... so i tot its a real promise.... he met me under my void deck... took the bus together... den in the bus he broke his promise... i did not like tat move... but i kept quiet... he kept on bugging me abt me accepting him back into my life... i was not ready but tat qn is definitely in my 'to-consider' list.... but after he broke his promise... and the consistant bugging abt patching back.. i dun tink i wanna be wif him back... he is too sudden and desperate.... i dun like it... he has been toking abt pacthing.... engagement,... and MARRIAGE??!!!??? i was like ok... take it slow man..... i was freaked out and i took the decision to end everything b4 aniting starts,....... he was hurt and he accused me of taking revenge... he tot i wanna hurt him juz like the way he hurt me b4.... i am not a revenge person... so i told him i am tired of trying... of well.... i am juz soooo stressed and down....

gg for a break now... take carez pple...

Written By Nurjihan, 8:43 PM