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after 21 days not blogging...
Saturday, August 25, 2007

at last... after 21 pathetic days of not blogging....... here i am blogging all my hearts out,... haha..

been bz with werk lately.... not in nursing line.. but in banking line... as a pert-timer admin at DBS.... haha... weneva i tell pple at... they will juz stunned.. and ask me.. u diploma in nursing rite? den y banking..... oh well... not tat i have not tried in nursing line... i have and i am still trying hard looking for a hosp to werk in.. i need to start werk soon... i am afraid tat i will forget my skills after such a long time not practising.... the last time i actually practised was dressing... and tat was wen my mum had to go for an operation... my mum is now well... no more dressing and no more drainage... haiz.... i dun understand y they are taking such a long time to reply... i applied for tis particular hosp twice.... they took sooo lng to return my call and at last told me tat they could not find my application form.... i was patient enough to go down again and submit my resume... and den... no more calls again.... i had given up... dun wan to werk in tat problematic hosp... HR was reali bad... like wateva... i dun reali care animore....

hmm... ending DBS werk soon... by end of tis month....werking at DBS is fun coz my close ones are ard.... my collegues are ok... quite friendly... but they are bz... so dun reali tok much... but there was tis particular collegue of mine.... who told me tis.... "dik..(sis in malay) next time u do ur werk slowly... dun do it so fast... i got no time to find u other task to do.." first time in my life pple actually dun like others to werk fast... i was like wateva in my heart... but i juz smilez to her... the next collegue of mine... asking me to do most of her werk... and wen i ask sumting to confirm wif her... she typed wifout looking at me... saying "no time to bother u now..." kinda of harsh... so i decided not to continue the task... afraid i did the wrong ting.... might as well i dun do it.... being a part timer.. isn't reali fun... u are thrown ard... wateva boring and tiring task is thrown at u... oh well... i can admit now tat i actually complete my task real fast.. i will be gg ard looking for things to do if my task are all done... oh well.. all tis comin to an end oreadi....

the HR of a particular hosp called up and said tat i was successful for the interview... they will call me again to sign the contract wif them... and most prob i will start werk on 3rd of sept..... insyaallah..... still waiting for their call... pray for me pple... coz tis is a new sector of nursing tat i am joining....

oh well... gtg now... gg to visit my grandparents at CCK!!!!!! take carez pple... shall blog again next time aite...

signing off wif love.........

Written By Nurjihan, 4:25 PM
hello there again
Saturday, August 04, 2007

hey there people...how's life? hopefully its fine... well my life has been ok to.... been trying sooo hard to get a proper nursing job yet no calls..... so i ended up werking at DBS bank... oh well.. everyone asking... nurse werking in a bank? well its part time... and its nvr wrong... haha.. niwaes... been only 2 days.. so ya.. i hope tings will be juz fine in werking area...

hmm.. so far i went for an interview at NKF.... well dun judge NKF by its past... its a history.. oh well.. interview went ok.. and i was feeling reali reali nervous... haha.. overall i can say tat it was ok... oh and i am gg for another interview at thomson medical centre tis cumin monday.... took half day at werk... plz pray for me aite pple...

hmm.. life recently... dun reali noe wat to say abt it... all noe is tat i have basically given up.. i have given up on him... i am tired of tinking abt all tis.. abt him especially... haiz... but sumwhere deep down inside me... i am still hoping.. dun noe why.. but ya tis stupid me is juz hoping... wen in fact i dun see any hope... niwaes... i am reaching deep down in my heart to remove the hope-ness away.... i dun wan to have any more hopes.... wen i am down... i cry... and honestly i feel stupid wen i cry... haha.. ok,... i am nuts.... ignore me...

well.. i gtg now... thx to yunaizah i am here at her house using her comp... i am like running ard to pple's house using their comp... luckily i have these frenz... soon after my financial is stable... den i will have my internet connection back...

oh ya... and if YOU are reading tis.... juz dun bother aite.... i dun tink you can get excess to my blogspot... but if you do... den ya.. its you i am toking abt... i dun see myself animore... i am literally lost becoz of u.... oh well... shall not blame u... coz i had feelings for u... u didn't... so u did noting wrong...... haiz.... take carez pple... will blog soon again...

Written By Nurjihan, 3:33 PM