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wat have i done......
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
helo there people... hmm... back here in the lib again... blogging out wat's kept in my heart... well... yesterday.. bz settling hospital application.. sent in toKKH...CGH...SGH... yet no reply... i shall not give up.. but feel reali tired and sad..... niwaes.. recently sent in to thomson medical centre.. and NKF...... all i need to do now is wait.... i mean.. its been so long since i worked... and if i bump into my frenz outside... the most common asked qns is........ 'WHERE ARE U WERKING NOW?' or....'U IN WHICH DEPARTMENT? WHICH WARD?' i get stressed wif these qns now... oh well.... these are the things in life i have to face... obstacles in life given by GOD... i have to face it wifout sighing........ but i guess i juz did...... hmm..... at nite after completing some of my documents.. my fren called me...
tis is wat she told me...........................................................
jihan... its been reali a long time since i wanted to tell u tis.... i keep on holding it back coz i noe tis will hurt ur feelings... but the more i keep it.. the more i feel bad... coz they are toking abt u.... which is not rite.... after all tis now i am getting super anxious... waiting for wat more i am abt to hear.......
during my PRCP... which was abt 2-3 mths back.... there was gossips abt u being spread by tis gal by the name of Miss H.... apparently.... miss H was spreading gossips abt me... saying tat i like he bf and tat i am gg to steal him away from her...... wen i hear tat gossip from my fren.... i was like WAT???!!!????!!!!?????!!!!................ first ting first.... i dun reali tok to tat gal.... oh as a matter of fact i have nvr toked to her... and abt her bf... i toked to him once.... tat was becoz we were grouped together for tis one particular attatchment.... tat was all... the first and last conversation we eva had.... and now u are gossiping abt me taking him away from u??? wat the @#!*&%$%@#
i believe tat i i dun disturb u......... why should u disturb me................i hold on to tis belief of mine..... i felt reali sad wen i hear tis news..... wifout realising... tears was rolling down my cheeks..... for the fact tat u are polluting my name...... and hurting my feelings.... i noe where i stand aite... u are far more preetier den me... why should u worry am i rite? and i reali dun understand wat u wanna get out of all tis... oh well..........another test in life for me........
i juz dun get why tis are al happening to me... since i am blogging abt tis kind of pple... i might as well blog abt the others... i have alwayz been tis nice gerl... weneva i see u... i will juz smile.. wen i noe deep down in my heart tat u dun reali like me.... i noe there are some of u who do talk behind my back.. and mayb u are one of them reading tis blog of mine.... like the saying goes... ' if u eat chilles.... den u will taste the hotness..'mayb its juz my looks and the way i present myself tat u all dun like... i juz dun get it.... i dun talk tat nuch to u guys.... does not mean i dun noe wat is happening ard.... i noe... but its juz tat i choose to keep quiet.... and the more i keep quiet... the more pple talk abt me..... why?? i dun get it... it still hurts tat after 3 yrs.... after 3 years of trying... i am still not your dear frenz..... its ok.... i noe i have tried... and i will still be here if u guys need me....
take carez pple... dun feel like blogging animore...... the more i blog... the more hurt i will be... its ok.. all kept in tis heart of mine....
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 5:09 PM
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wat have i done......
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
helo there people... hmm... back here in the lib again... blogging out wat's kept in my heart... well... yesterday.. bz settling hospital application.. sent in toKKH...CGH...SGH... yet no reply... i shall not give up.. but feel reali tired and sad..... niwaes.. recently sent in to thomson medical centre.. and NKF...... all i need to do now is wait.... i mean.. its been so long since i worked... and if i bump into my frenz outside... the most common asked qns is........ 'WHERE ARE U WERKING NOW?' or....'U IN WHICH DEPARTMENT? WHICH WARD?' i get stressed wif these qns now... oh well.... these are the things in life i have to face... obstacles in life given by GOD... i have to face it wifout sighing........ but i guess i juz did...... hmm..... at nite after completing some of my documents.. my fren called me...
tis is wat she told me...........................................................
jihan... its been reali a long time since i wanted to tell u tis.... i keep on holding it back coz i noe tis will hurt ur feelings... but the more i keep it.. the more i feel bad... coz they are toking abt u.... which is not rite.... after all tis now i am getting super anxious... waiting for wat more i am abt to hear.......
during my PRCP... which was abt 2-3 mths back.... there was gossips abt u being spread by tis gal by the name of Miss H.... apparently.... miss H was spreading gossips abt me... saying tat i like he bf and tat i am gg to steal him away from her...... wen i hear tat gossip from my fren.... i was like WAT???!!!????!!!!?????!!!!................ first ting first.... i dun reali tok to tat gal.... oh as a matter of fact i have nvr toked to her... and abt her bf... i toked to him once.... tat was becoz we were grouped together for tis one particular attatchment.... tat was all... the first and last conversation we eva had.... and now u are gossiping abt me taking him away from u??? wat the @#!*&%$%@#
i believe tat i i dun disturb u......... why should u disturb me................i hold on to tis belief of mine..... i felt reali sad wen i hear tis news..... wifout realising... tears was rolling down my cheeks..... for the fact tat u are polluting my name...... and hurting my feelings.... i noe where i stand aite... u are far more preetier den me... why should u worry am i rite? and i reali dun understand wat u wanna get out of all tis... oh well..........another test in life for me........
i juz dun get why tis are al happening to me... since i am blogging abt tis kind of pple... i might as well blog abt the others... i have alwayz been tis nice gerl... weneva i see u... i will juz smile.. wen i noe deep down in my heart tat u dun reali like me.... i noe there are some of u who do talk behind my back.. and mayb u are one of them reading tis blog of mine.... like the saying goes... ' if u eat chilles.... den u will taste the hotness..'mayb its juz my looks and the way i present myself tat u all dun like... i juz dun get it.... i dun talk tat nuch to u guys.... does not mean i dun noe wat is happening ard.... i noe... but its juz tat i choose to keep quiet.... and the more i keep quiet... the more pple talk abt me..... why?? i dun get it... it still hurts tat after 3 yrs.... after 3 years of trying... i am still not your dear frenz..... its ok.... i noe i have tried... and i will still be here if u guys need me....
take carez pple... dun feel like blogging animore...... the more i blog... the more hurt i will be... its ok.. all kept in tis heart of mine....
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 5:09 PM
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I can't be you
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The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
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Contact me @ jihan_five@hotmail.com.
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