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back after such a long time.....
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
hey there pple..... i am back... apologise for not blogging for such a long time..... comp gave lotz of probz... now internet's gone... wait till get a job... and the first ting i will do is to sign up for an internet excess.... seriously.. i need it badly... need to settle lotz of stuff.... and all i can do is to post it.... as in slow mail...... and it takes years to reach tat place and it will take years again to get back to me.... so now i am sitting in the library... typing tis entry.... i guess i will juz give a summary of wat had happen to me for the months plus.......
22 June 2007
well.... tis date... hmm.... me 'ex' came back... msging me.... he wanna ask for a patch... i was kinda of shock coz after such a long time... he came back and immediately ask for a patch... i mean i have my own life and tat he should juz at least give me time to tink or to breathe at least... wen he ask for a patch.. i told him i am not ready and tat i need time... he agreed and he said it was fine for him to take it a step at a time... i was kinda relief... i did not have any problem giving him another chance... after all GOD forgives HIS fellow followers... y not me... i am juz a normal human.. and so is he... but it was a bit to sudden and fast... niwaes... the next morning... he msg me a gd morning msg... i was not awake yet... after like 1/2 hr... i have yet reply him.. he msg me again... another gd morning msg... den tat whole day.. he keeps on insisting tat we get back together.. as a matter of fact i am actually getting to noe tis guy... i was trying hard for tings to word between us... so i did not wan to give it up half way for my ex... i did not want my effort to juz go down the drain... so to shorten everything... i actually told him to not wait for me.. i was not prepared yet... he said he dun care wateva i said... all he noes is tat he will wait for me... i told him i cannot change his decision.. but i can tell him tat in future if anyting happens... and if he will eva to be hurt again... i dun wan to be blamed... oh well... tat's him....
5th July 2007
a date for me to remember... a date where i had another certificate added in my personal file.... a date which means tat i have ended my poly life... and a dtae which means tat i am stepping into another step of my life.... working life..... my graduation date!!!! yes...... i have graduated..... haha.. i am soooo happy... i made it thru 3 yrs of NYP NURSING education..... haha... congratz to all my fellow frenz tat made it thru graduation... and those who did not make it thru.... be patient... coz ur time will come soon.... ur patience will pay off soon aite dears....
17 july 2007
hmm.... tat is today... here i am sitting here in the library.... blogging.... all alone...... the guy i was talking abt in my previous entry.. dated on 30th march... is no longer in my life... the guy i was getting to noe wen my ex came back... is avoiding me.. for no reason... only GOD noes wat was his reason.... my ex is no longer msging me... all in all........ i am back to square one... all alone.... as usual.... oh well.... life is juz like a wheel.... it goes round and round.... and den back to its original self... hopefully there is sumone out there who understands me....
take carez pple... will blog soon aite.... signing off wif love........
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 4:32 PM
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back after such a long time.....
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
hey there pple..... i am back... apologise for not blogging for such a long time..... comp gave lotz of probz... now internet's gone... wait till get a job... and the first ting i will do is to sign up for an internet excess.... seriously.. i need it badly... need to settle lotz of stuff.... and all i can do is to post it.... as in slow mail...... and it takes years to reach tat place and it will take years again to get back to me.... so now i am sitting in the library... typing tis entry.... i guess i will juz give a summary of wat had happen to me for the months plus.......
22 June 2007
well.... tis date... hmm.... me 'ex' came back... msging me.... he wanna ask for a patch... i was kinda of shock coz after such a long time... he came back and immediately ask for a patch... i mean i have my own life and tat he should juz at least give me time to tink or to breathe at least... wen he ask for a patch.. i told him i am not ready and tat i need time... he agreed and he said it was fine for him to take it a step at a time... i was kinda relief... i did not have any problem giving him another chance... after all GOD forgives HIS fellow followers... y not me... i am juz a normal human.. and so is he... but it was a bit to sudden and fast... niwaes... the next morning... he msg me a gd morning msg... i was not awake yet... after like 1/2 hr... i have yet reply him.. he msg me again... another gd morning msg... den tat whole day.. he keeps on insisting tat we get back together.. as a matter of fact i am actually getting to noe tis guy... i was trying hard for tings to word between us... so i did not wan to give it up half way for my ex... i did not want my effort to juz go down the drain... so to shorten everything... i actually told him to not wait for me.. i was not prepared yet... he said he dun care wateva i said... all he noes is tat he will wait for me... i told him i cannot change his decision.. but i can tell him tat in future if anyting happens... and if he will eva to be hurt again... i dun wan to be blamed... oh well... tat's him....
5th July 2007
a date for me to remember... a date where i had another certificate added in my personal file.... a date which means tat i have ended my poly life... and a dtae which means tat i am stepping into another step of my life.... working life..... my graduation date!!!! yes...... i have graduated..... haha.. i am soooo happy... i made it thru 3 yrs of NYP NURSING education..... haha... congratz to all my fellow frenz tat made it thru graduation... and those who did not make it thru.... be patient... coz ur time will come soon.... ur patience will pay off soon aite dears....
17 july 2007
hmm.... tat is today... here i am sitting here in the library.... blogging.... all alone...... the guy i was talking abt in my previous entry.. dated on 30th march... is no longer in my life... the guy i was getting to noe wen my ex came back... is avoiding me.. for no reason... only GOD noes wat was his reason.... my ex is no longer msging me... all in all........ i am back to square one... all alone.... as usual.... oh well.... life is juz like a wheel.... it goes round and round.... and den back to its original self... hopefully there is sumone out there who understands me....
take carez pple... will blog soon aite.... signing off wif love........
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 4:32 PM
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I can't be you
The name is NurJihan Binte Abdulla.
The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
The patience Nurse.
Contact me @ jihan_five@hotmail.com.
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