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Monday, July 30, 2007

HARI RAYA ORDERS




Rempeyek (1/2 tin) / (1 tin)
$20.00 / $35.00



Kek Kukus / Steam Cake
$30.00


Kek Marble / Marble Cake
$25.00


Biskut coklat chip / Chocolate Chip Cookies
$22.00



Biskut Butter / Butter Cookies
$20.00


Cornflakes Bermadu / Honey Cornflakes
$20.00

*Special Family Package*
1 Tin Rempeyek + 1 Kek Kukus + 1 Kek Marble + any 1 type of cookie
Special price = $100.00

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Written By Nurjihan, 4:30 PM
wat have i done......
Tuesday, July 24, 2007

helo there people... hmm... back here in the lib again... blogging out wat's kept in my heart... well... yesterday.. bz settling hospital application.. sent in toKKH...CGH...SGH... yet no reply... i shall not give up.. but feel reali tired and sad..... niwaes.. recently sent in to thomson medical centre.. and NKF...... all i need to do now is wait.... i mean.. its been so long since i worked... and if i bump into my frenz outside... the most common asked qns is........ 'WHERE ARE U WERKING NOW?' or....'U IN WHICH DEPARTMENT? WHICH WARD?' i get stressed wif these qns now... oh well.... these are the things in life i have to face... obstacles in life given by GOD... i have to face it wifout sighing........ but i guess i juz did...... hmm..... at nite after completing some of my documents.. my fren called me...

tis is wat she told me...........................................................
jihan... its been reali a long time since i wanted to tell u tis.... i keep on holding it back coz i noe tis will hurt ur feelings... but the more i keep it.. the more i feel bad... coz they are toking abt u.... which is not rite.... after all tis now i am getting super anxious... waiting for wat more i am abt to hear.......

during my PRCP... which was abt 2-3 mths back.... there was gossips abt u being spread by tis gal by the name of Miss H.... apparently.... miss H was spreading gossips abt me... saying tat i like he bf and tat i am gg to steal him away from her...... wen i hear tat gossip from my fren.... i was like WAT???!!!????!!!!?????!!!!................ first ting first.... i dun reali tok to tat gal.... oh as a matter of fact i have nvr toked to her... and abt her bf... i toked to him once.... tat was becoz we were grouped together for tis one particular attatchment.... tat was all... the first and last conversation we eva had.... and now u are gossiping abt me taking him away from u??? wat the @#!*&%$%@#

i believe tat i i dun disturb u......... why should u disturb me................i hold on to tis belief of mine..... i felt reali sad wen i hear tis news..... wifout realising... tears was rolling down my cheeks..... for the fact tat u are polluting my name...... and hurting my feelings.... i noe where i stand aite... u are far more preetier den me... why should u worry am i rite? and i reali dun understand wat u wanna get out of all tis... oh well..........another test in life for me........

i juz dun get why tis are al happening to me... since i am blogging abt tis kind of pple... i might as well blog abt the others... i have alwayz been tis nice gerl... weneva i see u... i will juz smile.. wen i noe deep down in my heart tat u dun reali like me.... i noe there are some of u who do talk behind my back.. and mayb u are one of them reading tis blog of mine.... like the saying goes... ' if u eat chilles.... den u will taste the hotness..'mayb its juz my looks and the way i present myself tat u all dun like... i juz dun get it.... i dun talk tat nuch to u guys.... does not mean i dun noe wat is happening ard.... i noe... but its juz tat i choose to keep quiet.... and the more i keep quiet... the more pple talk abt me..... why?? i dun get it... it still hurts tat after 3 yrs.... after 3 years of trying... i am still not your dear frenz..... its ok.... i noe i have tried... and i will still be here if u guys need me....

take carez pple... dun feel like blogging animore...... the more i blog... the more hurt i will be... its ok.. all kept in tis heart of mine....

Written By Nurjihan, 5:09 PM
back after such a long time.....
Tuesday, July 17, 2007

hey there pple..... i am back... apologise for not blogging for such a long time..... comp gave lotz of probz... now internet's gone... wait till get a job... and the first ting i will do is to sign up for an internet excess.... seriously.. i need it badly... need to settle lotz of stuff.... and all i can do is to post it.... as in slow mail...... and it takes years to reach tat place and it will take years again to get back to me.... so now i am sitting in the library... typing tis entry.... i guess i will juz give a summary of wat had happen to me for the months plus.......


22 June 2007
well.... tis date... hmm.... me 'ex' came back... msging me.... he wanna ask for a patch... i was kinda of shock coz after such a long time... he came back and immediately ask for a patch... i mean i have my own life and tat he should juz at least give me time to tink or to breathe at least... wen he ask for a patch.. i told him i am not ready and tat i need time... he agreed and he said it was fine for him to take it a step at a time... i was kinda relief... i did not have any problem giving him another chance... after all GOD forgives HIS fellow followers... y not me... i am juz a normal human.. and so is he... but it was a bit to sudden and fast... niwaes... the next morning... he msg me a gd morning msg... i was not awake yet... after like 1/2 hr... i have yet reply him.. he msg me again... another gd morning msg... den tat whole day.. he keeps on insisting tat we get back together.. as a matter of fact i am actually getting to noe tis guy... i was trying hard for tings to word between us... so i did not wan to give it up half way for my ex... i did not want my effort to juz go down the drain... so to shorten everything... i actually told him to not wait for me.. i was not prepared yet... he said he dun care wateva i said... all he noes is tat he will wait for me... i told him i cannot change his decision.. but i can tell him tat in future if anyting happens... and if he will eva to be hurt again... i dun wan to be blamed... oh well... tat's him....

5th July 2007
a date for me to remember... a date where i had another certificate added in my personal file.... a date which means tat i have ended my poly life... and a dtae which means tat i am stepping into another step of my life.... working life..... my graduation date!!!! yes...... i have graduated..... haha.. i am soooo happy... i made it thru 3 yrs of NYP NURSING education..... haha... congratz to all my fellow frenz tat made it thru graduation... and those who did not make it thru.... be patient... coz ur time will come soon.... ur patience will pay off soon aite dears....

17 july 2007
hmm.... tat is today... here i am sitting here in the library.... blogging.... all alone...... the guy i was talking abt in my previous entry.. dated on 30th march... is no longer in my life... the guy i was getting to noe wen my ex came back... is avoiding me.. for no reason... only GOD noes wat was his reason.... my ex is no longer msging me... all in all........ i am back to square one... all alone.... as usual.... oh well.... life is juz like a wheel.... it goes round and round.... and den back to its original self... hopefully there is sumone out there who understands me....

take carez pple... will blog soon aite.... signing off wif love........


Written By Nurjihan, 4:32 PM