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LOVE?
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
tis is the topic for todae... seems like everyone is in love... either being loved or loving sumone... dun noe if everyone noes the exact meaning of love... but for sure i dun..... love is described as exciting.. fun... enjoying... pleasant.... but at the same time... love is hurting... painful... sad... isn't it contradicting?? aniwaes... here is a sweet poem about love.... A Love Without Goodbyes by Alexander
A lifetime filled with cheating hearts,
all echo from my past.
The "promise true's" and "I love you's",
each one was meant to last.
So, fine was this line of sharing,
built with honesty and trust.
Each vow's now left inside my head,
to slowly gather dust. I struggle to tomorrow,
searching hope, yet walking blind.
While broken dreams and silent screams,
play re-runs in my mind.
I try to shake each past mistake,
and meet what lies ahead.
While hearing cold reminders of
these promises once said. It's hard to feel what's wrong from real,
when shadows dim the light.
I close my eyes and dream a dream
of heaven every night.
It's all I know, this history,
I hold a guiding hand?
These scars I show, a lesson that
I yet don't understand? Another day awaits me,
in this life I call my own.
A cruel delay frustrates me,
as I face this world alone.
Let words once said and tears long shed,
rest peaceful in this heart.
I know the pain of love in vain,
will always play its part. With open arms I welcome such
new dreams as may arise,
I only pray to find one day,
a love... without good-byes. wif tat.. i end todae's entry... hope you guys enjoyed the poem as much as i did... take carez pple... may you be in good health alwayz... May LOVE be wif you... .... ALWAYZ
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:57 PM
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wat a presentation......
Sunday, February 11, 2007
haiz..... in 2 & 1/2 yrs yrs straight... nvr had an average presentation.. till tat faithful dae.. 9/2/2007...... everything did not turned out as planned.... no exhibition.. no movie... no spirit.. it was as if i was half dead... even b4 i started presenting... i was already tearing... sobbing to myself.. and i felt sooooo miserble... i failed to lead my grp... i am an absoulte failure.... well.... there are lots of reasons to it... not tat i wanna push all the blame away from myself.. but... oh well.. lets juz keep those hurting memories and explaination to myself... in my heart... only GOD noes wat actually happened.... only GOD noes why it was such a presentation....
3 times my thumbdrive got prob.. crashed and left me all alone to do the slides all over again... and as for the movie tat we were supposed to do.. it turned out great... except tat it was not able to save all the hard work tat jo put in.. tat was too another prob... from the time she sarted doing till the few minutes b4 presentation... it got hanged and all hard worked went down the drain abt 4 times!! we had lots of miserable times doing tis proj.... thumbdrive crashed.. movie hanged... got our presentation dates mixed up.. idea of exhibition was thrown away... haiz........ wat a presentation.... cried a lot of times during the process of doing tis presentation.... lots of probz i had to face and only manage to keep it to myself.. haiz... only GOD noes... and remember my frenz.... i will blow up in front of ur face only wen the time has come... i do not wish to do tat... so dun force me...
gtg now.. wanna do stuff for my sec frenz... meeting them tis 24th of feb.. to celebrate frenship dae.. or mayb valentines dae... hehe.. take carez pple out there...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 5:09 PM
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LOVE?
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
tis is the topic for todae... seems like everyone is in love... either being loved or loving sumone... dun noe if everyone noes the exact meaning of love... but for sure i dun..... love is described as exciting.. fun... enjoying... pleasant.... but at the same time... love is hurting... painful... sad... isn't it contradicting?? aniwaes... here is a sweet poem about love.... A Love Without Goodbyes by Alexander
A lifetime filled with cheating hearts,
all echo from my past.
The "promise true's" and "I love you's",
each one was meant to last.
So, fine was this line of sharing,
built with honesty and trust.
Each vow's now left inside my head,
to slowly gather dust. I struggle to tomorrow,
searching hope, yet walking blind.
While broken dreams and silent screams,
play re-runs in my mind.
I try to shake each past mistake,
and meet what lies ahead.
While hearing cold reminders of
these promises once said. It's hard to feel what's wrong from real,
when shadows dim the light.
I close my eyes and dream a dream
of heaven every night.
It's all I know, this history,
I hold a guiding hand?
These scars I show, a lesson that
I yet don't understand? Another day awaits me,
in this life I call my own.
A cruel delay frustrates me,
as I face this world alone.
Let words once said and tears long shed,
rest peaceful in this heart.
I know the pain of love in vain,
will always play its part. With open arms I welcome such
new dreams as may arise,
I only pray to find one day,
a love... without good-byes. wif tat.. i end todae's entry... hope you guys enjoyed the poem as much as i did... take carez pple... may you be in good health alwayz... May LOVE be wif you....... ALWAYZ
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 10:57 PM
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wat a presentation......
Sunday, February 11, 2007
haiz..... in 2 & 1/2 yrs yrs straight... nvr had an average presentation.. till tat faithful dae.. 9/2/2007...... everything did not turned out as planned.... no exhibition.. no movie... no spirit.. it was as if i was half dead... even b4 i started presenting... i was already tearing... sobbing to myself.. and i felt sooooo miserble... i failed to lead my grp... i am an absoulte failure.... well.... there are lots of reasons to it... not tat i wanna push all the blame away from myself.. but... oh well.. lets juz keep those hurting memories and explaination to myself... in my heart... only GOD noes wat actually happened.... only GOD noes why it was such a presentation....
3 times my thumbdrive got prob.. crashed and left me all alone to do the slides all over again... and as for the movie tat we were supposed to do.. it turned out great... except tat it was not able to save all the hard work tat jo put in.. tat was too another prob... from the time she sarted doing till the few minutes b4 presentation... it got hanged and all hard worked went down the drain abt 4 times!! we had lots of miserable times doing tis proj.... thumbdrive crashed.. movie hanged... got our presentation dates mixed up.. idea of exhibition was thrown away... haiz........ wat a presentation.... cried a lot of times during the process of doing tis presentation.... lots of probz i had to face and only manage to keep it to myself.. haiz... only GOD noes... and remember my frenz.... i will blow up in front of ur face only wen the time has come... i do not wish to do tat... so dun force me...
gtg now.. wanna do stuff for my sec frenz... meeting them tis 24th of feb.. to celebrate frenship dae.. or mayb valentines dae... hehe.. take carez pple out there...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 5:09 PM
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I can't be you
The name is NurJihan Binte Abdulla.
The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
The patience Nurse.
Contact me @ jihan_five@hotmail.com.
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