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bad, sad day
Friday, January 26, 2007
haiz...... wat a bad day... i dun noe wat happened to me.. there is a lot of feelings bottled up inside me... the bottle is now breaking... exploded already.... who to be blamed?? ME!!!! and y should i be blamed for wat i am feeling rite now?? coz... i am the one who bottle up my feelings... cannot blame me lah... its juz tat i cannot let out my feelings tat easily......
for those who still dun noe me and who dun understand me YET till now......... now i tell u ok... i am the person who prefers to keep quiet wen sumting is bothering me... once u ask me and i refuse to answer, it means tat i am juz not wanting to talk.... tat's all.... i am doing a lot of tinking lah... tat's me...... a person who loves to do self reflections and tinking during my quiet time... tat's all.... apparently after tis 3 yrs of frenship.... pple juz dun understand me yet.... haizzzzz........
hmm...... lots of tinks going thru my mind yesterday... and i mean reali a lot.... basically... its hard for me to accept tat i am dumb enough to actually use my fone for quite long till my bills were like damn high... now cannot afford to pay... i am left to suffer by myself........ i used becoz of him... and now left to suffer also by him...... thx so much.... niwaes.. let's drop tis topic... he is of no use in my life any more....
the next ting i was like reali tinking a lot abt is the topic called "frenship".................... after tis 3 yrs of frenship... i am still wondering where i stand along the word "frenship".... am i even in the line? hmm..... wondering and will continue to wonder.............. haiz.... i did a lot of tinking... and suddenly i felt so left out and so lonely and so abandoned....... dun noe why.... weird huh... but reali... if there is a strong blow of wind.. u all will be able to feel the coldness and the strong-ness rite?? but tis is frenship prob... reali.. i can sooo feel it... have to adapt wif it i guess...
niwaes... i got tis from the net... its very touching and meaningful... most importantly.. it is true...here it is...
*True friends are the people that are there for you unconditionally. They are the people that never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for*
*A real friend is someone who you can sit in complete silence with and still walk away feeling like you just had the best conversation of your life*
*True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side *
*A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else*
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 2:13 PM
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bad, sad day
Friday, January 26, 2007
haiz...... wat a bad day... i dun noe wat happened to me.. there is a lot of feelings bottled up inside me... the bottle is now breaking... exploded already.... who to be blamed?? ME!!!! and y should i be blamed for wat i am feeling rite now?? coz... i am the one who bottle up my feelings... cannot blame me lah... its juz tat i cannot let out my feelings tat easily......
for those who still dun noe me and who dun understand me YET till now......... now i tell u ok... i am the person who prefers to keep quiet wen sumting is bothering me... once u ask me and i refuse to answer, it means tat i am juz not wanting to talk.... tat's all.... i am doing a lot of tinking lah... tat's me...... a person who loves to do self reflections and tinking during my quiet time... tat's all.... apparently after tis 3 yrs of frenship.... pple juz dun understand me yet.... haizzzzz........
hmm...... lots of tinks going thru my mind yesterday... and i mean reali a lot.... basically... its hard for me to accept tat i am dumb enough to actually use my fone for quite long till my bills were like damn high... now cannot afford to pay... i am left to suffer by myself........ i used becoz of him... and now left to suffer also by him...... thx so much.... niwaes.. let's drop tis topic... he is of no use in my life any more....
the next ting i was like reali tinking a lot abt is the topic called "frenship".................... after tis 3 yrs of frenship... i am still wondering where i stand along the word "frenship".... am i even in the line? hmm..... wondering and will continue to wonder.............. haiz.... i did a lot of tinking... and suddenly i felt so left out and so lonely and so abandoned....... dun noe why.... weird huh... but reali... if there is a strong blow of wind.. u all will be able to feel the coldness and the strong-ness rite?? but tis is frenship prob... reali.. i can sooo feel it... have to adapt wif it i guess...
niwaes... i got tis from the net... its very touching and meaningful... most importantly.. it is true...here it is...
*True friends are the people that are there for you unconditionally. They are the people that never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for*
*A real friend is someone who you can sit in complete silence with and still walk away feeling like you just had the best conversation of your life*
*True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side *
*A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else*
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 2:13 PM
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I can't be you
The name is NurJihan Binte Abdulla.
The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
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Contact me @ jihan_five@hotmail.com.
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