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i miz my sec bestie frenz...
Monday, January 29, 2007
was chatting wif my one of my sec fren yesterday... suriani... i teared talking to her... tears of joy and happiness ran down my cheecks as we both were chatting... she still cares for me... and tat at least i noe tat i can still depend on them wen i need pple to tok to.. and tat i noe tat they understand me the most... these 3 bestie frenz tat is already like my sistaz... reali.. we are reali close... miz them lotz....juz tat we are bz and we dun meet up tat often.. niwaes... to these 3 of you.....
suriani: 7 yrs of frenship... and still counting huh... i love you soo much.. you are the best fren i eva had.. she is soo sweet.. and cute.. used to call her bluuurrrr... and guess she is still one.. hehe.. but despite all tat.. she is juz a great fren to be wif.. she is so caring.... she is such a dear to me.. and we love to chat wif one another.. haha.. about anything and everything.... :)
zafirah: 5 yrs of frenship and still running... tis is a very hyper and cool gerl.. she is super noisy and she is the one who makes our dae wif her crappy-ness and her nonsense.. haha.. she is reali frenly... sweet and caring too.. we love to chat too.. and hang out too.... haha...
fashiha: 55 yrs of frenship and still continuing....tis one quiet gerl... once you noe her.. she is frenly... caring.. very studious... soft-spoken.. total opposite of me in those days.. haha.. helpful too.. chatting is also our favourite past time.. haha..
as you all can see.. we all love to chat and hang out wif each other... haha.. each one of them is very nice to chat and hang out wif... they all are sooo lovely and adorable.. and being wif them releases my stress... i feel sooo comfortable being ard them... and i noe tat no one can replace them in my heart... their names and wonderful frenship have been carved on my heart... i miz ya all sooooooooo much...
i take my frens seriously.... these 3 pple understand me... and understanding and good communication is the key to a great frenship... if any of these is missing in a frenship.. i feel tat the whole frenship will be a shaky one... wifout any one of this.. then there will not be such a ting called trust.... they understand me lotz... and i reali treasure tis frenship of ours... thax for being by myside wen i need a listening ear... love ya guys alwayz.... *muackzzzz*.... take carez pple...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 11:57 PM
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bad, sad day
Friday, January 26, 2007
haiz...... wat a bad day... i dun noe wat happened to me.. there is a lot of feelings bottled up inside me... the bottle is now breaking... exploded already.... who to be blamed?? ME!!!! and y should i be blamed for wat i am feeling rite now?? coz... i am the one who bottle up my feelings... cannot blame me lah... its juz tat i cannot let out my feelings tat easily......
for those who still dun noe me and who dun understand me YET till now......... now i tell u ok... i am the person who prefers to keep quiet wen sumting is bothering me... once u ask me and i refuse to answer, it means tat i am juz not wanting to talk.... tat's all.... i am doing a lot of tinking lah... tat's me...... a person who loves to do self reflections and tinking during my quiet time... tat's all.... apparently after tis 3 yrs of frenship.... pple juz dun understand me yet.... haizzzzz........
hmm...... lots of tinks going thru my mind yesterday... and i mean reali a lot.... basically... its hard for me to accept tat i am dumb enough to actually use my fone for quite long till my bills were like damn high... now cannot afford to pay... i am left to suffer by myself........ i used becoz of him... and now left to suffer also by him...... thx so much.... niwaes.. let's drop tis topic... he is of no use in my life any more....
the next ting i was like reali tinking a lot abt is the topic called "frenship".................... after tis 3 yrs of frenship... i am still wondering where i stand along the word "frenship".... am i even in the line? hmm..... wondering and will continue to wonder.............. haiz.... i did a lot of tinking... and suddenly i felt so left out and so lonely and so abandoned....... dun noe why.... weird huh... but reali... if there is a strong blow of wind.. u all will be able to feel the coldness and the strong-ness rite?? but tis is frenship prob... reali.. i can sooo feel it... have to adapt wif it i guess...
niwaes... i got tis from the net... its very touching and meaningful... most importantly.. it is true...here it is...
*True friends are the people that are there for you unconditionally. They are the people that never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for*
*A real friend is someone who you can sit in complete silence with and still walk away feeling like you just had the best conversation of your life*
*True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side *
*A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else*
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 2:13 PM
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wat's new...
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
hmm... 1 presentation down... 3 more to go... juz ended my HS 3034.1 presentation... its about..."customer relationship & staff development" hmm.. topic was not tat easy.. but we manage to pull it thru lah... it was not a fantastic presentation.. but it was still ok lah... great job to all my group members...
to yn: i am sowie for tis last minute tingy... did not give u ur notes yesterday... den u cannot practise.. :( sowie darling.. we went home yesterday at 8 plus... so.. could not pass u ur part.. and yesterday wanted to go online till tat late.. but my elder sis wanted to use it.. idiot her... niwaes sooo sowie ya.. niwaes u did great though.. :)
to jo: u did great too.. u are so funny... lets werk betta for the next and final one together aite.. tis is our last presentations eva for our diploma... let's make it big.. and fun.. looking foward to the preparation of our "RESILLIENCE IN TEENAGE LIFE.. PEER PRESSURE" we will be one great & united team aite pple...
to chris: ur hands were shaking so much.. but ur presentation was great too.. well done ya... hmm.. another one more project together aite...
to jh: sowie for the anger i let out to u early in the morning... i juz get piss off wen pple dun get wat i say.. and on top of it.. i am damn anxious abt the presentation... so ya.. well done to u too...
well.. dun wanna say much oreadi... got research to be done... take carez ya all..
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 11:20 AM
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
hello there people... how's everyone?? hmm.. hope tat u all are fine... and tat life's great.. hmm.. how's 3rd week of skool? stressing? haha... ya.. kinda for me... 4 projects in 7 weeks... actually 5 weeks... coz 1st 2 weeks usually intro to semester rite.. well.. tat's kinda of rushing... and tat have not include my studies for the cumin exams... and PRCP!!!!! my final attatchment which will determine if i make it thru as a staff nurse... if i am good in my skills and theory... den staff nurse i will be.. but if not... which i hope not... den i will have to be under probation longer.. which is equal to more stress...... so much for my 3rd week of skool... let's see.... hmm...
13th jan.... a special date for a special person in my heart... was his bdae... typed a sweet long bdae msg for his to send it at 12am exactly... i pressed send exactly at 12am... i was sooooo excited and happy... these 2 feelings filled my head tat i had forgotten tat i cannot msg out animore..... wen i saw..."sending failed.. msg barred" i was like.... "SHIT" immediately i felt like my heart dropped.. i den ask my younger sis if i could borrow her fone... coz i reali need to msg him... she said ok... haha... thankz soooo much ada.. niwaes... sent him tis...
"assalamualaikum *******... jihan here... ni my sis fone.. my fone rosak.. juz wanna wish u a hapi 20th bdae... semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki selalu...AMIN... hope u lead a successful life ahead.. hope 2 be buddies alwayz.. nitez.. have a fun bdae.. take carez.. miz ya.. :)"
and he REPLIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"kau masih ingat eh.. terima kasih lah byk2.. i appreciate it a lot..."
i am damn hapi... and still is... hahahaha... :) :) :)
received tis msg from my elder sis on the 14th of jan.....
"as i sat alone, the feeling of emptiness n loneliness gripped me juz like the cold weather.. but wen i tink of my frenz, a warm feeling embrace me juz like a blanket 2 keep me warm during such cold weather... thanks 4 being my fren.. have a great day ahead wif the ones u love... :)"
was kinda of shock... tot she msg the wrong person.. so... as my fone cannot msg out... i called her at her hp...
me: kin.. was tat msg for me? did u msg the wrong person?
sis: ya.. tat msg was for u.. and i did not msg the wrong person.... y?
me: no lah.. i mean... coz u said thx for being ur fren wat... and i am ur sis.. not ur fren.. so therefore i tot u msg the wrong person..
sis: well... tell me wat's ur definition for a fren...
me: erm............. erm...........(still erm-ing till now...)
sis: well... isn't a fren sumeon u confide to? i confide in u wat... so u are my sis and my fren...
me: (in my heart was like sooo touching.....)
and den we like.. ok.. haha... den wee hung up.... haha... so touching and funny........
well.. enough of the touchy2 and sweet part aite..
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:38 AM
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hmm....
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
well3... late entry for the new yr... aniwaes... hapi new yr to all my frenz out there... new yr means back to skool... and here i am in my comp lab... only the 2nd week of skool and there are lots of projects awaiting to be presented and exams oso nearing.... and wif only 7 weeks of skool... i am so predicting tat i will be nuts soon.... argh!!!! wat a rush..... haiz..... and funny time table... design such as we are in skool studying for 6 weeks... attatchment 1 wk at IMH.. break 1 wk... and back to IMH for another 1 wk... and back to skool for 1 more wk... den exams!!! and den PRCP!!!!!!!! oh gosh............... i am sooo not prepared for all tis....
skool again... getting more silent.... no idea y... but dun feel like toking so much... prefer keeping tings to myself now... dun ask me y... coz i am afraid i dun have an answer to tat qn... and... wen i tink back... tis yr.. i will turn 20 yrs old... 20!!! suddenly feel so old... no more '1' in front of my age... and tinking back wat have happened in tis 20 yrs of life............ haiz.... will continue tis part of the blog wen it is my bdae........... interesting topic to blog on......
hmm.... will be bz tis final yr of my nursing diploma..... and i guess i jgot to go now... having lec in 45 mins time... and have to search info for my projects... so ya... take carez pple....
"the darkness in your life might be an encouragement to others... therefore share... coz sharing makes one learn..."
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 12:06 PM
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i miz my sec bestie frenz...
Monday, January 29, 2007
was chatting wif my one of my sec fren yesterday... suriani... i teared talking to her... tears of joy and happiness ran down my cheecks as we both were chatting... she still cares for me... and tat at least i noe tat i can still depend on them wen i need pple to tok to.. and tat i noe tat they understand me the most... these 3 bestie frenz tat is already like my sistaz... reali.. we are reali close... miz them lotz....juz tat we are bz and we dun meet up tat often.. niwaes... to these 3 of you.....
suriani: 7 yrs of frenship... and still counting huh... i love you soo much.. you are the best fren i eva had.. she is soo sweet.. and cute.. used to call her bluuurrrr... and guess she is still one.. hehe.. but despite all tat.. she is juz a great fren to be wif.. she is so caring.... she is such a dear to me.. and we love to chat wif one another.. haha.. about anything and everything.... :)
zafirah: 5 yrs of frenship and still running... tis is a very hyper and cool gerl.. she is super noisy and she is the one who makes our dae wif her crappy-ness and her nonsense.. haha.. she is reali frenly... sweet and caring too.. we love to chat too.. and hang out too.... haha...
fashiha: 55 yrs of frenship and still continuing....tis one quiet gerl... once you noe her.. she is frenly... caring.. very studious... soft-spoken.. total opposite of me in those days.. haha.. helpful too.. chatting is also our favourite past time.. haha..
as you all can see.. we all love to chat and hang out wif each other... haha.. each one of them is very nice to chat and hang out wif... they all are sooo lovely and adorable.. and being wif them releases my stress... i feel sooo comfortable being ard them... and i noe tat no one can replace them in my heart... their names and wonderful frenship have been carved on my heart... i miz ya all sooooooooo much...
i take my frens seriously.... these 3 pple understand me... and understanding and good communication is the key to a great frenship... if any of these is missing in a frenship.. i feel tat the whole frenship will be a shaky one... wifout any one of this.. then there will not be such a ting called trust.... they understand me lotz... and i reali treasure tis frenship of ours... thax for being by myside wen i need a listening ear... love ya guys alwayz.... *muackzzzz*.... take carez pple...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 11:57 PM
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bad, sad day
Friday, January 26, 2007
haiz...... wat a bad day... i dun noe wat happened to me.. there is a lot of feelings bottled up inside me... the bottle is now breaking... exploded already.... who to be blamed?? ME!!!! and y should i be blamed for wat i am feeling rite now?? coz... i am the one who bottle up my feelings... cannot blame me lah... its juz tat i cannot let out my feelings tat easily......
for those who still dun noe me and who dun understand me YET till now......... now i tell u ok... i am the person who prefers to keep quiet wen sumting is bothering me... once u ask me and i refuse to answer, it means tat i am juz not wanting to talk.... tat's all.... i am doing a lot of tinking lah... tat's me...... a person who loves to do self reflections and tinking during my quiet time... tat's all.... apparently after tis 3 yrs of frenship.... pple juz dun understand me yet.... haizzzzz........
hmm...... lots of tinks going thru my mind yesterday... and i mean reali a lot.... basically... its hard for me to accept tat i am dumb enough to actually use my fone for quite long till my bills were like damn high... now cannot afford to pay... i am left to suffer by myself........ i used becoz of him... and now left to suffer also by him...... thx so much.... niwaes.. let's drop tis topic... he is of no use in my life any more....
the next ting i was like reali tinking a lot abt is the topic called "frenship".................... after tis 3 yrs of frenship... i am still wondering where i stand along the word "frenship".... am i even in the line? hmm..... wondering and will continue to wonder.............. haiz.... i did a lot of tinking... and suddenly i felt so left out and so lonely and so abandoned....... dun noe why.... weird huh... but reali... if there is a strong blow of wind.. u all will be able to feel the coldness and the strong-ness rite?? but tis is frenship prob... reali.. i can sooo feel it... have to adapt wif it i guess...
niwaes... i got tis from the net... its very touching and meaningful... most importantly.. it is true...here it is...
*True friends are the people that are there for you unconditionally. They are the people that never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for*
*A real friend is someone who you can sit in complete silence with and still walk away feeling like you just had the best conversation of your life*
*True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side *
*A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else*
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 2:13 PM
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wat's new...
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
hmm... 1 presentation down... 3 more to go... juz ended my HS 3034.1 presentation... its about..."customer relationship & staff development" hmm.. topic was not tat easy.. but we manage to pull it thru lah... it was not a fantastic presentation.. but it was still ok lah... great job to all my group members...
to yn: i am sowie for tis last minute tingy... did not give u ur notes yesterday... den u cannot practise.. :( sowie darling.. we went home yesterday at 8 plus... so.. could not pass u ur part.. and yesterday wanted to go online till tat late.. but my elder sis wanted to use it.. idiot her... niwaes sooo sowie ya.. niwaes u did great though.. :)
to jo: u did great too.. u are so funny... lets werk betta for the next and final one together aite.. tis is our last presentations eva for our diploma... let's make it big.. and fun.. looking foward to the preparation of our "RESILLIENCE IN TEENAGE LIFE.. PEER PRESSURE" we will be one great & united team aite pple...
to chris: ur hands were shaking so much.. but ur presentation was great too.. well done ya... hmm.. another one more project together aite...
to jh: sowie for the anger i let out to u early in the morning... i juz get piss off wen pple dun get wat i say.. and on top of it.. i am damn anxious abt the presentation... so ya.. well done to u too...
well.. dun wanna say much oreadi... got research to be done... take carez ya all..
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 11:20 AM
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
hello there people... how's everyone?? hmm.. hope tat u all are fine... and tat life's great.. hmm.. how's 3rd week of skool? stressing? haha... ya.. kinda for me... 4 projects in 7 weeks... actually 5 weeks... coz 1st 2 weeks usually intro to semester rite.. well.. tat's kinda of rushing... and tat have not include my studies for the cumin exams... and PRCP!!!!! my final attatchment which will determine if i make it thru as a staff nurse... if i am good in my skills and theory... den staff nurse i will be.. but if not... which i hope not... den i will have to be under probation longer.. which is equal to more stress...... so much for my 3rd week of skool... let's see.... hmm...
13th jan.... a special date for a special person in my heart... was his bdae... typed a sweet long bdae msg for his to send it at 12am exactly... i pressed send exactly at 12am... i was sooooo excited and happy... these 2 feelings filled my head tat i had forgotten tat i cannot msg out animore..... wen i saw..."sending failed.. msg barred" i was like.... "SHIT" immediately i felt like my heart dropped.. i den ask my younger sis if i could borrow her fone... coz i reali need to msg him... she said ok... haha... thankz soooo much ada.. niwaes... sent him tis...
"assalamualaikum *******... jihan here... ni my sis fone.. my fone rosak.. juz wanna wish u a hapi 20th bdae... semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki selalu...AMIN... hope u lead a successful life ahead.. hope 2 be buddies alwayz.. nitez.. have a fun bdae.. take carez.. miz ya.. :)"
and he REPLIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"kau masih ingat eh.. terima kasih lah byk2.. i appreciate it a lot..."
i am damn hapi... and still is... hahahaha... :) :) :)
received tis msg from my elder sis on the 14th of jan.....
"as i sat alone, the feeling of emptiness n loneliness gripped me juz like the cold weather.. but wen i tink of my frenz, a warm feeling embrace me juz like a blanket 2 keep me warm during such cold weather... thanks 4 being my fren.. have a great day ahead wif the ones u love... :)"
was kinda of shock... tot she msg the wrong person.. so... as my fone cannot msg out... i called her at her hp...
me: kin.. was tat msg for me? did u msg the wrong person?
sis: ya.. tat msg was for u.. and i did not msg the wrong person.... y?
me: no lah.. i mean... coz u said thx for being ur fren wat... and i am ur sis.. not ur fren.. so therefore i tot u msg the wrong person..
sis: well... tell me wat's ur definition for a fren...
me: erm............. erm...........(still erm-ing till now...)
sis: well... isn't a fren sumeon u confide to? i confide in u wat... so u are my sis and my fren...
me: (in my heart was like sooo touching.....)
and den we like.. ok.. haha... den wee hung up.... haha... so touching and funny........
well.. enough of the touchy2 and sweet part aite..
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 10:38 AM
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hmm....
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
well3... late entry for the new yr... aniwaes... hapi new yr to all my frenz out there... new yr means back to skool... and here i am in my comp lab... only the 2nd week of skool and there are lots of projects awaiting to be presented and exams oso nearing.... and wif only 7 weeks of skool... i am so predicting tat i will be nuts soon.... argh!!!! wat a rush..... haiz..... and funny time table... design such as we are in skool studying for 6 weeks... attatchment 1 wk at IMH.. break 1 wk... and back to IMH for another 1 wk... and back to skool for 1 more wk... den exams!!! and den PRCP!!!!!!!! oh gosh............... i am sooo not prepared for all tis....
skool again... getting more silent.... no idea y... but dun feel like toking so much... prefer keeping tings to myself now... dun ask me y... coz i am afraid i dun have an answer to tat qn... and... wen i tink back... tis yr.. i will turn 20 yrs old... 20!!! suddenly feel so old... no more '1' in front of my age... and tinking back wat have happened in tis 20 yrs of life............ haiz.... will continue tis part of the blog wen it is my bdae........... interesting topic to blog on......
hmm.... will be bz tis final yr of my nursing diploma..... and i guess i jgot to go now... having lec in 45 mins time... and have to search info for my projects... so ya... take carez pple....
"the darkness in your life might be an encouragement to others... therefore share... coz sharing makes one learn..."
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 12:06 PM
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