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life reali changes very fast
Sunday, November 12, 2006
well.... its been almost a month since i last blogged.. it wa my exam period.. therefore.. i did not have time to blog.. after tat was hari raya.. bz studying.. and only a day i went out visiting.. den.. my comp gave me problems... now tat it is ok.. i have lots of things to blog abt.....
exams was ok.. 3055 was ok for me.. 3033.. kinda of sucky.. haha.. and 3032.. hmm.. was ok.. but did not reali have the time to complete all.. left 2 question.. which worth a total of 10 marks... kinda of blank.. wrote only a few sentance.. reali did not have time to finish it.. haiz.... dun wanna tink abt it animore.. waiting for the end of november to get my results...
24th october 2006...... a special date for me to remember.. firstly was becoz it was hari raya as you all noe.. haha.. and also a date which ended my life of being single.. hmm.. i got attatched to 'him' on the 24th october... at ard 3 plus in the morning... kinda of wrong timing for me to be attatched.. haha.. coz exams are juz ard the corner.. but i tried my best to plan my timing.. studied in skool.. and he was in camp.. therefore we did not reali have much time to tok and meet.. only during his break tat we tok to each other over the fone..
on friday... 27th of october... he booked out.. and we had our first date... he did not want to eat.. neither did i.. so we went to a place to have our own time together... we were under the sky.. so windy and cooling nite... i lay on his shoulder... and after a while.. i asked him...'dear.. am i heavy.. i do not want ur shoulder to have pain wen i rest on it..' guess wat he answered me... 'nah... u are not heavy dear.. many gerls rested her b4 u oreadi...'
wat a reply rite.. haiz.. i immediately sat down.. and refused to rest my head on his shoulder animore.. he smiled... and pulled be back on his shoulder.. he said sowe.. he was kidding.. i dun believe him.. but tried to put tat aside.. den after tat nite.. we went seperate way.. i took my bus and he took his bus.. was expecting him to send me back actually.. but nvr mind.. mayb he was tired.. den tat nite.. we kinda of fought.. there was tis major issue tat i brought up to him.. and it seems tat he was unhapi abt it... but honestly it was kinda of his fault.. niwaes... we managed to solve tings tat nite itself.. well should i say tat morning at abt 3 in the morning.. den the next dae.. was kinda of weird coz we juz fought the dae b4.. but i told him to forget abt it.. so we continued as per normal.. did not meet... chat only on the fone.. and sms.. i have to go visiting.. and he had open house to go to... sunday he had to book in again.. things went back to sms and fone call.. coz he is in camp.. and me in skool studying..
during our first week together.. he msg me tis...
"sayang.. wat will your answer be if i wanna get engaged to you?"
i was kinda of shocked to tis msg.. i mean.. reali.. my parents dun even allow me to have a boyfren.. now he wants me to be his fiancee?? wat was i suppose to tell my parents??
"mum.. dad... i want to get engaged????"
wat the hell rite?? haha... i told him.. it was reali easy if he wanted me to die early.. juz kill me or push me in front of a lorry... but not do tis to me.. he was kinda of sad tat i rejected.. but hey.. i have nvr imagine tat i will get enganged tis early.. and tat to be a wife of sumone in 2 yrs time... "NO!!!!!!!!"
everything was happening tooooooooooooo fast!!
well... we den had made plans to go dating again on sat 11th of nov... watch movie and have dinner together... at vivo... he said he had a surprise for me... he told me tat i am suppose to accept the surprise.. no matter how expensive it is... 99% of my fren told me tat it might be a ring and a bouquet of flowers.. and tat he might porposed to me.... except tis 1% of my fren who actually told me what he tot it might be... and it made me reali scared...
but guys... my journey being attatched have ended.. even b4 i saw wat the surprise was... it ended on the day of my last paper... b4 my last paper actually... we broke up at abt 5 plus in the morning.. it was kinda of saddening... but i was the one who chose tis path... therefore i cannot be sad.. and tat i muz be strong.. there was lotz of reasons as to why i should break up.. and there was barely any reasons for me to stay wif him.. for those of my frenz who knew the reasons.. they appreciated me for breaking up.. and for those of you who does not noe... its best tat you all juz see it as an emergency way out........
went out hari raya wif my poly frenz... on 3rd november.. hmm.. was still tinking abt our last conversation the nite of 2nd nov... actually his last words to me.. i kept quiet mostly during our conversation.. his words was kinda of harsh.. but i tolerated it.. i broke down in the bus at nite while wif my poly frenz ard.... i needed time to be alone... all tis was still kinda of traumatic to me.. but i guess i am adapting to all tis... i have to keep in mind tat i have to alwayz be strong.... well.. have to end here.. take carez people... and tis will end my entry for the day................
"i have alwayz wanted a guy to accept me for who i am and tat he will appreciate me for the person i am.. but i forgot the most important ting of all that he should be.... which is RESPECT.. tis word was absent in our relationship......"
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 3:34 PM
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life reali changes very fast
Sunday, November 12, 2006
well.... its been almost a month since i last blogged.. it wa my exam period.. therefore.. i did not have time to blog.. after tat was hari raya.. bz studying.. and only a day i went out visiting.. den.. my comp gave me problems... now tat it is ok.. i have lots of things to blog abt.....
exams was ok.. 3055 was ok for me.. 3033.. kinda of sucky.. haha.. and 3032.. hmm.. was ok.. but did not reali have the time to complete all.. left 2 question.. which worth a total of 10 marks... kinda of blank.. wrote only a few sentance.. reali did not have time to finish it.. haiz.... dun wanna tink abt it animore.. waiting for the end of november to get my results...
24th october 2006...... a special date for me to remember.. firstly was becoz it was hari raya as you all noe.. haha.. and also a date which ended my life of being single.. hmm.. i got attatched to 'him' on the 24th october... at ard 3 plus in the morning... kinda of wrong timing for me to be attatched.. haha.. coz exams are juz ard the corner.. but i tried my best to plan my timing.. studied in skool.. and he was in camp.. therefore we did not reali have much time to tok and meet.. only during his break tat we tok to each other over the fone..
on friday... 27th of october... he booked out.. and we had our first date... he did not want to eat.. neither did i.. so we went to a place to have our own time together... we were under the sky.. so windy and cooling nite... i lay on his shoulder... and after a while.. i asked him...'dear.. am i heavy.. i do not want ur shoulder to have pain wen i rest on it..' guess wat he answered me... 'nah... u are not heavy dear.. many gerls rested her b4 u oreadi...'
wat a reply rite.. haiz.. i immediately sat down.. and refused to rest my head on his shoulder animore.. he smiled... and pulled be back on his shoulder.. he said sowe.. he was kidding.. i dun believe him.. but tried to put tat aside.. den after tat nite.. we went seperate way.. i took my bus and he took his bus.. was expecting him to send me back actually.. but nvr mind.. mayb he was tired.. den tat nite.. we kinda of fought.. there was tis major issue tat i brought up to him.. and it seems tat he was unhapi abt it... but honestly it was kinda of his fault.. niwaes... we managed to solve tings tat nite itself.. well should i say tat morning at abt 3 in the morning.. den the next dae.. was kinda of weird coz we juz fought the dae b4.. but i told him to forget abt it.. so we continued as per normal.. did not meet... chat only on the fone.. and sms.. i have to go visiting.. and he had open house to go to... sunday he had to book in again.. things went back to sms and fone call.. coz he is in camp.. and me in skool studying..
during our first week together.. he msg me tis...
"sayang.. wat will your answer be if i wanna get engaged to you?"
i was kinda of shocked to tis msg.. i mean.. reali.. my parents dun even allow me to have a boyfren.. now he wants me to be his fiancee?? wat was i suppose to tell my parents??
"mum.. dad... i want to get engaged????"
wat the hell rite?? haha... i told him.. it was reali easy if he wanted me to die early.. juz kill me or push me in front of a lorry... but not do tis to me.. he was kinda of sad tat i rejected.. but hey.. i have nvr imagine tat i will get enganged tis early.. and tat to be a wife of sumone in 2 yrs time... "NO!!!!!!!!"
everything was happening tooooooooooooo fast!!
well... we den had made plans to go dating again on sat 11th of nov... watch movie and have dinner together... at vivo... he said he had a surprise for me... he told me tat i am suppose to accept the surprise.. no matter how expensive it is... 99% of my fren told me tat it might be a ring and a bouquet of flowers.. and tat he might porposed to me.... except tis 1% of my fren who actually told me what he tot it might be... and it made me reali scared...
but guys... my journey being attatched have ended.. even b4 i saw wat the surprise was... it ended on the day of my last paper... b4 my last paper actually... we broke up at abt 5 plus in the morning.. it was kinda of saddening... but i was the one who chose tis path... therefore i cannot be sad.. and tat i muz be strong.. there was lotz of reasons as to why i should break up.. and there was barely any reasons for me to stay wif him.. for those of my frenz who knew the reasons.. they appreciated me for breaking up.. and for those of you who does not noe... its best tat you all juz see it as an emergency way out........
went out hari raya wif my poly frenz... on 3rd november.. hmm.. was still tinking abt our last conversation the nite of 2nd nov... actually his last words to me.. i kept quiet mostly during our conversation.. his words was kinda of harsh.. but i tolerated it.. i broke down in the bus at nite while wif my poly frenz ard.... i needed time to be alone... all tis was still kinda of traumatic to me.. but i guess i am adapting to all tis... i have to keep in mind tat i have to alwayz be strong.... well.. have to end here.. take carez people... and tis will end my entry for the day................
"i have alwayz wanted a guy to accept me for who i am and tat he will appreciate me for the person i am.. but i forgot the most important ting of all that he should be.... which is RESPECT.. tis word was absent in our relationship......"
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 3:34 PM
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The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
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