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*A Smile i Would Never Forget*
Wednesday, October 04, 2006

3rd of october.... a date to remember... you all muz be wondering y huh.. haha.. hmm.. might be a minor ting to you guys but its sumting special to me.. sumting i have alwayz been waiting for.. hehe..

hmm... still wondering wat it is? hmm.. shall keep you all reading tis blog... keep ya in suspense.. haha.. niwaes... i will reveal it soon.. btw.. guess i wanna blog abt love todae... even though i am not a good person to tok abt love.. coz i have nvr been into a relationship b4.. oh well... nvr mind..

sumone told me tis.....
'dun easily fall for guys.. coz i dun wanna see you get hurt again..'
well.. i guess its true tat i get hurt most of the time becoz of guyz.. and i eva got a comment from tis person.. after he heard tat i had feelings for tis particular guy for more than 5 yrs plus.. and he said...
'wow.. tat's long.. you are a very faithful gerl eh..'
haha.. tat's me... plain me.. dun like to hurt pple.. yet i get the opposite from pple.. aniwaes.. there is 3 guys on my list now.. haha.. chey.. jihan got list seh.. but den again.. dream on jihan.. my list will nvr become reality.. aniwaes.. back to my list... one is tis guy by the name of "Mr S".. the other one is "Mr F"... and the last one.. if i am not wrong is "Mr A"... hmm.... as you can see.. Mr S is on the top list.. haha.. coz i have a great crush on him.. and he is the main person i am blogging abt.. haha..

hmm...let's tok abt Mr F first.. haha.. he is from my batch nursing student.. haha.. he is cute.. very cheeky look.. cute lah.. but den again.. i dun noe if he likes me or not.. i tink he noes tat i exist.. but dun tink he noes my name or dun noe aniting abt me.. haha.. i tink lah.. so ya.. there are many more pretty gals ard him.. so i guess i can nvr appear on his wanted gals list...

next is Mr A... tis one.. i noe him and he noes me.. he shows me lots of care and concern... but den again.. i guess as a fren... so ya... there are many many obstacles as to y i and him can nvr be together... even though the obstacles are reversible... i guess i shall stick to wat i feel is right.. hehe.. but den again.. thankz for the care and concern shown to me.. hehe..

and... finally.. my dearest Mr S... hehe.. i guess his name is Mr S lah.. coz i only noe him as sumting else... hehe.. at first.. he does not noe tat i exist.. and tat i dun noe he exist.. till one dae i saw him.. hehe.. and i guess he saw me.. we keep seeing each other after tat.. my fren told me tat he kept looking at me.. haha.. but no one noes.. or mayb sumone noes tat i have alwayz been looking at him too.. haha.. niwaes.. the other dae.. i saw him.. i told him.. selamat berbuka.. which means.. hapi breaking fast... he smiled.. haha.. and he said.. u too... haha.. i was hapi lah.. haha.. den yesterdae.. wen i was lining up to buy sumting at mac.. i saw him.. and i saw him secretly looking at me.. haha.. tat was cute man.. he tip-toed at looked at me.. and wen i looked at him.. he looked away quickly.. hahaha... niwaes.. den tat happened 2 times.. den i sat down and break my fast.. after tat wen i am on my way out of skool.. i saw him again.. guess he juz finished smoking.. den we eyed contact and smiled at each other... hahahahahahaha.... oh gosh... if only pple could see the expression at our faces.. haiz.... i feel like melting.. haha... his smile was reali sweet.. haha.. i can nvr nvr nvr 4get tat particular dae.. i walked home wif my fren... wif a smile on my face and a big smile in my heart... haha.. i was damn hapi sia.. tis was the ting tat made me reali reali hapi.. and todae.. wen i was studying at mac.. he was there again.. hahahaha.. and he smiled again.. hahahaha... i am reali helpless... i reali have a crush on him.. but i can do noting.. absolutely noting.. haiz... but his face and his smile can nvr be forgotten.. haha.. hope for the best....

well.. gtg now.. hehe.. take carez pple.. having my practical tomorrow.. hehe.. hopefully his smile brings luck to me.. hehe.. will blog again soon.. hehe..

Written By Nurjihan, 10:04 PM