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Friday, October 20, 2006

Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. I tot that friends are the people that touch ur heart and tat You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just becuase it was with them.

i tot they're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with.

hmm...... still wondering... not doubting but juz wondering..

well.. like i said.. things changed now so much.. i am not a person who likes to hurt others.. especially my friends.. i have been hurt many times by my friends.. still tolerating.. and continuing to.. hopefully i can.. and i will continue to.. but wen it reaches a point tat i am reali affected.. i will tend to remember tat particular incident.. and my perception of them will be changed.. now i prefer to be juz alone... and keep everything to myself.. got used to the loneliness... tat's y now prefer to juz shut my mouth and not tok tooo much... haiz... may GOD bless me.. insya allah... hmm............ shall not elaborate more.. hopefully they understand...

exams coming soon.. 1 week exactly away from today... got to study oreadi... wish me luck pple... and may GOD bless you alwayz...

oh ya.. btw.. yesterday will be a date for me to remember... a MUST!! haha.. remember my dear Mr. S?? hmm.. wrote him a raya card and baked him some cookies.. haha.. passed him during his werking hours.. haha.. after breaking fast.. wished him selamat hari raya after i passed him... and he wished me back too.. hahahaha... and with the smile tat i got once the other time... i love his smile.. haiz............ smile more for me ya... hehe.. take carez all.. and you too Mr. S.........

Written By Nurjihan, 11:10 AM