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Friday, October 20, 2006

Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. I tot that friends are the people that touch ur heart and tat You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just becuase it was with them.

i tot they're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with.

hmm...... still wondering... not doubting but juz wondering..

well.. like i said.. things changed now so much.. i am not a person who likes to hurt others.. especially my friends.. i have been hurt many times by my friends.. still tolerating.. and continuing to.. hopefully i can.. and i will continue to.. but wen it reaches a point tat i am reali affected.. i will tend to remember tat particular incident.. and my perception of them will be changed.. now i prefer to be juz alone... and keep everything to myself.. got used to the loneliness... tat's y now prefer to juz shut my mouth and not tok tooo much... haiz... may GOD bless me.. insya allah... hmm............ shall not elaborate more.. hopefully they understand...

exams coming soon.. 1 week exactly away from today... got to study oreadi... wish me luck pple... and may GOD bless you alwayz...

oh ya.. btw.. yesterday will be a date for me to remember... a MUST!! haha.. remember my dear Mr. S?? hmm.. wrote him a raya card and baked him some cookies.. haha.. passed him during his werking hours.. haha.. after breaking fast.. wished him selamat hari raya after i passed him... and he wished me back too.. hahahaha... and with the smile tat i got once the other time... i love his smile.. haiz............ smile more for me ya... hehe.. take carez all.. and you too Mr. S.........

Written By Nurjihan,♥ 11:10 AM
~Time Passes Reali FAST~
Saturday, October 14, 2006

hey there people.. hmm.. how life? hope tat u all fine... and tat you all are in good health despite the disturbing haze.. haha..

hmm.. i am left with 1 more week of skool before it closes for holidaes and attatchment.. oh and before all tis... is exams!!! which indirectly means tat i am left with less than 2 weeks before my paper starts....!!!! gosh... time pass reali fast... there are lots of tings tat is due tis week... some of them are...
1) my final year report... due tis mondae...
2) my acute presentation.. due tis tue
3) studying...!!!!.... due GOD noes wen...
4) skool ... tis fridae last dae.. :(

i am reali in a deep deep pile of shit.... ooppss... hehe... reali.. i have yet to start studying...!!! i have to promise myself.. tat after tuesdae.. which puts an end to all presentation.. i will have to start studying alreadi... planning to stay in skool.. to study till nite time.. haiz... its sooo tiring... but i have to do it... i wanna pass... i wan good results...haiz...
wish all my frens good luck for the coming exams.... hehe...

hmm.. some people change for the better... but others... change for the worse... i hate yo mention names... coz tat is the last ting i would do... HURTING PEOPLE'S FEELINGS... hate it... but if they are the cause of it... den i am sowie.. but to reali change my perception and feelings for them... lately.. i have seen major changes in people... few of them are changing for the better.... but then.. the rest of them.. i feel tat they have changed for the worse... i hate to see these changes... coz it affects me too... but all i can do is to keep it to myself.. reali... i prefer it tis way... well you may all tink tat tis is stupid.. coz the other party.. which is the people who is constantly changing... they might not noe how i feel... but for me.. if they noe me well.. they should noe.. i am i to tell them... if i noe tat it will end up hurting their feelings?? remember.. tat is the last ting i would do?? haiz..

well.. gtg people... wanna make sum more cookies for hari raya.. haha... take carez ya...

oh ya.. before i forget.. tis is for my dear fren...
hapi bdae to u..
hapi bdae to u..
hapi bdae to joanna..
hapi bdae to u..
muackz...

Written By Nurjihan,♥ 1:07 PM
*A Smile i Would Never Forget*
Wednesday, October 04, 2006

3rd of october.... a date to remember... you all muz be wondering y huh.. haha.. hmm.. might be a minor ting to you guys but its sumting special to me.. sumting i have alwayz been waiting for.. hehe..

hmm... still wondering wat it is? hmm.. shall keep you all reading tis blog... keep ya in suspense.. haha.. niwaes... i will reveal it soon.. btw.. guess i wanna blog abt love todae... even though i am not a good person to tok abt love.. coz i have nvr been into a relationship b4.. oh well... nvr mind..

sumone told me tis.....
'dun easily fall for guys.. coz i dun wanna see you get hurt again..'
well.. i guess its true tat i get hurt most of the time becoz of guyz.. and i eva got a comment from tis person.. after he heard tat i had feelings for tis particular guy for more than 5 yrs plus.. and he said...
'wow.. tat's long.. you are a very faithful gerl eh..'
haha.. tat's me... plain me.. dun like to hurt pple.. yet i get the opposite from pple.. aniwaes.. there is 3 guys on my list now.. haha.. chey.. jihan got list seh.. but den again.. dream on jihan.. my list will nvr become reality.. aniwaes.. back to my list... one is tis guy by the name of "Mr S".. the other one is "Mr F"... and the last one.. if i am not wrong is "Mr A"... hmm.... as you can see.. Mr S is on the top list.. haha.. coz i have a great crush on him.. and he is the main person i am blogging abt.. haha..

hmm...let's tok abt Mr F first.. haha.. he is from my batch nursing student.. haha.. he is cute.. very cheeky look.. cute lah.. but den again.. i dun noe if he likes me or not.. i tink he noes tat i exist.. but dun tink he noes my name or dun noe aniting abt me.. haha.. i tink lah.. so ya.. there are many more pretty gals ard him.. so i guess i can nvr appear on his wanted gals list...

next is Mr A... tis one.. i noe him and he noes me.. he shows me lots of care and concern... but den again.. i guess as a fren... so ya... there are many many obstacles as to y i and him can nvr be together... even though the obstacles are reversible... i guess i shall stick to wat i feel is right.. hehe.. but den again.. thankz for the care and concern shown to me.. hehe..

and... finally.. my dearest Mr S... hehe.. i guess his name is Mr S lah.. coz i only noe him as sumting else... hehe.. at first.. he does not noe tat i exist.. and tat i dun noe he exist.. till one dae i saw him.. hehe.. and i guess he saw me.. we keep seeing each other after tat.. my fren told me tat he kept looking at me.. haha.. but no one noes.. or mayb sumone noes tat i have alwayz been looking at him too.. haha.. niwaes.. the other dae.. i saw him.. i told him.. selamat berbuka.. which means.. hapi breaking fast... he smiled.. haha.. and he said.. u too... haha.. i was hapi lah.. haha.. den yesterdae.. wen i was lining up to buy sumting at mac.. i saw him.. and i saw him secretly looking at me.. haha.. tat was cute man.. he tip-toed at looked at me.. and wen i looked at him.. he looked away quickly.. hahaha... niwaes.. den tat happened 2 times.. den i sat down and break my fast.. after tat wen i am on my way out of skool.. i saw him again.. guess he juz finished smoking.. den we eyed contact and smiled at each other... hahahahahahaha.... oh gosh... if only pple could see the expression at our faces.. haiz.... i feel like melting.. haha... his smile was reali sweet.. haha.. i can nvr nvr nvr 4get tat particular dae.. i walked home wif my fren... wif a smile on my face and a big smile in my heart... haha.. i was damn hapi sia.. tis was the ting tat made me reali reali hapi.. and todae.. wen i was studying at mac.. he was there again.. hahahaha.. and he smiled again.. hahahaha... i am reali helpless... i reali have a crush on him.. but i can do noting.. absolutely noting.. haiz... but his face and his smile can nvr be forgotten.. haha.. hope for the best....

well.. gtg now.. hehe.. take carez pple.. having my practical tomorrow.. hehe.. hopefully his smile brings luck to me.. hehe.. will blog again soon.. hehe..

Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:04 PM