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y am i dis way??
Monday, June 26, 2006
i feel so down all of a sudden.. dun noe why buy ya.. the past memories seems to be haunting me back.. oh gosh.. i feel soo lonely lately.. feel so abandoned... i miz lotz of pple suddenly.. miz my old hapi go lucky self... anione care to find her for me? find me the JIHAN tat used to be hapi and hyper... thankz...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 7:33 PM
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VIRAL GE!!!! GO AWAY!!!!
Saturday, June 17, 2006
hey there people.. hmm.. first of all... soo sowie for not updating... i have my reasons for not doing so.. let me explain to u... hmm... it started on thursdae... i felt sumting ewas wrong wif me.. sumting in me was juz not rite... hmm.. but i dun noe whta.. i did not reali have appetite to eat.. neither do i have the mood to do aniting.. all i was doing was my normal routine.. wake up.. go for my attatchment... den back home.. den on fridae nite... after chatting wif sumone till late at nite till abt 12 plus... i put down the fone and went to sleep...
i was awaken by my upset tummy... it was ard 4.30 in the morning...went to the ladies and vomitted... tis comes along with diarehoea.... it was terrible... i tot maybe i ate sumting wrong... guess it was only for one time... but i was wrong... i kept on running to the ladies every half an hour or so.... tis lasted till 8 plus in the morning.. i could not take it ani more... i pleaded my mum to bring me to the clinic downstairs... i was reali weak... i juz wore wat i was wearing.. had no energy even to put on my scarf... so i dragged my 2 feet down and had myself checked... i had viral GE... as a nurse.. i noe tat there is no antibiotic to cure the virus tat is in my body rite now... all the doctor could do is to prvent me from vomitting and my diarheoa... i had 3 meds in all.. den i dragged my feet back up... took the vomitting meds.. den went to sleep.. coz i reali had no energy even to finish up the other 2 meds tat i have.. b4 i could even sleep.. i woke up and ran to the ladies again... i vomitted all tat i had consumed earlier on.. i can reali feel tat i am dehydrated... oh gosh.. i was reali reali weak..my head aches a lot... reali reali a lot... i had sum cough.. but not tat much.. wen i cough.. my tummy aches.. especially my kidney area and chest area... i had to cough bit by bit.. den i went to sleep back.. after abt 1 hour or so..
i woke up again and u noe where i ran to.. diarhoea and vommiting.... these 2 things could not allow me to sleep... it went on and on and on till abt 2 plus in the afternoon... den i could get sum sleep.. but it did not last oso.. i was shivering... my temp went up.... the max temp tat it raised up to was 39.2 degrees.... i slept... coz i could not get up... at tat point of time... i juz wished my mum and dad would come and bring me to the hosp... i could not take it ani more... i wanted to voice out.. but the tot of being infused wif normal saline.. coz i was reali dehydrated...it oso means being poked wif needles and tat the doc would be taking blood and stuff... it juz made me think twice.. i rather suffer alone at home... well.. aniwaes... i was like a vege the whole dae..
the next dae too actually... but i forced myself up to follow my parents to my dad's family dae.. still got fever.. and nausea... but juz dragged myself... den went home and became vege back.. fever went up again.. and my visits to the ladies increased.. oh well.. i have to go to werk tomorrow.. soo i went to sleep... but it was for a short while.. coz i was awaken by the commotion made by my parents and the crys from my sis... the 2 of them was sick now.. my elder sis and my youngest sis... oh gosh.. i felt guilty.. i am sori.. they both had to go to the 24 hours clinic.. got a jab but yet still vomitted... hmm.. i woke up the next dae at abt 4.. went to the ladies again.. and bathe as well coz i had to get ready for werk.. i went to werk despite having fever and my nausea feeling was still present... did not reali eat much coz still had no appetite.. went back home and slept.. the next dae was no diff.. i was still feeling the same.. but i had to be strong and not eak.. coz i need to face the patients who is oso sick.. need to put a smile on their face.. so therefore i have to smile first... well.. on wed.. my fever had reduced.. and my nausea had faded.. not totally but at least a bit.. my tummy still aches... and wen i cough.. my tummy and kidney area still had pain... my fever and nausea and diarhoea is gone..
yesterdae was the last dae of my attatchment.. and i feel so sad to leave th cute babies.. they look so innocent wen they are sick.. and it hurts to leave them.. haiz.. i hope to be able to werk there wen i grad later.. toking abt grad.. i will be involved tis coming mon for the nursing graduating dae... i am soo excited.. hehe.. i camn see sumone.. hahahaha.. well.. gtg now lah.. kinda of late oreadi.. haha.. take carez...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:07 PM
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2/06/2006.. a date to remember...
Saturday, June 03, 2006
well... hello there pple... its been reali a long time since i blogged... hmm.. been bz wif attatchment... fell ill.. and my comp is also down... haiz... well.. now my comp is ok oreadi.. and so am i.... hehe.. was down wif bad flu the other day.. but still went to werk.. my personal plumber was on leave... so no one to fix my leaking nose... den my comp was in a safe mode... dun noe why and dun noe wen... now my comp ok.. my dad's fren came and fixed it oreadi.. and i am also ok oreadi.. hehe.. except tat i am juz sad... for quite a number of reasons...
1. i have ended my attatchment at cgh...
2. i left some lovely patients of mine...
3. one of my patient had to undergo a surgery... which breaks my heart...
4. keep tinking abt tis particular patient which i pity soo much....
5. i had to leave my lovely and caring staff nurses at tat ward..
6. misses my sec skool gal frenz so much..
7. suddenly felt lonely....
basically i am starting to miz tis ward... wen it has only been 1 dae since i left tat ward.... haiz......
den my weekends at home is now turning into a bz bz week end.. coz for the past 3 weeks, me and my family has alwayz been cleaning.. clean and clean.... haha... the first wk, on sat...we cleaned the store... oh gosh... tat was reali tiring... we threw lotz of stuff and rubbish... den on sun.. me and my sis and my dad had the van cleaned... for 6 solid hours.... damn... we were soo tired... we washed.. and polished it..... after tat.. me and my family went out.. haha.. kewlz huh... then the 2nd week... we cleaned our house again... mopped.. vacuum... and cleaned... my cabinet which is stuck on the wall... came 45 degrees down.... so lucky tat there was a window and the side.. and tat the cabinet got stopped by the window... if there was no window... i can so imgine where i would be now... most prob in cgh... or mayb undergoing a surgery... hahaha... [touch wood manz..] the following dae.. which is on sun.. we slacked a bit here and there..since we were tired on the previous dae... and oh ya.. we went out again... den tis wk... i cleaned my room... and the house... tis time round.. it is a bit minor... not tat much.. haha..
well... i guess tat's all i have to write for now.. i have to go and get ready... me and my family gg out.. again...hehe.. take carez pple...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 7:48 PM
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y am i dis way??
Monday, June 26, 2006
i feel so down all of a sudden.. dun noe why buy ya.. the past memories seems to be haunting me back.. oh gosh.. i feel soo lonely lately.. feel so abandoned... i miz lotz of pple suddenly.. miz my old hapi go lucky self... anione care to find her for me? find me the JIHAN tat used to be hapi and hyper... thankz...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 7:33 PM
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VIRAL GE!!!! GO AWAY!!!!
Saturday, June 17, 2006
hey there people.. hmm.. first of all... soo sowie for not updating... i have my reasons for not doing so.. let me explain to u... hmm... it started on thursdae... i felt sumting ewas wrong wif me.. sumting in me was juz not rite... hmm.. but i dun noe whta.. i did not reali have appetite to eat.. neither do i have the mood to do aniting.. all i was doing was my normal routine.. wake up.. go for my attatchment... den back home.. den on fridae nite... after chatting wif sumone till late at nite till abt 12 plus... i put down the fone and went to sleep...
i was awaken by my upset tummy... it was ard 4.30 in the morning...went to the ladies and vomitted... tis comes along with diarehoea.... it was terrible... i tot maybe i ate sumting wrong... guess it was only for one time... but i was wrong... i kept on running to the ladies every half an hour or so.... tis lasted till 8 plus in the morning.. i could not take it ani more... i pleaded my mum to bring me to the clinic downstairs... i was reali weak... i juz wore wat i was wearing.. had no energy even to put on my scarf... so i dragged my 2 feet down and had myself checked... i had viral GE... as a nurse.. i noe tat there is no antibiotic to cure the virus tat is in my body rite now... all the doctor could do is to prvent me from vomitting and my diarheoa... i had 3 meds in all.. den i dragged my feet back up... took the vomitting meds.. den went to sleep.. coz i reali had no energy even to finish up the other 2 meds tat i have.. b4 i could even sleep.. i woke up and ran to the ladies again... i vomitted all tat i had consumed earlier on.. i can reali feel tat i am dehydrated... oh gosh.. i was reali reali weak..my head aches a lot... reali reali a lot... i had sum cough.. but not tat much.. wen i cough.. my tummy aches.. especially my kidney area and chest area... i had to cough bit by bit.. den i went to sleep back.. after abt 1 hour or so..
i woke up again and u noe where i ran to.. diarhoea and vommiting.... these 2 things could not allow me to sleep... it went on and on and on till abt 2 plus in the afternoon... den i could get sum sleep.. but it did not last oso.. i was shivering... my temp went up.... the max temp tat it raised up to was 39.2 degrees.... i slept... coz i could not get up... at tat point of time... i juz wished my mum and dad would come and bring me to the hosp... i could not take it ani more... i wanted to voice out.. but the tot of being infused wif normal saline.. coz i was reali dehydrated...it oso means being poked wif needles and tat the doc would be taking blood and stuff... it juz made me think twice.. i rather suffer alone at home... well.. aniwaes... i was like a vege the whole dae..
the next dae too actually... but i forced myself up to follow my parents to my dad's family dae.. still got fever.. and nausea... but juz dragged myself... den went home and became vege back.. fever went up again.. and my visits to the ladies increased.. oh well.. i have to go to werk tomorrow.. soo i went to sleep... but it was for a short while.. coz i was awaken by the commotion made by my parents and the crys from my sis... the 2 of them was sick now.. my elder sis and my youngest sis... oh gosh.. i felt guilty.. i am sori.. they both had to go to the 24 hours clinic.. got a jab but yet still vomitted... hmm.. i woke up the next dae at abt 4.. went to the ladies again.. and bathe as well coz i had to get ready for werk.. i went to werk despite having fever and my nausea feeling was still present... did not reali eat much coz still had no appetite.. went back home and slept.. the next dae was no diff.. i was still feeling the same.. but i had to be strong and not eak.. coz i need to face the patients who is oso sick.. need to put a smile on their face.. so therefore i have to smile first... well.. on wed.. my fever had reduced.. and my nausea had faded.. not totally but at least a bit.. my tummy still aches... and wen i cough.. my tummy and kidney area still had pain... my fever and nausea and diarhoea is gone..
yesterdae was the last dae of my attatchment.. and i feel so sad to leave th cute babies.. they look so innocent wen they are sick.. and it hurts to leave them.. haiz.. i hope to be able to werk there wen i grad later.. toking abt grad.. i will be involved tis coming mon for the nursing graduating dae... i am soo excited.. hehe.. i camn see sumone.. hahahaha.. well.. gtg now lah.. kinda of late oreadi.. haha.. take carez...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 10:07 PM
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2/06/2006.. a date to remember...
Saturday, June 03, 2006
well... hello there pple... its been reali a long time since i blogged... hmm.. been bz wif attatchment... fell ill.. and my comp is also down... haiz... well.. now my comp is ok oreadi.. and so am i.... hehe.. was down wif bad flu the other day.. but still went to werk.. my personal plumber was on leave... so no one to fix my leaking nose... den my comp was in a safe mode... dun noe why and dun noe wen... now my comp ok.. my dad's fren came and fixed it oreadi.. and i am also ok oreadi.. hehe.. except tat i am juz sad... for quite a number of reasons...
1. i have ended my attatchment at cgh...
2. i left some lovely patients of mine...
3. one of my patient had to undergo a surgery... which breaks my heart...
4. keep tinking abt tis particular patient which i pity soo much....
5. i had to leave my lovely and caring staff nurses at tat ward..
6. misses my sec skool gal frenz so much..
7. suddenly felt lonely....
basically i am starting to miz tis ward... wen it has only been 1 dae since i left tat ward.... haiz......
den my weekends at home is now turning into a bz bz week end.. coz for the past 3 weeks, me and my family has alwayz been cleaning.. clean and clean.... haha... the first wk, on sat...we cleaned the store... oh gosh... tat was reali tiring... we threw lotz of stuff and rubbish... den on sun.. me and my sis and my dad had the van cleaned... for 6 solid hours.... damn... we were soo tired... we washed.. and polished it..... after tat.. me and my family went out.. haha.. kewlz huh... then the 2nd week... we cleaned our house again... mopped.. vacuum... and cleaned... my cabinet which is stuck on the wall... came 45 degrees down.... so lucky tat there was a window and the side.. and tat the cabinet got stopped by the window... if there was no window... i can so imgine where i would be now... most prob in cgh... or mayb undergoing a surgery... hahaha... [touch wood manz..] the following dae.. which is on sun.. we slacked a bit here and there..since we were tired on the previous dae... and oh ya.. we went out again... den tis wk... i cleaned my room... and the house... tis time round.. it is a bit minor... not tat much.. haha..
well... i guess tat's all i have to write for now.. i have to go and get ready... me and my family gg out.. again...hehe.. take carez pple...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 7:48 PM
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I can't be you
The name is NurJihan Binte Abdulla.
The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
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Contact me @ jihan_five@hotmail.com.
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