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my new blog skin!!
Sunday, March 26, 2006
hey there people... hmm.. juz finish doing my blogskin.. hehe.. nice a not? juz like the colour contrast.. black and green.. how nice can it be rite? haha.. lately i have started liking green.. kewlz.. yeeeeaaaa!!!! okok.. hmm..
lately rite.. i have been tinking of sumone.. weirdly lah... not tat i miz him.. but dun noe y i am juz asking myself wat actually happened between us.. hmm.. there's lots of mixed feelings actually.. angry for the way he treats me.. sad for the way i have been treated... confused for y he had to treat me tis way.. juz finding the reason for all tis... hmm.. and to add on to tis.. i heard a song by BSB.. which reali suits tis mood of mine and the situation i am in rite now.. hmm.. the song is memories.. not reali a popular song.. but a nice one indeed.. the first paragraph of tis song lyrics is reali for him... as far as i noe.. i did nothing wrong.. it was him who betrayed me.. being together wif another gal without me even noeing it.. the dreamz and experience tat we had juz went down the drain... he stabbed the dreamz tat we had once built... but y?? tis is the only reason i had alwayz wanted to know.. haiz..............tis is part of the lyrics..
Does it really matter if you got it right?
Does it really matter who was wrong or right? (yeah)
All I know, yes I know that I can make it through
What about you?
There's a placeI can't let go
Holding all the dreams I used to know
I wish it was the same
I guess no one's to blame
But I, I'd do it all again
and another song is almost here.. by delta goodrem.. tis song is reali reali nice.. and it also matches the situation i am in now.. hmm.. feels tat these songs juz understand me at tis point of time.. he came without me knowing.. we fell in love without us realising.. i was the one who was there alwayz to cmfort him and lend him my ears and shoulders wen he was down.. cared for him and unknowingly.. fell for him... gave him the warmth and love.. but tis is wat he gave me in return.. haizzz...well.. here are the lyrics....
(Brian)
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
(Delta)
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruise and battered by your words (brian
Days are shattered, how it hurts and delta)
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted (brian)
tis last song is by destiny's child.. brown eyes... part of it is tis... the words he eva told me is juz soo touching.. so sweet and loving.. but i did not expect it to end it tis way... haizzzz....
remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too
I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
i dun noe how am i suppose to figure it out... coz we are no more in contact rite now... he eva told me sowie and tat told me tat we could be frenz.. it hurts but i noe i have to except the fact... wif heavy hearts i continued tis life of mine.. there was once i msged him wishing him sumting... and his reply was..."who's tis?" i was like... wat the ****....... dun even remember me.. GREAT... PERFECT.... from tat dae on.. i decided well maybe he juz doesn't want to have aniting to do wif me ani more.. wel tat was wat he said once... but tat was way b4 we decided to be frenz.. the dae wen we we not in a reali good term.. haiz.. wat is reali happening to me?
lately i juz feel tat i am invisible.. like no one sees me around ani more.. maybe they are juz sick and tired of me? well.. if tat is the case.. sowie if i made u all sick.. hmm.. to those who still wanna read my blog.. ur most welcome.. hmm.. guess i gtg now... but i will not be blogging for the next few daes.. or maybe weeks.. coz i am having my examz... pray for me ya pple... appreciate it lotz.. take carez...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 6:44 PM
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my new blog skin!!
Sunday, March 26, 2006
hey there people... hmm.. juz finish doing my blogskin.. hehe.. nice a not? juz like the colour contrast.. black and green.. how nice can it be rite? haha.. lately i have started liking green.. kewlz.. yeeeeaaaa!!!! okok.. hmm..
lately rite.. i have been tinking of sumone.. weirdly lah... not tat i miz him.. but dun noe y i am juz asking myself wat actually happened between us.. hmm.. there's lots of mixed feelings actually.. angry for the way he treats me.. sad for the way i have been treated... confused for y he had to treat me tis way.. juz finding the reason for all tis... hmm.. and to add on to tis.. i heard a song by BSB.. which reali suits tis mood of mine and the situation i am in rite now.. hmm.. the song is memories.. not reali a popular song.. but a nice one indeed.. the first paragraph of tis song lyrics is reali for him... as far as i noe.. i did nothing wrong.. it was him who betrayed me.. being together wif another gal without me even noeing it.. the dreamz and experience tat we had juz went down the drain... he stabbed the dreamz tat we had once built... but y?? tis is the only reason i had alwayz wanted to know.. haiz..............tis is part of the lyrics..
Does it really matter if you got it right?
Does it really matter who was wrong or right? (yeah)
All I know, yes I know that I can make it through
What about you?
There's a placeI can't let go
Holding all the dreams I used to know
I wish it was the same
I guess no one's to blame
But I, I'd do it all again
and another song is almost here.. by delta goodrem.. tis song is reali reali nice.. and it also matches the situation i am in now.. hmm.. feels tat these songs juz understand me at tis point of time.. he came without me knowing.. we fell in love without us realising.. i was the one who was there alwayz to cmfort him and lend him my ears and shoulders wen he was down.. cared for him and unknowingly.. fell for him... gave him the warmth and love.. but tis is wat he gave me in return.. haizzz...well.. here are the lyrics....
(Brian)
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
(Delta)
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruise and battered by your words (brian
Days are shattered, how it hurts and delta)
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted (brian)
tis last song is by destiny's child.. brown eyes... part of it is tis... the words he eva told me is juz soo touching.. so sweet and loving.. but i did not expect it to end it tis way... haizzzz....
remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too
I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
i dun noe how am i suppose to figure it out... coz we are no more in contact rite now... he eva told me sowie and tat told me tat we could be frenz.. it hurts but i noe i have to except the fact... wif heavy hearts i continued tis life of mine.. there was once i msged him wishing him sumting... and his reply was..."who's tis?" i was like... wat the ****....... dun even remember me.. GREAT... PERFECT.... from tat dae on.. i decided well maybe he juz doesn't want to have aniting to do wif me ani more.. wel tat was wat he said once... but tat was way b4 we decided to be frenz.. the dae wen we we not in a reali good term.. haiz.. wat is reali happening to me?
lately i juz feel tat i am invisible.. like no one sees me around ani more.. maybe they are juz sick and tired of me? well.. if tat is the case.. sowie if i made u all sick.. hmm.. to those who still wanna read my blog.. ur most welcome.. hmm.. guess i gtg now... but i will not be blogging for the next few daes.. or maybe weeks.. coz i am having my examz... pray for me ya pple... appreciate it lotz.. take carez...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 6:44 PM
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