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Sunday, February 26, 2006

phew... i am juz soo tired.. yesterdae went out wif my 2 best frenz.. hmm.. went to suntec to look for job.. den one of them had to go for her bible study.. sent her off at the mrt station.. den left the 2 of us.. we did some window shopping... den had my reali late breakfast and late lunch... was abt 4 like tat.. den we walked to coffee bean!! yea!!! pampered myself wif my favourite drink there... black forest ice blend... lurve it lotz!!!1 hehe... den we walked and did sum more window shopping... saw tis reali nice bag..... but it is $32.... so expensive... haiz.. wen will i be able to go shopping? there's lots on my list rite now.. haiz... den we took bus no. 10 back.. he dropped at temasek sec and transfer a bus back to his home.. me dropped at tamp interchange b4 transfering to bus 291.... sowie ya yue ning.. coz i was late.. den u cannot join us.... :( shall go out one more dae okie?

at nite my uncle came over to help us service our air con.. esp. mine..... its been leaking for mths!!!! irritating air con... only want to be pampered... haiz.. soooo tired after 4 hours plus of servicing 3 air con...

tomorrow is the start of my 1 week break... but guess i will spent my holidaes studying and completing my projects... wat a holidae rite? ish..ish..ish... ok lah.. gtg now... take carez pple..

words for the dae

For everything you have missed,

you have gained something else,

and for everything you gain,

you lose something else...

Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:38 PM

~i Am wEaK~

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

hey there people... hmm.. soo tired after a reali heavy half week... on saturdae went over to my aunt's house.. my uncle had an accident.. haiz.. AGAIN!! haiz... luckily not bad.. not physical injury seen.. went to visit him.. and see how things were.. and guess wat.. went over together wif my posters... for my monday's presentation.. amazing huh... hahaha... niwaes.. went back at abt 10 plus...came back home and continued wif the project... slept at abt 2 plus like tat.. den on sun.. went out wif my sister.. bought black shirt 4 my presentation the next dae.. den came back 4 plus.. met nurul and pass her the part she needs to do for the presentation... den did the project till late at 3 plus in the morning...had only abt 2 hours of sleep.. wake up to go to skool!!argh!!! i am sooooo sleepy.. my life is like only wif the project... other people's life is being together wif the loved ones.. but me... together wif the project!! sooo boring... but well.. i guess tis is all part of poly life.. hmm..

on mondae.. i felt like my world is like turning.. and tat i dun noe wat is happening to me.. during my presentation.. the lecturer bombarded me wif lotz of qns... i was like... OMG!! tat dae wen we go and see her.. she say everything is ok.. seems fine.. but den she now asking me super lots of qns... haiyo.. i showed her my damn pissed off face manz.. i felt like bursting out in front of the class sia.. i already put in lotz and lotz of qn.. and tis is wat i get in return... oh gosh... plz help me... well.. den now she say we juz have to add in the stuff tat we missed out for the presentation... so guys... guess i need to have another grp meeting liao.. sowie for being a bad leader... :(

for the whole of tat dae rite.. i was feeling sick.. sumting in me was juz not rite.. i juz felt like vomiting.. or maybe not.. my head hurts a lot.. felt like being crushed.. i dun noe why.. it is reali hurting.. y is all tis happening to me? do u all noe how an over worked machine is? yupz.. tat's me... haiyo.. next week got break.. but it doesn't seem like a break... got presentation to finish up.. got test to study for.. haiz.. soooo bz liao.. break will be only one week... expect us to do soo much things..... *fainted* got feel earthquake? hehe.. sowie.. juz fainted.. now ok oreadi.. hmm.. juz need a break for now.. plan to go for a movie wif my sis next week.. hmm.. dun noe if it will still be on.. i bz lah.. so guess have to go now... wanna go have my dinner.. my lunch and breakfast was a bread and some wedges juz now.. juz came back from jogging.. bear-footed and in my jeans.. hahaha.. funny rite... nvr mind lah.. got to go now liao.. sowie guys.. take carez... bubbyez...

...Words For The Day...

Everybody talks about wanting to change things and help and fix...

but ultimately all you can do is fix yourself...

And that's a lot...

Because if you can fix yourself...

it has a ripple effect.

Written By Nurjihan,♥ 5:49 PM

?I aM ToRN?

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Hey there people.. hmm.. how's life? hope u all are fine.. hmm.. remember i wrote once abt my buddy? hmm.. i am ok oreadi wif him.. he actually did not noe wat actually happened.. but well.. hope tings between us will be fine alwayz.. hmm.. thankz to the 'fren' who tagged at his tagboard.. suspect tat that 'fren' is one of my fren.. hmmmmm..... well.. todae felt like blogging abt tis song here.. tis song here is sang by the SHS IDOL.. which is my fren.. izyan.. felt in love wif it since the first time heard it.. and by the second time i heard her performing it.. i was like.. "WAT SONG IS TAT?!!?? I WANT IT!!!" hehe.. lurve it soooooooooo much.. hope u all like it ya.. take carez people..

I thought I saw a man brought to life

He was warm, he came around like he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man I adored

You don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is for

But I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie

conversation has run dry

That's what’s going on, nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late, I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right

Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light

But you crawled beneath my veins and now

I don't care, I have no luck,

I don't miss it all that much

There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late, I'm already torn. Torn.

There's nothing where he used to lie

My inspiration has run dry

That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor

You're a little late, I'm already torn

Written By Nurjihan,♥ 7:06 PM

......i aM SiCk......

Sunday, February 12, 2006

oh gosh....i am sick again.. tis weekend is reali a terrible one for me manz... haiz.. getting from bad to worse... have u all experienced a terrible pain in ur throat... a reali bad one... yupz.. tat's wat i was going thru on fridae.. could not reali tok.. my throat hurts a lot... haiz.. maybe i did too much on throat for my project.. it was almost impossible for me to swallow aniting.. it reali hurts....luckily i brought bread from home.. a bit softer for me to swallow... went home and did some of my stuff quickly...den went to sleep...

guess wat!!!! the next dae wen i woke up... i lost 3/4 of my voice... and my nose is leaking... non stop... help.... i need a plumber.....!!!! haiz.. sneeze non stop.. i will sneeze till 4 times at once.. aaacchhhoooooo........ here i go again... oh ya.. did my HS 2080 project... painted and pasted... den at nite went over to my grandparents house.. miz them lotz.. my granddad is sick.. get well soon grand dad.... den went to watch the thaipusam... (indian cultural occassion) at serangoon... saw them carrying the heavy weight on their body.. had needles thru their body to maintain the weight... i understand the reason for tis occassion thru my indian fren... well... i salute the indians for they have a reali strong will to repent... niwaes reached home at abt 1 plus.... slept at 3 plus... then todae my nose still leaking.. all the plumbers on holidaes.. haiz.. todae not much plans.. stayed at home at finish up my HS 2080.. touched up on it.. hey guys.. hope the project is ok ya.. sowie if not nice.. well... i guess i gtg now.. my head is like sooooooo the throbbing rite now...seriously not in the mood to blog.. sowie ya.. take carez..

*hari kiamat akan datang tak lama lagi... semoga semua umat islam akan menyedari akan kenyataan ini...dan apa bila hari tersebut tiba.. harap semua umat islam telah pun insaf... insya allah.... *

Written By Nurjihan,♥ 11:06 PM

..Oh gOd...pLz HeLp Me.....

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

peace upon all of u... how are u? hope all of u out there are fine.. hmm... tis wk is a reali tired wk for me.. have been sleeping late.. and i mean reali late.. rushing thru my project.. on sun my 2 frenz came over.. did.. and i slept at 4am...... rushing and rushing.... woke up at 7 the next dae.. had to go skool early.. coz got presentation.. and guess wat.. found out tat our lecturer on mc!!!! i was soo pissed off manz.. haiz.. wasted all the time.. den tat dae had terrible headaches in skool... dun noe why.. till todae.. head still throbbing... its sooo painful.. and my sore throat.. its been 2 wks or so tat my throat is pain.. haiz.. hmm... actually i have no mood to blog... juz wanna say abt wat i read juz now... at my past... hmm... dun noe why all of a sudden tot abt it... my tears are still rolling down my cheeks.... i cannot control...cheeks wet while reading it and blogging tis.... i still could not belief tat our buddy-ship juz disappear like tat... without me noeing wat i have done.. wifout me noeing wat had happened.... tis is wat he wrote last time...

*Jihan.... I onli juz known u... But no doubt, Ur my best buddy.... And yes, I will stick to my promise dat I've made to u and will nv let go kkz... Smilez Alwayz =D*

for ur info.. his promise was to be buddies wif me 4eva... no matter wat happens.... den the next was tis...

*.....Luckily Jihan was there to comfort me all d time...Tankiew Jihan!!!!!U're really a saviour manz.... Tankiew so so much.....Buddies forever! =D Wooohooooooz!*

*But now I'm feeling much much better....Tankz u guys for asking how i am... =DEspecially my sis and Jihan... =D Yupz.....*

tis next one was a poem i wrote for him..(well it was sucky.. but tat is not the issue here...)
*And not to forget my buddy.... Jihan....She's been the one hu has always given me a reason to continue helping others....She wrote a poem for me yesterday...... And here it goes....
Frenz are the one
Whom you can trust
Frenz are the one
Who shares your joys and sorrows
Frenz are the ppl
Who can always stand by you
Frenz are the pple
Whom I feel, are very impt in your life
Frenz are the one
Who comforts you wen you are down
They will be the one
Who lends you a listening ear
Words of adviceAre nothing to them
Giving an advice
Is as easy as ABC
Thanks for being tat special fren
Having you around just makes me happy
Thanks for the comfort and listening ears
And most imptly
thanks for being TAUFIQ... my buddy!

I was really touched manz... Seriously....No one ever wrote me a poem b4.....She told me dat it wasn't a nice poem ar....But to me itz nice, coz itz d thought dat count...So dun worry kz buddy?Oh yar, U're the 1st to write me a poem!!!!Congratz! hahakz.... tankiew so so much!!! =D*

so i guess wat pple say abt guys are true after all.... tat they are very good at their words... they promise a lot.. but fulfilling it... dream on.... thankkz for all the sweet memories... dun noe if i can keep them... hope that u remember the memories we spent together...... wateva it is... u will be a history to me.....................................*sobz*

Words for the dae......

What we do for ourselves dies with us.

What we do for others and the world...

remains and is immortal.

Written By Nurjihan,♥ 1:45 AM

a dae out wif my best frenz...

Sunday, February 26, 2006

words for the dae

For everything you have missed,

you have gained something else,

and for everything you gain,

you lose something else...

Written by Nurjihan,♥ 10:38 PM

~i Am wEaK~

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

...Words For The Day...

Everybody talks about wanting to change things and help and fix...

but ultimately all you can do is fix yourself...

And that's a lot...

Because if you can fix yourself...

it has a ripple effect.

Written by Nurjihan,♥ 5:49 PM

?I aM ToRN?

Sunday, February 19, 2006

I thought I saw a man brought to life

He was warm, he came around like he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man I adored

You don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is for

But I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie

conversation has run dry

That's what’s going on, nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late, I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right

Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light

But you crawled beneath my veins and now

I don't care, I have no luck,

I don't miss it all that much

There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late, I'm already torn. Torn.

There's nothing where he used to lie

My inspiration has run dry

That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel

I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor

You're a little late, I'm already torn

Written by Nurjihan,♥ 7:06 PM

......i aM SiCk......

Sunday, February 12, 2006

*hari kiamat akan datang tak lama lagi... semoga semua umat islam akan menyedari akan kenyataan ini...dan apa bila hari tersebut tiba.. harap semua umat islam telah pun insaf... insya allah.... *

Written by Nurjihan,♥ 11:06 PM

..Oh gOd...pLz HeLp Me.....

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Words for the dae......

What we do for ourselves dies with us.

What we do for others and the world...

remains and is immortal.

Written by Nurjihan,♥ 1:45 AM