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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

hey there people...
how are u guyz?
i apologise to my dear frenz out there..
who actually read my blog...
coz i have not been updating...
so sowie...
been reali bz lately...

skoolz's back.. and tat attatchment's over...
*sobzzzz*
i am sooo sad to leave my patients..
4 weeks taking care of them..
getting to noe them..
and noeing tat my help for them is appreciated...
i reali miz the sweet times i had wif them..
i noe tat some of my closest patients...
they do not have much time left...
u should noe wat i mean..
putting a smile on thier faces
during the last few moments of their life...
juz made me smile too...
the bond i had wif them....
haiz... but i had to leave..
i teared while toking to one of my closest patient...
i reali hope for their best in life...
and tat they will alwayz be hapi...

now skoolz back..
which means...
time to study....!!!!!....
which indirectly means more stress too....
am i rite?
hahaha... wateva it is...
hopefully i can cope wif sem 2...

*MSG FOR SUMONE...SHOULD NOE WHO U R*
tis is a msg to sumone..
who used to be very close to me...
well... i dare use the word 'used to'
coz i have tis feeling tat sumhow or wat..
he is avoiding me..
u should noe who u are...
unless u can prove to me tat wateva i said..
was false.. and tat u are not avoiding me..
it has alwayz been me...
me who started the conversation..
me who started smsing u...
me who started asking how u are... and how is life..
i did not care...
coz i guess u are bz..
so i give and take..
but as time goes by...
i started feeling tat u are sick and tired of me...
wen i was online..
i started chatting wif you..
there was no reply...
not once..
but twice...
until i went offline..
reali tot u were bz..
but i oso started realising tat wen i am online..
u made change ur status to be bz.. or away...
and it keep on repeating...
tis went on for weekz...
so i guess i am rite after all...
u are sick of me..
guess the promise made last time should be broken..
i dun mind..
coz i see no use in us keeping tat promise animore...
wen u dun even wan to tok to me..
so ya..
wish u all the best in wateva u do..
hope u succeed...
study hard and find yourself a gal..^_^
and take good care of her..

Written By Nurjihan, 10:33 AM