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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

DeArEsT DiArY.....

hey there people...
peace upon all of u..
how are u guyz?
hope u all are fine..
me?? juz dun ask...
i am lost... broken into pieces...
i am in the process of finding myself..
so ya.. juz decided to blog...
hope i will feel better...
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

niwaes.. todae went to the cementry...
visited my late grandparents.. uncle and greatgrandma..
miz them sooo much..
i am reali wondering...
i cannot share probs wif my parents..
especially abt my personal life...
only if they are still ard huh...
i tink i will be able to let out my feelings to them..
haiz....... *sobz*
*sobz* *sobz* *sobz* *sobz* *sobz*
i can soo imagine it manz..
but how i wish it is all reality...
now... i am all by myself..
no one to listen to me..
and no one to entertain me..
no one to stop me cry...
no one to calm me down..
no one to put a smile on my face...
well.. tis i dun reali impt..
coz no one wants to see my smile ani wae..
sooo ya...
hmm... i guess i have to live wif all tis..
not tat i have not live wif all tis..
but i have to live wif it longer now..
haizzzzz.......

well....
i guess i wil end here for now...
no one reading it ani way...
so.. i will blog again soon..
take carez every body.. (if there is ani lah..)

Written By Nurjihan, 11:20 PM