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Saturday, November 19, 2005
peace upon all of u...
how are u all?
hope u all are fine huh..
hmm.. cuz fiqah..
thankz for reading my blog..
the rest who read.. thankz too..
coz i noe not much of u read..
well.. nvr mind..
can't force pple to do sumting they dun like huh..
argh......... dun noe what i am crapping here..
haiz.. i am now reali stressed.....
got a story to let out to my blog...
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.......
well..
hmm.. actually wrote abt HIM in here b4..
he ever said tat he wanna 4get me..
get me out of his contact list...
tat sentence is still in my head...
it feels like its juz been said yesterdae....
honestly.. it hurts a lot...
reali reali a lot...
made me tear every nite to sleep...
even lost concentration in wat i do in the day time..
but tis lonely broken heart manage to survive...
manage to go thru life all by myself..
den.... after one mth of not contacting each other...
i SUDDENLY get a msg from HIM...
BUT WHY??????????
ask him if he msg the wrong person..
but he got pissed off and got angry..
he said he did not expected the way i reacted...
wat am i suppose to do???
smile? laugh? be hapi??
i am hurt?? hello...??...???!!??...
it ended up me calling him...
ask him why?
why is he acting like tis towards the one sentence i asked?
our conversation tat nite while on my way home..
was full of silence.. and a bit of conversation...
it made me cry...even on my way home..
cried while talking to him..
but all he asked me to do was.. forget abt it..
and it ended there..
den msged me and asked why i cry?
but replied him late coz i got scolding from my mum..
i replied... "i remembered the past"
and till todae... no replay again from him...
what does he tink he is?
chips more biscuit?
now have.. now gone...
is tat what u are??
dun noe if u are reading tis..
but whatever it is...
juz tink..
and stop hurting me....
enough of me being a fool...
enough of me being hurt...
plz.....
if u need me to beg u...
i am willing to...
my heart is reali in a pain...
u went wifout me wanting...
came back wifout me knowing...
and left AGAIN wifout me knowing...
plz stop hurting tis heartbroken gal......
I HAD ENOUGH.....!!!!!......!!!!.....
u noe who u are i suppose.....
thankz for reading...
will have more blogs for all of u..
take carez...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:38 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 29*...*...*
Saturday, November 19, 2005
peace upon all of u...
how are u all?
hope u all are fine huh..
hmm.. cuz fiqah..
thankz for reading my blog..
the rest who read.. thankz too..
coz i noe not much of u read..
well.. nvr mind..
can't force pple to do sumting they dun like huh..
argh......... dun noe what i am crapping here..
haiz.. i am now reali stressed.....
got a story to let out to my blog...
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.......
well..
hmm.. actually wrote abt HIM in here b4..
he ever said tat he wanna 4get me..
get me out of his contact list...
tat sentence is still in my head...
it feels like its juz been said yesterdae....
honestly.. it hurts a lot...
reali reali a lot...
made me tear every nite to sleep...
even lost concentration in wat i do in the day time..
but tis lonely broken heart manage to survive...
manage to go thru life all by myself..
den.... after one mth of not contacting each other...
i SUDDENLY get a msg from HIM...
BUT WHY??????????
ask him if he msg the wrong person..
but he got pissed off and got angry..
he said he did not expected the way i reacted...
wat am i suppose to do???
smile? laugh? be hapi??
i am hurt?? hello...??...???!!??...
it ended up me calling him...
ask him why?
why is he acting like tis towards the one sentence i asked?
our conversation tat nite while on my way home..
was full of silence.. and a bit of conversation...
it made me cry...even on my way home..
cried while talking to him..
but all he asked me to do was.. forget abt it..
and it ended there..
den msged me and asked why i cry?
but replied him late coz i got scolding from my mum..
i replied... "i remembered the past"
and till todae... no replay again from him...
what does he tink he is?
chips more biscuit?
now have.. now gone...
is tat what u are??
dun noe if u are reading tis..
but whatever it is...
juz tink..
and stop hurting me....
enough of me being a fool...
enough of me being hurt...
plz.....
if u need me to beg u...
i am willing to...
my heart is reali in a pain...
u went wifout me wanting...
came back wifout me knowing...
and left AGAIN wifout me knowing...
plz stop hurting tis heartbroken gal......
I HAD ENOUGH.....!!!!!......!!!!.....
u noe who u are i suppose.....
thankz for reading...
will have more blogs for all of u..
take carez...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 10:38 PM
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I can't be you
The name is NurJihan Binte Abdulla.
The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
The patience Nurse.
Contact me @ jihan_five@hotmail.com.
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