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Sunday, November 13, 2005

peace upon all of u...
how are u guys?
hmm.. hope u all are fine..
hmm.. its been a while since i update..
sowie guys..
been a bit bz... since its hari raya..
well.. its oreadi 10 daes of hari raya.. 20 more daes..
hehehehe...
next week gonna be a reali bz week..
out for like 5 daes in tat one week.. so excited!!
but hope tat my flu and backache will be gone by den..

hmm.. olevels is going on..
how is it buddy??
u have a few papers more to go..
so good luck.. okiez..
alevels oso going on now..
wish my frenz all the best manz..

tis is a song from kelly clarkson..
it means reali a lot...
hope u all like it..

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
*Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
repeat *
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid
Because of you...Because of you

Written By Nurjihan,♥ 2:58 PM