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Thursday, October 13, 2005
assalamualaikum...
to all my muslim frenz out there...
how are you guyz?
hope you are all fine..
and wish all of you...
selamat berpuase...
takmo puase yok2 tau...
bulan ni bulan baik...
hargai nya....
well.. it seems like i have not blog..
for a VERY long time huh..
bz lah...
one dae got 2 test...
den in week got 4 test to study...
help me manz..
my hairs are dropping...
now tat the 4 test are over...
and tat my BCLS (CPR) are over..
even though i need to have a retest..
coz i did not make it for one skill..
haiz..
did tat CPR till my hand bengkak manz..
everything perfect...
except for my ventilation...
aiyo.......
nvr mind.. hope i will do well tis coming wednesday...
now have to tink abt EXAMZ!!!
i reali need to buck up liao..
my bio prac...
did not make it..
study like sum mad gerl..
but still ended up wif 'F'
i guess my studying technique was wrong..
haiz...
my EXAMZ are like in 2 weeks time..
26/10...28/10...29/10
so... i REALI need to study hard......
i dun wan to be retained..
i wan to continue to to semester 2....
plz...plz...plz....plz....plz.....plz.....
HELP ME ALLAH!!!
MUDAH-MUDAHAN DENGAN IZINMU....
insya allah.........
well.. better get going now..
need to help my mama..
well.. b4 tat actually...
here are my msg for tis pple...
BUDDY: study hard untuk u nye olevels tau.. you can do it.. jia you!! good luckz... my support and wishes will alwayz be wif you okiez?? take carez.... smilez alwayz...
CUZFIQAH: Nlevel da habis kan.. so buat keje yg berfaedah sikit tau tak.. takmo waste time doing sumthing yg tak berfaedah.. take carez..
ALL NURSING GRP 24: study hard for the examz okiez? you all can do it.. dun give up horz... take carez...
ALL THE PPLE READING MY BLOG: all of you muz take carez too okiez? and dun 4get to smilez alwayz..
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 9:51 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 25*...*...*
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
helo people..
hmm.. ani one there?
hmm.. dun see ani one there..
but nvr mind.. hehe..
i will juz blog wat i wanna blog todae..
hmm...........
well.. yesterdae nite.. hmm..
msn wif my bro...
hmm.. asked him wen he going off to tekong..
and he said..."tis mon dear..."
ARGH...!!!.....
haiz... well.. i hope i will be ok,..
all tis while. weneva i have a prob..
he will be the one who listens to me..
gives me advice...
and lends me his shoulder..
he will be in tekong for 1 month 2 weeks....
haiz.. wat a long period...
but my best wishes to you abg...
den.. did not have the mood to do aniting..
so juz cleaned my room a bit..
den get ready to sleep...
but not sleepy yet though...
lie down on my bed...
den listen to my MP3....
and while listening to a particular song...
i cried.. coz it means a lot...
it feels like the song is meant for me..
den... i fell asleep...
fell asleep lonely in my tears...
the next dae in skool...
did not wan to tok much...
hmm... kept on tinking abt it...
well... reali felt like an idiot...
felt reali sad...
haiz.. well.. i guess i stop it here lah...
wanna continue doing my werk...
dun wanna go home tat early...
or i will start feeling sad again...
haiz........
oh ya.. to my buddy... good luck for your olevels..
buat betul2 tau..
i will be behind you alwayz...
supporting you all the way...
okiez?? hahaha...
to my fiqah...
blajar untuk your nlevel betul2..
takmo pikir pasal bende lain ajer..
concentrate...
NO ITE FOR YOU.....
GO TO SEC 5... TAU?
ok lah.. takmo stress you further...
take carez guyz...
bubbyez... ^_^
*I HAVE SAID TAT I WANNA FORGET YOU FOR 3 TIMES...
*BUT I HAVE ALWAYZ GAVE YOU A CHANCE....
*SINCE YOU CLEARLY AND OBVIOUSLY THREW ME...
*I PROMISE MYSELF TAT YOU WILL BE FORGOTTEN........
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 4:53 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 24*...*...*
Saturday, October 01, 2005
hey there people..
how are you feeling todae?
hope your are all great...
hmm.. juz wanna blog abt something..
something tat shattered my heart...
hmm.. well.. lotz of things have been happening...
happening to me and myself..
dun noe why my heart is so fragile..
maybe coz i am a gal...
i ever blog abt HIM b4..
a few blogs b4 tis one..
all was on him...
i honestly fell in love wif him..
but he hurt me...
hurt me deep inside..
especially todae........
msn wif him juz now..
he saw my nick and ask if i wanted to 4get him..
i say i dun noe..
and he say if i wan to 4get him he will be sad..
but he will try to accept the fact lah..
i say i seriously dun noe..
den he ask me t i kept thr truth abt me liking him..
y i did not tell him..
i mean i am a gal.. like am i suppose to say.. hey, i like u..
den pple will tink i am a despo... which is soooo not true..
den i say.. i dun noe.. i dun have the ans wif me..
den he kept on asking me..
he asked me the reason y i like him..
den guess wat..
i actually ask him if he liked me..
and he say... yesh...
he say he liked me.. and he tinks we got chemistry..
and i tink the same way too...
argh!!!!!! haiz......
den he say he need to go..
so he needs an ans if i wan to wait 4 him.. or 4get him..
i reali dun noe!!!!!!!!
den i told him...
i leave it all up to u..
i cannot force him to like me..
and i wun wan to force him to come back 2 me..
den he say he dun noe either..
he is confused..
den we went silence for a while..
den he say he need to go oreadi..
den i say.. ok lah..
lastly i typed..
if u wan to forget me.. go ahead..
and guess wat he typed.........................
*OK.. I WAN TO 4GET U......*
tat shattered my heart into tiny pieces..
unknowingly..... my tears rolled down my cheeks...
i was speechless....
at one point of time..
he say he likes me..den next point of time..
he say he wans to 4get me...
b4 i left..
i told him tis...
*MY LAST WISHES 4 U B4 I LEAVE.. HOPE U ARE HAPI WIF YOUR GAL ALWAYZ..
SINCE TAT IS YOUR DECISION.. I HAVE NOTING TO SAY..*
and den he went offline...
he hurt me a lot...
reali a lot....
i am reali sad manz..
well.. i tink i will end it here..
i dun feel so good...
i juz wanna rest for now..
take carez....
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 7:11 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 26*...*...*
Thursday, October 13, 2005
assalamualaikum...
to all my muslim frenz out there...
how are you guyz?
hope you are all fine..
and wish all of you...
selamat berpuase...
takmo puase yok2 tau...
bulan ni bulan baik...
hargai nya....
well.. it seems like i have not blog..
for a VERY long time huh..
bz lah...
one dae got 2 test...
den in week got 4 test to study...
help me manz..
my hairs are dropping...
now tat the 4 test are over...
and tat my BCLS (CPR) are over..
even though i need to have a retest..
coz i did not make it for one skill..
haiz..
did tat CPR till my hand bengkak manz..
everything perfect...
except for my ventilation...
aiyo.......
nvr mind.. hope i will do well tis coming wednesday...
now have to tink abt EXAMZ!!!
i reali need to buck up liao..
my bio prac...
did not make it..
study like sum mad gerl..
but still ended up wif 'F'
i guess my studying technique was wrong..
haiz...
my EXAMZ are like in 2 weeks time..
26/10...28/10...29/10
so... i REALI need to study hard......
i dun wan to be retained..
i wan to continue to to semester 2....
plz...plz...plz....plz....plz.....plz.....
HELP ME ALLAH!!!
MUDAH-MUDAHAN DENGAN IZINMU....
insya allah.........
well.. better get going now..
need to help my mama..
well.. b4 tat actually...
here are my msg for tis pple...
BUDDY: study hard untuk u nye olevels tau.. you can do it.. jia you!! good luckz... my support and wishes will alwayz be wif you okiez?? take carez.... smilez alwayz...
CUZFIQAH: Nlevel da habis kan.. so buat keje yg berfaedah sikit tau tak.. takmo waste time doing sumthing yg tak berfaedah.. take carez..
ALL NURSING GRP 24: study hard for the examz okiez? you all can do it.. dun give up horz... take carez...
ALL THE PPLE READING MY BLOG: all of you muz take carez too okiez? and dun 4get to smilez alwayz..
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 9:51 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 25*...*...*
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
helo people..
hmm.. ani one there?
hmm.. dun see ani one there..
but nvr mind.. hehe..
i will juz blog wat i wanna blog todae..
hmm...........
well.. yesterdae nite.. hmm..
msn wif my bro...
hmm.. asked him wen he going off to tekong..
and he said..."tis mon dear..."
ARGH...!!!.....
haiz... well.. i hope i will be ok,..
all tis while. weneva i have a prob..
he will be the one who listens to me..
gives me advice...
and lends me his shoulder..
he will be in tekong for 1 month 2 weeks....
haiz.. wat a long period...
but my best wishes to you abg...
den.. did not have the mood to do aniting..
so juz cleaned my room a bit..
den get ready to sleep...
but not sleepy yet though...
lie down on my bed...
den listen to my MP3....
and while listening to a particular song...
i cried.. coz it means a lot...
it feels like the song is meant for me..
den... i fell asleep...
fell asleep lonely in my tears...
the next dae in skool...
did not wan to tok much...
hmm... kept on tinking abt it...
well... reali felt like an idiot...
felt reali sad...
haiz.. well.. i guess i stop it here lah...
wanna continue doing my werk...
dun wanna go home tat early...
or i will start feeling sad again...
haiz........
oh ya.. to my buddy... good luck for your olevels..
buat betul2 tau..
i will be behind you alwayz...
supporting you all the way...
okiez?? hahaha...
to my fiqah...
blajar untuk your nlevel betul2..
takmo pikir pasal bende lain ajer..
concentrate...
NO ITE FOR YOU.....
GO TO SEC 5... TAU?
ok lah.. takmo stress you further...
take carez guyz...
bubbyez... ^_^
*I HAVE SAID TAT I WANNA FORGET YOU FOR 3 TIMES...
*BUT I HAVE ALWAYZ GAVE YOU A CHANCE....
*SINCE YOU CLEARLY AND OBVIOUSLY THREW ME...
*I PROMISE MYSELF TAT YOU WILL BE FORGOTTEN........
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 4:53 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 24*...*...*
Saturday, October 01, 2005
hey there people..
how are you feeling todae?
hope your are all great...
hmm.. juz wanna blog abt something..
something tat shattered my heart...
hmm.. well.. lotz of things have been happening...
happening to me and myself..
dun noe why my heart is so fragile..
maybe coz i am a gal...
i ever blog abt HIM b4..
a few blogs b4 tis one..
all was on him...
i honestly fell in love wif him..
but he hurt me...
hurt me deep inside..
especially todae........
msn wif him juz now..
he saw my nick and ask if i wanted to 4get him..
i say i dun noe..
and he say if i wan to 4get him he will be sad..
but he will try to accept the fact lah..
i say i seriously dun noe..
den he ask me t i kept thr truth abt me liking him..
y i did not tell him..
i mean i am a gal.. like am i suppose to say.. hey, i like u..
den pple will tink i am a despo... which is soooo not true..
den i say.. i dun noe.. i dun have the ans wif me..
den he kept on asking me..
he asked me the reason y i like him..
den guess wat..
i actually ask him if he liked me..
and he say... yesh...
he say he liked me.. and he tinks we got chemistry..
and i tink the same way too...
argh!!!!!! haiz......
den he say he need to go..
so he needs an ans if i wan to wait 4 him.. or 4get him..
i reali dun noe!!!!!!!!
den i told him...
i leave it all up to u..
i cannot force him to like me..
and i wun wan to force him to come back 2 me..
den he say he dun noe either..
he is confused..
den we went silence for a while..
den he say he need to go oreadi..
den i say.. ok lah..
lastly i typed..
if u wan to forget me.. go ahead..
and guess wat he typed.........................
*OK.. I WAN TO 4GET U......*
tat shattered my heart into tiny pieces..
unknowingly..... my tears rolled down my cheeks...
i was speechless....
at one point of time..
he say he likes me..den next point of time..
he say he wans to 4get me...
b4 i left..
i told him tis...
*MY LAST WISHES 4 U B4 I LEAVE.. HOPE U ARE HAPI WIF YOUR GAL ALWAYZ..
SINCE TAT IS YOUR DECISION.. I HAVE NOTING TO SAY..*
and den he went offline...
he hurt me a lot...
reali a lot....
i am reali sad manz..
well.. i tink i will end it here..
i dun feel so good...
i juz wanna rest for now..
take carez....
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 7:11 PM
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I can't be you
The name is NurJihan Binte Abdulla.
The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
The patience Nurse.
Contact me @ jihan_five@hotmail.com.
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