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Monday, September 19, 2005

well.. helo there pple..
its me again.. hehe..
wat do u expect.. obviously its jihan..
coz u are reading jihan's blog..
haha.. okok i noe i am crapping...

hmm.. todae's the first dae of skool again..
yeeeepieezzzz....
but den rite... i have onli been here for like 3 hours todae...
and guess wat...
tests and tests are like filling up my schedule next wk...
aaarrrrggggghhhhh......
but nvr mind.. i shall study hard for it..
shall prove to everyone in the world i can do it..
haha.. i am starting to crap again..
ooppzzz... sowie..
niwaes...

something happened o me yesterdae..
hmm... juz found out the truth abt him..
ok.. not reali the truth abt him..
but the truth abt our mizunderstanding...
he sarted chatting wif me yesterdae on msn...
den.. he ask me why i am behaving very weird...
he say i change...
like wat do u expect...
i lost a person i love so much..
obviously i would have a reaction rite?
den.. i found out tat he actualli did not receive my msg..
the long msg i wrote to him on zorpia...
tat msg was reali important during tat time manz..
if onli he would have receive tat msg..
things would have been different now..
he told me tat too...
if onli he received tat msg on tat dae...
he would have not hurt me till like tis...
argh!!!!! i am soooo blank now...
dun noe wat i should do...
he pleaded for forgiveness to me yesterdae...
and it was reali sweet... seriously...
well.. i told him i will forgive him...
but i am still hurt inside..
he told me not to forget him..
as he will be brokenhearted...
well.. tat i dun noe..
still wondering if i should forget him..
hhhhaaaaaaiiiiizzzzzzzz.......
he ask me to be my normal self back..
the cheerful gal who use to msg him..
and the gal who was soo caring and nice to him...
so i tot over abt it...
and i guess i shall try again..
and i juz msg him an hour ago...
well.. for now.. all i can do is to wait and see...
if he got no reply for me..
den i shall reali tink again abt tis...

hmm... will update u guys again...
take carez guys...
thanks for reading okiez...
feel so much better...
but still blank and blurr...
bubbyez....

Written By Nurjihan, 1:56 PM