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Saturday, September 10, 2005

good day pple out there..
how are you guys?
hope u are all fine huh...
hmm.. its been a reali long time..
reali lone time since i blog...
been bz lately....
and comp giving probs..
haiz... at last attatchments are over..
well.. it is not reali a good ting..
coz no attatchments menas no more babies..
and no more pple i can interact wif..
its nice getting to noe lotz of pple...
lots of diff pple especially..
sharing their probs wif me..
and at the end of the dae...
putting a smile on their faces..
it juz makes me hapi in a way or another...
the other dae.. stayed back wif my patient.. juz to accompany her..
coz she is in pain..
and it ended up me werking double shift..
from 7 am to 9 pm..
but it was fun though..
i juz did not feel tired...
but i feel satisfied.. coz i noe i made my patient hapi..
hahaha... i am weird huh..

and ya.. lately the pple around me...
they are getting more and more secretive...
and honestly... i hate it...
i mean.. wat's there to be soo secretive abt...
you being secretive.. juz hurt me u noe..
hurt me in a way or another..
i have enough problems oreadi u noe...
u dun have to add on to my probs...
u dun have to hurt me even more...
i juz dun get it...
i juz dun understand......
why are u hiding stuff from me.....
wat am i to u??
some idiot??
some idiot u can fool around wif?
some one who has no feelings?
tell u wat....
and i guess i better write it big enough...
I AM A HUMAN BEING WIF FEELINGS........
i dun noe wat u pple out there tink of me..
haiz... nvr mind lah..
i guess pple now juz prefer to ignore me..
juz put me aside...
far far away from their mind....
i guess i am in the list of pple...
pple who they want to ignore...
dun noe till wen?
mayb till forever...
thanks for hurting me........

*if u tink i am toking abt you... den juz realise tat u have actualli hurt my feelings........*

Written By Nurjihan, 4:07 PM