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Monday, September 19, 2005
well.. helo there pple..
its me again.. hehe..
wat do u expect.. obviously its jihan..
coz u are reading jihan's blog..
haha.. okok i noe i am crapping...
hmm.. todae's the first dae of skool again..
yeeeepieezzzz....
but den rite... i have onli been here for like 3 hours todae...
and guess wat...
tests and tests are like filling up my schedule next wk...
aaarrrrggggghhhhh......
but nvr mind.. i shall study hard for it..
shall prove to everyone in the world i can do it..
haha.. i am starting to crap again..
ooppzzz... sowie..
niwaes...
something happened o me yesterdae..
hmm... juz found out the truth abt him..
ok.. not reali the truth abt him..
but the truth abt our mizunderstanding...
he sarted chatting wif me yesterdae on msn...
den.. he ask me why i am behaving very weird...
he say i change...
like wat do u expect...
i lost a person i love so much..
obviously i would have a reaction rite?
den.. i found out tat he actualli did not receive my msg..
the long msg i wrote to him on zorpia...
tat msg was reali important during tat time manz..
if onli he would have receive tat msg..
things would have been different now..
he told me tat too...
if onli he received tat msg on tat dae...
he would have not hurt me till like tis...
argh!!!!! i am soooo blank now...
dun noe wat i should do...
he pleaded for forgiveness to me yesterdae...
and it was reali sweet... seriously...
well.. i told him i will forgive him...
but i am still hurt inside..
he told me not to forget him..
as he will be brokenhearted...
well.. tat i dun noe..
still wondering if i should forget him..
hhhhaaaaaaiiiiizzzzzzzz.......
he ask me to be my normal self back..
the cheerful gal who use to msg him..
and the gal who was soo caring and nice to him...
so i tot over abt it...
and i guess i shall try again..
and i juz msg him an hour ago...
well.. for now.. all i can do is to wait and see...
if he got no reply for me..
den i shall reali tink again abt tis...
hmm... will update u guys again...
take carez guys...
thanks for reading okiez...
feel so much better...
but still blank and blurr...
bubbyez....
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 1:56 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 22*...*...*
Saturday, September 10, 2005
good day pple out there..
how are you guys?
hope u are all fine huh...
hmm.. its been a reali long time..
reali lone time since i blog...
been bz lately....
and comp giving probs..
haiz... at last attatchments are over..
well.. it is not reali a good ting..
coz no attatchments menas no more babies..
and no more pple i can interact wif..
its nice getting to noe lotz of pple...
lots of diff pple especially..
sharing their probs wif me..
and at the end of the dae...
putting a smile on their faces..
it juz makes me hapi in a way or another...
the other dae.. stayed back wif my patient.. juz to accompany her..
coz she is in pain..
and it ended up me werking double shift..
from 7 am to 9 pm..
but it was fun though..
i juz did not feel tired...
but i feel satisfied.. coz i noe i made my patient hapi..
hahaha... i am weird huh..
and ya.. lately the pple around me...
they are getting more and more secretive...
and honestly... i hate it...
i mean.. wat's there to be soo secretive abt...
you being secretive.. juz hurt me u noe..
hurt me in a way or another..
i have enough problems oreadi u noe...
u dun have to add on to my probs...
u dun have to hurt me even more...
i juz dun get it...
i juz dun understand......
why are u hiding stuff from me.....
wat am i to u??
some idiot??
some idiot u can fool around wif?
some one who has no feelings?
tell u wat....
and i guess i better write it big enough...
I AM A HUMAN BEING WIF FEELINGS........
i dun noe wat u pple out there tink of me..
haiz... nvr mind lah..
i guess pple now juz prefer to ignore me..
juz put me aside...
far far away from their mind....
i guess i am in the list of pple...
pple who they want to ignore...
dun noe till wen?
mayb till forever...
thanks for hurting me........
*if u tink i am toking abt you... den juz realise tat u have actualli hurt my feelings........*
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 4:07 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 23*...*...*
Monday, September 19, 2005
well.. helo there pple..
its me again.. hehe..
wat do u expect.. obviously its jihan..
coz u are reading jihan's blog..
haha.. okok i noe i am crapping...
hmm.. todae's the first dae of skool again..
yeeeepieezzzz....
but den rite... i have onli been here for like 3 hours todae...
and guess wat...
tests and tests are like filling up my schedule next wk...
aaarrrrggggghhhhh......
but nvr mind.. i shall study hard for it..
shall prove to everyone in the world i can do it..
haha.. i am starting to crap again..
ooppzzz... sowie..
niwaes...
something happened o me yesterdae..
hmm... juz found out the truth abt him..
ok.. not reali the truth abt him..
but the truth abt our mizunderstanding...
he sarted chatting wif me yesterdae on msn...
den.. he ask me why i am behaving very weird...
he say i change...
like wat do u expect...
i lost a person i love so much..
obviously i would have a reaction rite?
den.. i found out tat he actualli did not receive my msg..
the long msg i wrote to him on zorpia...
tat msg was reali important during tat time manz..
if onli he would have receive tat msg..
things would have been different now..
he told me tat too...
if onli he received tat msg on tat dae...
he would have not hurt me till like tis...
argh!!!!! i am soooo blank now...
dun noe wat i should do...
he pleaded for forgiveness to me yesterdae...
and it was reali sweet... seriously...
well.. i told him i will forgive him...
but i am still hurt inside..
he told me not to forget him..
as he will be brokenhearted...
well.. tat i dun noe..
still wondering if i should forget him..
hhhhaaaaaaiiiiizzzzzzzz.......
he ask me to be my normal self back..
the cheerful gal who use to msg him..
and the gal who was soo caring and nice to him...
so i tot over abt it...
and i guess i shall try again..
and i juz msg him an hour ago...
well.. for now.. all i can do is to wait and see...
if he got no reply for me..
den i shall reali tink again abt tis...
hmm... will update u guys again...
take carez guys...
thanks for reading okiez...
feel so much better...
but still blank and blurr...
bubbyez....
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 1:56 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 22*...*...*
Saturday, September 10, 2005
good day pple out there..
how are you guys?
hope u are all fine huh...
hmm.. its been a reali long time..
reali lone time since i blog...
been bz lately....
and comp giving probs..
haiz... at last attatchments are over..
well.. it is not reali a good ting..
coz no attatchments menas no more babies..
and no more pple i can interact wif..
its nice getting to noe lotz of pple...
lots of diff pple especially..
sharing their probs wif me..
and at the end of the dae...
putting a smile on their faces..
it juz makes me hapi in a way or another...
the other dae.. stayed back wif my patient.. juz to accompany her..
coz she is in pain..
and it ended up me werking double shift..
from 7 am to 9 pm..
but it was fun though..
i juz did not feel tired...
but i feel satisfied.. coz i noe i made my patient hapi..
hahaha... i am weird huh..
and ya.. lately the pple around me...
they are getting more and more secretive...
and honestly... i hate it...
i mean.. wat's there to be soo secretive abt...
you being secretive.. juz hurt me u noe..
hurt me in a way or another..
i have enough problems oreadi u noe...
u dun have to add on to my probs...
u dun have to hurt me even more...
i juz dun get it...
i juz dun understand......
why are u hiding stuff from me.....
wat am i to u??
some idiot??
some idiot u can fool around wif?
some one who has no feelings?
tell u wat....
and i guess i better write it big enough...
I AM A HUMAN BEING WIF FEELINGS........
i dun noe wat u pple out there tink of me..
haiz... nvr mind lah..
i guess pple now juz prefer to ignore me..
juz put me aside...
far far away from their mind....
i guess i am in the list of pple...
pple who they want to ignore...
dun noe till wen?
mayb till forever...
thanks for hurting me........
*if u tink i am toking abt you... den juz realise tat u have actualli hurt my feelings........*
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 4:07 PM
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I can't be you
The name is NurJihan Binte Abdulla.
The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
The patience Nurse.
Contact me @ jihan_five@hotmail.com.
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