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*...*...*JoUrNaL 21*...*...*
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
hey hey..
i am back pple..
its been sumtime since i blog huh..
bz lah.. having attatchment now..
haiz.. wat to do..
well.. today i guess i shall blog abt my week..
abt wat happened to me...
hmm.. well.. now i am feeling terrible..
as usual.. my heart aches again..
guys hurtiong it again and again..
why is it alwayz happening to me?
why me??? why do guys i fall for hurt me??
haiz... no wonder my heart reali aches..
tis guy.. whom i knew.. i guess for one month plus oreadi...
hmm.. we got closer as days went by..
chat in msn.. chat pn the fone.. and sms..
den i guess i fell for him..
he is reali nice.. caring...
everytime while chatting.. love his voice..
den wen he heard my mum's voice..
he will ask if that is his mum in law's voice..
he will alwayz say how much he miz me..
den one day.. he ask me if i got feelings for him..
a qn tat i myself dun noe how to answer..
i lied to him.. saying no.. coz we juz knew each other..
he den gave me a crying face..
he say he is hurt.. and went offline..
i was reali puzzled...
i keep on asking for forgiveness.. but he cried..
i dun noe wat to do..
i den decided to tell him the truth..
but there was no reply or wat so ever..
i am sooo sad..
i was down wif fever for 3 days.. tinking of it..
but no one cares..
i was in pain.. and sick all by myself..
now he is like ignoring me..
den suddenly he will msg me.. he misses me.....
wat the ****
i dun noe lah..
all i can do now.. is to forget him...
all the hopes he ever give me..
thrown down the drain....
i am soooo sad...
but wat can i do??
i am juz a human being..
whom i guess cannot fall in love...
well.. got to go now..
continue next time ya..
take carez..
*thanks for all the sweet memories... u noe hu u are...*
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:59 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 20*...*...*
Sunday, August 14, 2005
hey there people..
how are you guys?
hope you are fine..
hmm.. unlike me..
i am sick!!!
haiz.. but now i am feeling a bit better....
after a stressing and sick week..
hmm.. wanna tell you guys sumting..
last week..on friday..
went out wif my bro..
he was sick.. and could not bear it..
ask me if i wanna accompany him..
go to the nearest polyclinic..
nearest to my skool..
but he was riding... and me...
i am wearing baju kurong...
coz it was fridae... so it was my routine..
but i still followed him..
it was a great opportunity...
coz its been like 4 years since we've met..
took the bike wif him..
but he noes tat i was scared and nervous..
hahaha.. but i had a great time..
we catch up some tings tat we've missed..
but.. not all though...
half way chatting.. his headache came back..
he 'borrowed' my shoulder...
den later wen it was our turn to check up..
found out tat his BP was like damn high..
he is stressed up wif the NDP tingy..
haiz.. pity my dear bro...
den after tat.. he treated me a drink..
but i did not want..
hehehe... coz i was a bit breathless..
dun noe why.. but all of a sudden..
tat alwayz happen to me...
den he ride me back to my skool..
where i came for my group meeting late..
sorry to my group members..
but i enjoyed the time spent wif my bro..
it was nice..
after such a long time..
he promise to bring me out on his bike again..
but wif out my BAJU KURONG!!!!
haha.. take carez guyz..
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 2:57 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 21*...*...*
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
hey hey..
i am back pple..
its been sumtime since i blog huh..
bz lah.. having attatchment now..
haiz.. wat to do..
well.. today i guess i shall blog abt my week..
abt wat happened to me...
hmm.. well.. now i am feeling terrible..
as usual.. my heart aches again..
guys hurtiong it again and again..
why is it alwayz happening to me?
why me??? why do guys i fall for hurt me??
haiz... no wonder my heart reali aches..
tis guy.. whom i knew.. i guess for one month plus oreadi...
hmm.. we got closer as days went by..
chat in msn.. chat pn the fone.. and sms..
den i guess i fell for him..
he is reali nice.. caring...
everytime while chatting.. love his voice..
den wen he heard my mum's voice..
he will ask if that is his mum in law's voice..
he will alwayz say how much he miz me..
den one day.. he ask me if i got feelings for him..
a qn tat i myself dun noe how to answer..
i lied to him.. saying no.. coz we juz knew each other..
he den gave me a crying face..
he say he is hurt.. and went offline..
i was reali puzzled...
i keep on asking for forgiveness.. but he cried..
i dun noe wat to do..
i den decided to tell him the truth..
but there was no reply or wat so ever..
i am sooo sad..
i was down wif fever for 3 days.. tinking of it..
but no one cares..
i was in pain.. and sick all by myself..
now he is like ignoring me..
den suddenly he will msg me.. he misses me.....
wat the ****
i dun noe lah..
all i can do now.. is to forget him...
all the hopes he ever give me..
thrown down the drain....
i am soooo sad...
but wat can i do??
i am juz a human being..
whom i guess cannot fall in love...
well.. got to go now..
continue next time ya..
take carez..
*thanks for all the sweet memories... u noe hu u are...*
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 10:59 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 20*...*...*
Sunday, August 14, 2005
hey there people..
how are you guys?
hope you are fine..
hmm.. unlike me..
i am sick!!!
haiz.. but now i am feeling a bit better....
after a stressing and sick week..
hmm.. wanna tell you guys sumting..
last week..on friday..
went out wif my bro..
he was sick.. and could not bear it..
ask me if i wanna accompany him..
go to the nearest polyclinic..
nearest to my skool..
but he was riding... and me...
i am wearing baju kurong...
coz it was fridae... so it was my routine..
but i still followed him..
it was a great opportunity...
coz its been like 4 years since we've met..
took the bike wif him..
but he noes tat i was scared and nervous..
hahaha.. but i had a great time..
we catch up some tings tat we've missed..
but.. not all though...
half way chatting.. his headache came back..
he 'borrowed' my shoulder...
den later wen it was our turn to check up..
found out tat his BP was like damn high..
he is stressed up wif the NDP tingy..
haiz.. pity my dear bro...
den after tat.. he treated me a drink..
but i did not want..
hehehe... coz i was a bit breathless..
dun noe why.. but all of a sudden..
tat alwayz happen to me...
den he ride me back to my skool..
where i came for my group meeting late..
sorry to my group members..
but i enjoyed the time spent wif my bro..
it was nice..
after such a long time..
he promise to bring me out on his bike again..
but wif out my BAJU KURONG!!!!
haha.. take carez guyz..
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 2:57 PM
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I can't be you
The name is NurJihan Binte Abdulla.
The Age is 21,was borned on 6March1987.
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Contact me @ jihan_five@hotmail.com.
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