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Friday, July 22, 2005

hey there people..
tis is my blog's new look..
nice or not??
honestly lah.....
hahaha..
all thanks to hidayat...

well.. as u can see..
"LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD.."
tis words are true to me manz..
battlefield.. and i am the one in it..
once u step in it...
it will take u al hard time to get out of it...
i so regret stepping into the battlefield..
but i am still alone lah...
looking fer sumone to battle with..
i guess those who entered the battlefield..
they ran out immediately..
coz they saw me.. the giant..
they surely noe they will lose one..
haiz..
i am still waitingfor my prince charming to come...
where are u my dear prince charming??
5 yrs ago.. i tot i found him...
but i guess i was wrong...
i guess he is my prince charming..
but i was never his princess...
i was dreaming all by myself...
haiz.... pity myself..

now in skool... there is tis 2 guys...
the 2 guys whom i ever got a crush on..
and now tat i noe i have no hope in them..
i am ignoring them...
but.. my heart juz cannot except the fact..
the fact tat i have to let them go...
everytime i see them..
my heart will jump of excitement..
but i am forcing myself not to look..
neither should i have any feelings fer them animore..
i am forcing myself to do so...
but it is hard manz...
and there is another guy whom i like..
abt tis guy.. no one noes abt him..
onli me and my heart..
i am oso forcing myself to ferget him...
everytime i tok to him or wat..
i force myself to remove the feelings i have fer him..
it is not easy.... but i have to do it..
haiz.. i am sooo sowie to my heart fer torturing it...
it cannot be helped lah..
but i rather torture my heart now...
coz i noe i am the one who is bad...
rather den later i am hurt by them..
haiz...haiz...haiz...
niwaes.. i have to go and continue my projects now..
take carez and see ya again..
smilez alwayz..

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Written By Nurjihan, 4:36 PM