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Monday, July 11, 2005

hey there people..
my millions apologies..
so so sowie to those who wanted to read my blog
but there was noting..
sowie... so so sowie..
i have been bz lately wif attatchment and stuff..
last friday which is the first of july..
juz ended my attatchment.. mondae. the fourth of july..start skool..
and guess wat...
my new attatchment dates are out..
attatchment fer august..
i reali hope i will enjoy tis attatchment..
coz i will be attatched to cgh again.. and den i will be going to KKH...
argh.. i cannot wait fer tat manz
cannot wait to see the cute faces and the innocent faces..
surely fun one ah..
okok.. i will not continue ani more abt my attatchments...
or i will see some of u moving the mouse and clicking the close sign..

well.. i wanna tell u all sum ting abt tis guy i noe..
i tink sum of u might be wondering... y so fast i wan 2 get to noe guys..
coz i have been hurt over and over again lah..
i wanna find a new replacement in my heart..
so i wun tink abt the ones tat i lurve..
haiz.. i am finding fer a long term one lah..
honestly telling u all.. but as sum pple say..
wait long2.. keep on dreaming jihan..
well.. i hope my dream will become a reality one day..
oh ya.. abt tis guy..
well.. everyday he will call me and we will chat fer a veri long time..
evrydae manz.. he sound nice lah..
but he have tis problem tat i hate...
he sound pervetic at times..
tat is the part abt him i am not comfortable lah..
den i decided to be more careful..
and tat tis friendship should remain tis way.. and not more..
so i asked my dearest brother's opinion...
and not fergetting my dear buddy.. i ring him up the other day..
we oso had a long long chat.. we chatted fer 2 hours..
exactly 2 hours u noe..the funniest part is wat u noe..
we count down.. wen we reached the 2 hour timing.. both of us said bye and hung up
it was kewlz manz.. hahaha
niwaes.. b4 i go off track even more..
hhmm.. abt tis guy..
i decided to make up a story..
so i msg him one day and told him i was hapi giler..
he asked me y.. and i told him should i tell him coz he onli my new fren..
den he told me.. fren? he tot i am his galfren..
i was like ????
galfren?
wow.. tat was shocking to hear..
coz we have not even met.. and tat we have onli knew each other fer quite sumtime
and he was like change the topic.. and he ask me y i was hapi lah..
den i say there is tis special guy who told his hearts out to me.. and i am hapi lah
den he replied back tis..... :-(
i ask him y.. wat happened.. he keep on saying noting..
and he said tis.."i noe lah.. who am i rite.."
he sound so so sad..
i feel bad but wat can i do manz..
he sent me his foto too..
and ya true enuf.. not onli he sound pervetic.. but he look the same too..
haiz.. honestly speaking...
i tot i am able to find a long term partner..
but i guess wat pple say to me all tis while is true..
dream on jihan.. u are so fat-hope...
i reali hope tat my dream will become a reality one fine day...
and wen it does become a reality.. i will show them...
u pple out there..
pray tat i will get a long term partner soon..
and he better be a guy of some sense..
haha.. i sound like a desprate gal huh?
sowie.. i am not one lah..

niwaes.. i better get going now..
you take carez and smilez alwayz okiez..
see ya again..

Written By Nurjihan, 4:30 PM