*...*...*JoUrNaL 12*...*...*
Thursday, May 26, 2005
hey there pple..... how are you all? ani one sick? nah.. dun tink so... coz i dun see ani one's RED nose... hehehe... niwaes... i am back here to blog again... sowie if my journal's boring... well....first of all.. i wanna apologise to all pple out there... coz i could not reply to the tags.... dun noe why lah... but every time i tag... they say..... cookies deactivated? and wat on earth is tat? hhmm... no idea lah... second ting.... i wanna tok abt tis topic... coz i read it in my email... and i got question marks all around my head... hhmm.... the email was abt love.... they say.... if u love someone... tell them... coz u might not noe wat is gg to happen tomorrow... well it is true u might not noe wat is happening tomorrow... but...... wat if u tell them..... u end up losing them.... now tat is something tat is hard to accept.... liking someone... and ending up losing them..... dun u all agree wif me? hhmm.... it might be easy fer pple to advice us....'tell them how u feel lah' but if i let out wat i feel to them..... wat fears me the most is tat.... they will laugh non stop.... and end up.... rolling on the floor.... tat's something i dun wanna see.... and the next ting... my fren.... she looks like me... as in physically... u all should noe wat i mean har... she was being teased 'GEMOK' (fat) in the bus... and it was damn loud... and if the person happens to read tis blog of mine... i got a qn fer you pple..... GOD has made us tis way.... y critisize us? y muz u pple contribute to the stress we have in us? y muz u pple hurt us and bring our confidence down... and y muz u pple say those words.... it juz make us tink lowly of you pple.... even though i was not the one who was being teased tat dae... i noe how she feels..... coz it ever happen to me... and it reali hurts down inside... i dun even noe wat you all get wen you all say tat kind of ting.... haiz.... i pity my fren.... hope she will be ok.... dun worry... coz i am here.... hehehe..... juz hope tat pple out there will say someting tat will make some sense and not hurt other's feelings ok.... TO ALL THE PPLE OUT THERE..... *** GUD LUCK IN ALL TAT YOU DO OKIEZ*** SMILEZ ALWAYZ......^_^
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 8:44 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 12*...*...*
hey there pple..... how are you all? ani one sick? nah.. dun tink so... coz i dun see ani one's RED nose... hehehe... niwaes... i am back here to blog again... sowie if my journal's boring... well....first of all.. i wanna apologise to all pple out there... coz i could not reply to the tags.... dun noe why lah... but every time i tag... they say..... cookies deactivated? and wat on earth is tat? hhmm... no idea lah... second ting.... i wanna tok abt tis topic... coz i read it in my email... and i got question marks all around my head... hhmm.... the email was abt love.... they say.... if u love someone... tell them... coz u might not noe wat is gg to happen tomorrow... well it is true u might not noe wat is happening tomorrow... but...... wat if u tell them..... u end up losing them.... now tat is something tat is hard to accept.... liking someone... and ending up losing them..... dun u all agree wif me? hhmm.... it might be easy fer pple to advice us....'tell them how u feel lah' but if i let out wat i feel to them..... wat fears me the most is tat.... they will laugh non stop.... and end up.... rolling on the floor.... tat's something i dun wanna see.... and the next ting... my fren.... she looks like me... as in physically... u all should noe wat i mean har... she was being teased 'GEMOK' (fat) in the bus... and it was damn loud... and if the person happens to read tis blog of mine... i got a qn fer you pple..... GOD has made us tis way.... y critisize us? y muz u pple contribute to the stress we have in us? y muz u pple hurt us and bring our confidence down... and y muz u pple say those words.... it juz make us tink lowly of you pple.... even though i was not the one who was being teased tat dae... i noe how she feels..... coz it ever happen to me... and it reali hurts down inside... i dun even noe wat you all get wen you all say tat kind of ting.... haiz.... i pity my fren.... hope she will be ok.... dun worry... coz i am here.... hehehe..... juz hope tat pple out there will say someting tat will make some sense and not hurt other's feelings ok.... TO ALL THE PPLE OUT THERE..... *** GUD LUCK IN ALL TAT YOU DO OKIEZ*** SMILEZ ALWAYZ......^_^
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 8:44 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 11*...*...*
Monday, May 23, 2005
hey there pple out there... how are you guys?? hope you all are fine... no matter where you are... no matter wat you are doing... i am juz hoping fer your best....
well i apologise fer not blogging fer a while... have been busy lately... very stressed..... and busy... sowie fer those who alwayz visit my blog....
well.... have been tinking a lot lately.... onli my buddy noes wat i am going thru rite now.... reali pity him coz he have to listen to me.... EVERYDAE...... hope you dun mind har buddy.... and i will alwayz be there fer you wen you need me hor.... dun ferget to dial my number if you have aniting..... juz anyting to sae or any worries....
and....to all my patients... hope they will recover soon.... especially to my favourite nenek... hope you can make it back home running... as i have told you... hehehe.....
hhmm..... to all of you out there.... here's wat i wanna sae to you all... i wanna apologise fer all the mistakes i have done... no matter heard or not... no matter if it was major or minor.... plz..plz..plz... fergive me.... sincerely... i plead fer your fergiveness...
well.... hope you will all fergive me..... and hey... guess wat... i have to go now... hhmm.... you all muz be hapi rite... coz you all no need to listen to me tok animore rite... hhmm.... bad of you all har... but nvr mind.... to all those who read... thanks a lot... see ya soon... bubbyez.... take carez... and dun ferget to smilez alwayz hor.....
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:45 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 10*...*...*
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
hey pple out there... how are you? hope you can hear me... even though you cannot physically hear me.. hope you pple are fine.. free from illness.... hahahakz... =>
niwaes... sowie coz i have not updated my blog fer a long time... coz i dun even tink pple read it.. haiz... so sad... everyone's buzy i guess.... i understand... =<
niwaes... i need to tell something.. tell to who ever is reading tis... hhmm.... i wrote is short and sweet poem fer myself... and tis is how it goes...
i am a simple gal... living in a simple world trying to search highs and lows fer the meaning of life i dun reali understand the meaning of tis world as i always go thru downs in my life...
my life has been labeled as a FAILURE failure in my soul, mind and heart i am now finding a cure a cure tat will help me heal my broken heart...
i am now feeling very lonely and sad tinking of him and not forgetting feeling stupid and worthless too... life has been ugly and terrible without HIM should stop tinking abt him and forget the past too...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 4:52 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 9*...*...*
Friday, May 13, 2005
hey people out there how are you guys? hope you are all fine... hhmm... i hope i am toking to someone... looks like there is no one reding my journal huh? so sad... but nvr mind... at least i noe... i am toking to myself... hahaha
niwaes.. did not reali noe wat to write... so i decided to post these pictures... wanna tell a bit more abt my career... hehehe.. k lah.. hope you all enjoyed the pics har.. k lah.. got to go.... bubbyez... see ya all next time smilez alwayz... take carez har...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:21 PM
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OnE Of tHeM iS Me!!!
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 10:18 PM
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TiS ArE OuR KiDnEyS...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 9:27 PM
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TiS Is wAt i LeArN aBoUt iN SkOoL
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 9:22 PM
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TiS Is mY CaReEr...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 9:18 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 8*...*...*
Monday, May 09, 2005
hey people out there... how have you been so far? did i hear a good... and did i hear a not so good? fer the good ones.. keep it up.. and fer the not so good ones... cheer up ya... hope to see a smile on you guys faces alwayz...
and.... i wanna tell you guys abt my first dae attatchment... well... first time had females ward.. previously all males ward... now... females... at first did not have a good impression of them.. coz some say female patient more demanding... but todae... not so bad... i like to be wif them... putting a smile on each individual faces... wen they smile.. it juz makes me hapi...
at first..... started the dae wif a scolding.. from who?? yupz... from the ward sister... haiz.. scolded us becoz we nvr greet her... sowie lah.... nah you can have your greetings... 'GOOD MORNING SISTER' hapi now... haiz.. but sooner... she became more ok... trying to joke around wif us.. giving us lesser tension... well... tat's good... at least she trys... goog fer you sister... haha...
tomorrow... me afternoon shift... usually afternoon a bit more relaxing.. from pass experiences lah... but dun noe abt tis ward.... usually at nite... wen going back time.. i juz stand ard... chat wif the patients... again.. putting a smile b4 i leave the ward.. hahaha.......
k lah people.. i wanna go and bobok already.... i sleepy liao... tomorrow later cannot wake up... so.. take carez people... nitez to all.... and not forgetting.... *sMiLeZ aLwAyZ* muackkkkzzzz........
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 11:37 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 7*...*...*
Sunday, May 08, 2005
hey there people.... sowie long time nvr post a journal... well... have been quite busy lately... well... dun tink you all mind har...
niwaes... tat dae on wednesdae..(4/5/2005) went out wif nurul... accompanied her all the way to tiong bahru coz she lost her nursing name tag... den met shaf... took my hp back... my dad wanted it back... haiz i felt bad coz i lent her... den now my dad want the hp back... i apologise dun noe how many times sia... she lost her hp i guess... so i got extra.. i lent her... now dunn noe she will be using wat hp.. haiz...
den the next dae...(5/5/2005) meet up wif my primary skool frenz... it has been like sooo long since we met each other... so decided it was time to catch up wif each of our lifes.... we met at tamp interchange at 12.30.. den went to mac.. had a drink... and a long chat... we chatted abt lots of topics... even abt our primary skool crushes..... and we found our our crushes were the same.. well if not all our crushes... at least one... haha... all our secrets were revealed after such a long time... it was fun... den we went round century square... but decided there was not a lot af things there...
so we made up a crazy idea... to go to mustafa centre.... we made our calls.... den headed straight to serangoon... and guess wat.... it started to rain... even b4 we reach the place.... but tat did not stop us from doing wat we planned... we chatted and chatted.... till we reach serangoon... had our lunch there.... and took a bus to mustafa... we missed our stop.... we went down a stop after tat... ARGH..... and we have to walk in the rain... KEWLZ....... i love doing tat... hahaha.... den... we window shopped there... den at abt 6 plus... we headed home... in the bus.. we took lots and lots of photos together... we reali had lots of fun... reached home abt 8 plus... luckily still got time to watch my 'CHASE'
hehe... k lah gtg now... see ya again... but not so soon i guess... coz.............. tomorrow i start my attatchment already..... yippeeee....... bubbyez... smilez alwayz.,... ^_^
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 2:25 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 6*...*...*
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
hey there people..... how are you guys? hope you all are fine... hope the heat are not driving you all mad
sometimes rite.... i ever wonder... can i continue liking a person wen he does not like me? well, i tink it is possible... but it will juz make my heart aches... but wat can i do... i reali cannot forget him... even though his number is off from my hp... but his pic and name is still in my head... not forgetting the name tat i had carved in my heart... haiz... love sometimes makes pple nuts... tat's wat i told my elder sis... she said i am stupid... stupid coz i waited fer a miracle to happen to me... waiting fer 4 years... fer him... well... i like him.. and i cannot forget him... wat should i do... now tat i feel like losing hope in him... i am tinking twice... am i able to forget him???? tat is the biggest qn in my mind now... pple told me.... you can... like someone else... i have a crush on someone in skool b4.... but he is still in my head.... can i juz hate the whole world... so tat i will not be able to fall in love again? i tink if i hate pple.... i will not fall in love wif them... but i noe i will not be able to hate the whole world.... haiz..... i am so puzzled and confused... i am lost in my own world... wif his name and face all around me.....
haiz... gtg now lah... see ya ard... bubbyez...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 6:37 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 5*...*...*
Monday, May 02, 2005
helo there.... i am back again.... hehehe.... niwaes... yesterdae i had a great time... my whole family went to esplanade there... near the waterfront... to watch tis event called 'may day' and guess wat......... TAUFIK was there too... as in he performed.... and... wat made me angry was... i miss 3 of his performanced ARGH....... we all tot he will be the last one to performe... so... we went on a ride on the bum boat to raffles.... the queue was damn long.... but we still went.... pity my youngest sis lah... den... we all went except my mum... coz we had 4 tickets onli... so the 4 siblings went on a ride... den wen we all reach there... while queueing up to take a ride back to esplanade.... my mum msg me..... she said...'TAUFIK NGAH NYANYI!!!' i was like... argh..... wen we waited for him... he performe last wen we tot he performe last... he performed first.... ARGH....... he performed my fav song sum more.... wen we reached back at esplanade.... the prime minister juz arrived... den... we were juz in time to see taufik and slyvester performe... they duet the song...'I DREAM' well... at least i saw one of taufik's performance.... i had a great time there...
i juz received a msg from one of my primary skool fren.... they ask me out.... kinda of a gathering lah... ah..... i can't wait man... its been how many years since we met each other... hope it will be fun... hehehe... haiz... gtg now... see ya ard... bubbyez... smilez alwayz.... nvr forget tat okiez...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 8:24 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 12*...*...*
Thursday, May 26, 2005
hey there pple..... how are you all? ani one sick? nah.. dun tink so... coz i dun see ani one's RED nose... hehehe... niwaes... i am back here to blog again... sowie if my journal's boring... well....first of all.. i wanna apologise to all pple out there... coz i could not reply to the tags.... dun noe why lah... but every time i tag... they say..... cookies deactivated? and wat on earth is tat? hhmm... no idea lah... second ting.... i wanna tok abt tis topic... coz i read it in my email... and i got question marks all around my head... hhmm.... the email was abt love.... they say.... if u love someone... tell them... coz u might not noe wat is gg to happen tomorrow... well it is true u might not noe wat is happening tomorrow... but...... wat if u tell them..... u end up losing them.... now tat is something tat is hard to accept.... liking someone... and ending up losing them..... dun u all agree wif me? hhmm.... it might be easy fer pple to advice us....'tell them how u feel lah' but if i let out wat i feel to them..... wat fears me the most is tat.... they will laugh non stop.... and end up.... rolling on the floor.... tat's something i dun wanna see.... and the next ting... my fren.... she looks like me... as in physically... u all should noe wat i mean har... she was being teased 'GEMOK' (fat) in the bus... and it was damn loud... and if the person happens to read tis blog of mine... i got a qn fer you pple..... GOD has made us tis way.... y critisize us? y muz u pple contribute to the stress we have in us? y muz u pple hurt us and bring our confidence down... and y muz u pple say those words.... it juz make us tink lowly of you pple.... even though i was not the one who was being teased tat dae... i noe how she feels..... coz it ever happen to me... and it reali hurts down inside... i dun even noe wat you all get wen you all say tat kind of ting.... haiz.... i pity my fren.... hope she will be ok.... dun worry... coz i am here.... hehehe..... juz hope tat pple out there will say someting tat will make some sense and not hurt other's feelings ok.... TO ALL THE PPLE OUT THERE..... *** GUD LUCK IN ALL TAT YOU DO OKIEZ*** SMILEZ ALWAYZ......^_^
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 8:44 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 12*...*...*
hey there pple..... how are you all? ani one sick? nah.. dun tink so... coz i dun see ani one's RED nose... hehehe... niwaes... i am back here to blog again... sowie if my journal's boring... well....first of all.. i wanna apologise to all pple out there... coz i could not reply to the tags.... dun noe why lah... but every time i tag... they say..... cookies deactivated? and wat on earth is tat? hhmm... no idea lah... second ting.... i wanna tok abt tis topic... coz i read it in my email... and i got question marks all around my head... hhmm.... the email was abt love.... they say.... if u love someone... tell them... coz u might not noe wat is gg to happen tomorrow... well it is true u might not noe wat is happening tomorrow... but...... wat if u tell them..... u end up losing them.... now tat is something tat is hard to accept.... liking someone... and ending up losing them..... dun u all agree wif me? hhmm.... it might be easy fer pple to advice us....'tell them how u feel lah' but if i let out wat i feel to them..... wat fears me the most is tat.... they will laugh non stop.... and end up.... rolling on the floor.... tat's something i dun wanna see.... and the next ting... my fren.... she looks like me... as in physically... u all should noe wat i mean har... she was being teased 'GEMOK' (fat) in the bus... and it was damn loud... and if the person happens to read tis blog of mine... i got a qn fer you pple..... GOD has made us tis way.... y critisize us? y muz u pple contribute to the stress we have in us? y muz u pple hurt us and bring our confidence down... and y muz u pple say those words.... it juz make us tink lowly of you pple.... even though i was not the one who was being teased tat dae... i noe how she feels..... coz it ever happen to me... and it reali hurts down inside... i dun even noe wat you all get wen you all say tat kind of ting.... haiz.... i pity my fren.... hope she will be ok.... dun worry... coz i am here.... hehehe..... juz hope tat pple out there will say someting tat will make some sense and not hurt other's feelings ok.... TO ALL THE PPLE OUT THERE..... *** GUD LUCK IN ALL TAT YOU DO OKIEZ*** SMILEZ ALWAYZ......^_^
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 8:44 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 11*...*...*
Monday, May 23, 2005
hey there pple out there... how are you guys?? hope you all are fine... no matter where you are... no matter wat you are doing... i am juz hoping fer your best....
well i apologise fer not blogging fer a while... have been busy lately... very stressed..... and busy... sowie fer those who alwayz visit my blog....
well.... have been tinking a lot lately.... onli my buddy noes wat i am going thru rite now.... reali pity him coz he have to listen to me.... EVERYDAE...... hope you dun mind har buddy.... and i will alwayz be there fer you wen you need me hor.... dun ferget to dial my number if you have aniting..... juz anyting to sae or any worries....
and....to all my patients... hope they will recover soon.... especially to my favourite nenek... hope you can make it back home running... as i have told you... hehehe.....
hhmm..... to all of you out there.... here's wat i wanna sae to you all... i wanna apologise fer all the mistakes i have done... no matter heard or not... no matter if it was major or minor.... plz..plz..plz... fergive me.... sincerely... i plead fer your fergiveness...
well.... hope you will all fergive me..... and hey... guess wat... i have to go now... hhmm.... you all muz be hapi rite... coz you all no need to listen to me tok animore rite... hhmm.... bad of you all har... but nvr mind.... to all those who read... thanks a lot... see ya soon... bubbyez.... take carez... and dun ferget to smilez alwayz hor.....
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 10:45 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 10*...*...*
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
hey pple out there... how are you? hope you can hear me... even though you cannot physically hear me.. hope you pple are fine.. free from illness.... hahahakz... =>
niwaes... sowie coz i have not updated my blog fer a long time... coz i dun even tink pple read it.. haiz... so sad... everyone's buzy i guess.... i understand... =<
niwaes... i need to tell something.. tell to who ever is reading tis... hhmm.... i wrote is short and sweet poem fer myself... and tis is how it goes...
i am a simple gal... living in a simple world trying to search highs and lows fer the meaning of life i dun reali understand the meaning of tis world as i always go thru downs in my life...
my life has been labeled as a FAILURE failure in my soul, mind and heart i am now finding a cure a cure tat will help me heal my broken heart...
i am now feeling very lonely and sad tinking of him and not forgetting feeling stupid and worthless too... life has been ugly and terrible without HIM should stop tinking abt him and forget the past too...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 4:52 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 9*...*...*
Friday, May 13, 2005
hey people out there how are you guys? hope you are all fine... hhmm... i hope i am toking to someone... looks like there is no one reding my journal huh? so sad... but nvr mind... at least i noe... i am toking to myself... hahaha
niwaes.. did not reali noe wat to write... so i decided to post these pictures... wanna tell a bit more abt my career... hehehe.. k lah.. hope you all enjoyed the pics har.. k lah.. got to go.... bubbyez... see ya all next time smilez alwayz... take carez har...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 10:21 PM
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OnE Of tHeM iS Me!!!
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 10:18 PM
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TiS ArE OuR KiDnEyS...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 9:27 PM
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TiS Is wAt i LeArN aBoUt iN SkOoL
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 9:22 PM
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TiS Is mY CaReEr...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 9:18 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 8*...*...*
Monday, May 09, 2005
hey people out there... how have you been so far? did i hear a good... and did i hear a not so good? fer the good ones.. keep it up.. and fer the not so good ones... cheer up ya... hope to see a smile on you guys faces alwayz...
and.... i wanna tell you guys abt my first dae attatchment... well... first time had females ward.. previously all males ward... now... females... at first did not have a good impression of them.. coz some say female patient more demanding... but todae... not so bad... i like to be wif them... putting a smile on each individual faces... wen they smile.. it juz makes me hapi...
at first..... started the dae wif a scolding.. from who?? yupz... from the ward sister... haiz.. scolded us becoz we nvr greet her... sowie lah.... nah you can have your greetings... 'GOOD MORNING SISTER' hapi now... haiz.. but sooner... she became more ok... trying to joke around wif us.. giving us lesser tension... well... tat's good... at least she trys... goog fer you sister... haha...
tomorrow... me afternoon shift... usually afternoon a bit more relaxing.. from pass experiences lah... but dun noe abt tis ward.... usually at nite... wen going back time.. i juz stand ard... chat wif the patients... again.. putting a smile b4 i leave the ward.. hahaha.......
k lah people.. i wanna go and bobok already.... i sleepy liao... tomorrow later cannot wake up... so.. take carez people... nitez to all.... and not forgetting.... *sMiLeZ aLwAyZ* muackkkkzzzz........
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 11:37 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 7*...*...*
Sunday, May 08, 2005
hey there people.... sowie long time nvr post a journal... well... have been quite busy lately... well... dun tink you all mind har...
niwaes... tat dae on wednesdae..(4/5/2005) went out wif nurul... accompanied her all the way to tiong bahru coz she lost her nursing name tag... den met shaf... took my hp back... my dad wanted it back... haiz i felt bad coz i lent her... den now my dad want the hp back... i apologise dun noe how many times sia... she lost her hp i guess... so i got extra.. i lent her... now dunn noe she will be using wat hp.. haiz...
den the next dae...(5/5/2005) meet up wif my primary skool frenz... it has been like sooo long since we met each other... so decided it was time to catch up wif each of our lifes.... we met at tamp interchange at 12.30.. den went to mac.. had a drink... and a long chat... we chatted abt lots of topics... even abt our primary skool crushes..... and we found our our crushes were the same.. well if not all our crushes... at least one... haha... all our secrets were revealed after such a long time... it was fun... den we went round century square... but decided there was not a lot af things there...
so we made up a crazy idea... to go to mustafa centre.... we made our calls.... den headed straight to serangoon... and guess wat.... it started to rain... even b4 we reach the place.... but tat did not stop us from doing wat we planned... we chatted and chatted.... till we reach serangoon... had our lunch there.... and took a bus to mustafa... we missed our stop.... we went down a stop after tat... ARGH..... and we have to walk in the rain... KEWLZ....... i love doing tat... hahaha.... den... we window shopped there... den at abt 6 plus... we headed home... in the bus.. we took lots and lots of photos together... we reali had lots of fun... reached home abt 8 plus... luckily still got time to watch my 'CHASE'
hehe... k lah gtg now... see ya again... but not so soon i guess... coz.............. tomorrow i start my attatchment already..... yippeeee....... bubbyez... smilez alwayz.,... ^_^
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 2:25 PM
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*...*...*JoUrNaL 6*...*...*
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
hey there people..... how are you guys? hope you all are fine... hope the heat are not driving you all mad
sometimes rite.... i ever wonder... can i continue liking a person wen he does not like me? well, i tink it is possible... but it will juz make my heart aches... but wat can i do... i reali cannot forget him... even though his number is off from my hp... but his pic and name is still in my head... not forgetting the name tat i had carved in my heart... haiz... love sometimes makes pple nuts... tat's wat i told my elder sis... she said i am stupid... stupid coz i waited fer a miracle to happen to me... waiting fer 4 years... fer him... well... i like him.. and i cannot forget him... wat should i do... now tat i feel like losing hope in him... i am tinking twice... am i able to forget him???? tat is the biggest qn in my mind now... pple told me.... you can... like someone else... i have a crush on someone in skool b4.... but he is still in my head.... can i juz hate the whole world... so tat i will not be able to fall in love again? i tink if i hate pple.... i will not fall in love wif them... but i noe i will not be able to hate the whole world.... haiz..... i am so puzzled and confused... i am lost in my own world... wif his name and face all around me.....
haiz... gtg now lah... see ya ard... bubbyez...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 6:37 PM
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Monday, May 02, 2005
helo there.... i am back again.... hehehe.... niwaes... yesterdae i had a great time... my whole family went to esplanade there... near the waterfront... to watch tis event called 'may day' and guess wat......... TAUFIK was there too... as in he performed.... and... wat made me angry was... i miss 3 of his performanced ARGH....... we all tot he will be the last one to performe... so... we went on a ride on the bum boat to raffles.... the queue was damn long.... but we still went.... pity my youngest sis lah... den... we all went except my mum... coz we had 4 tickets onli... so the 4 siblings went on a ride... den wen we all reach there... while queueing up to take a ride back to esplanade.... my mum msg me..... she said...'TAUFIK NGAH NYANYI!!!' i was like... argh..... wen we waited for him... he performe last wen we tot he performe last... he performed first.... ARGH....... he performed my fav song sum more.... wen we reached back at esplanade.... the prime minister juz arrived... den... we were juz in time to see taufik and slyvester performe... they duet the song...'I DREAM' well... at least i saw one of taufik's performance.... i had a great time there...
i juz received a msg from one of my primary skool fren.... they ask me out.... kinda of a gathering lah... ah..... i can't wait man... its been how many years since we met each other... hope it will be fun... hehehe... haiz... gtg now... see ya ard... bubbyez... smilez alwayz.... nvr forget tat okiez...
Written by Nurjihan,♥ 8:24 PM
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The name is NurJihan Binte Abdulla.
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