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*...*...*LoVe hUrTs*...*...*
Friday, April 08, 2005
helo... i am back here again... how are you guys... (who are reading my blog...) hope you guys are fine... niwaes... my life lately... has always been... dun noe how 2 discribe it..but wat i noe rite... i keep on thinking about him... it has already been about 2 years since i have not met him... (except for hari raya lah..) i juz cannot forget about him... i reali miss him....
i dun noe how to discribe wat is in my heart.. but tis is the best i can do...
i have always said a little prayer.. hoping tat my dreams will take me there.. i have always been in love wif you... i guess you noe it but... you pretend.... pretend not to noe it.... you are filled wif ego... but even though... i dun mind it... i look thru your heart.. the positive side of it... and not the negative side of it.. but i guess you never looked thru my heart.. you knew i have always loved you.. but all you could do is... TO SAY GOODBYE... tat hurts a lot.. my heart has been sliced... only god noes how the pain is... but i still have the courage to go thru the pain... now.. i realise wat is behind your smile.. the smile tat is so sweet... you had actually broken my heart behind tat wonderful smile... now.. you have walked out of the door.. the door tat lead to my heart.. i cried so many daes and nitez.. but there were no massages or calls from you... which you always DID... i still remember how close we were.... we had spent enough time in school... but we bothe choose to continue spending time wif each other.. even wen we reach home.. till nite time... now... wen my heart has been broken... where are you... where are all the sweet massages tat you used to put a smile on my face.. you have broken my heart... so please unbreak it... you had made me swam in my own tears... so please uncry these tears.. you hurt me so many times... so please undo tis hurt.. life is so dull without you in my life... so please bring back joy to my life.. bring back my smilez.. without you, there would be no sun in my life.. without you, there would be no love in my life..... and without you... there would be no world left for me... i can find no one to heal the pain in heart.. maybe for the time being.... tis is wat i can say wat is in my heart... so far lah... love reali hurts ya... but for wat i noe... the theory of love.. it actually means something nice.. something tat will not hurt you... but from experiences... the theory does noe fit into it...i wonder.... and is still wondering....... written by: me and myself...
Written By Nurjihan,♥ 3:12 PM
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